First fragments of something I can't quite explain  

"It's too soon to let you go
I can't come close
'cause the scent of your breath
leaves a lingering taste that burns my throat

E̵̞͇͕͊͗̅x̶̢͖̳͗̿c̷̲͉͉̈͂l̸̢͍̜̥̈́u̴͇̬͇̰̅d̷͙̦͐͌͌͝e̵̬̯͓͊͗͝ͅ, Ò̴̪̹̰͍̋͂̔u̷̞̯̖̖͛̓̎t̷͉̠̂(), Ī̶͙̹̫͙͋ṉ̷̃͌̓̊()
Break through my skin,
S̴͙͘l̸͉͎̀͑ĭ̶͙̘͖̹̐͐͝g̷͎̋h̷̰̬̻̋t̵̨͉͚̱̑̚l̴̢̡͖̽͝y̶̳͎̞͂ͅ 𝔀h𝓲şp̴̠͝e͏r̷i̶͊n̷g̸̔

I whisper my words into your deaf ears
I've never seen you here, before,
b̷͎̫͓̘̈́̿l̴̢͙͋͝a̶̬̽c̷͔͉̬͂̎k̴̡̲̮̯̿e̴͚̰̞͂̚͘d̷̛̻ ̸̙͚̹͛͛ȯ̴͇̑̕ű̶̘͉̖͚t̶̨̯̯͓̍͠ ̵̨̛͍̠͎̄̈́ï̶̡̙̦͇͌n̶͎̭̼̖͑̾ ̴̬̈ͅt̴͔̏̑̀h̶͖͊a̴̢̢̾͆t̴̡̢̛͍͙ ̴̛͕̘͖̒c̶̯̯͌̈ỏ̴͉̬̞̿ͅr̶̖͔̤̄͊̕n̴̰̎̇̓͜e̵͕̽r̶̼̹̐̎

We used to adore,
together,
ṗ̸̨̘̫͘i̷̦̘͂̇e̷̞̼̞͒r̴̳͐c̴̯̰̬̅ē̶̫̮͈̚ 𝖙̸̕ḧ̶̗̦̈r̸̳̠͔̿o̷̦̮͎̽͂u̵̿̎ǧ̴̜̥͎͎h̵̪̠̫͒͘ ɱᥱ̷ οήcε мō̴͇̼͍re
cut my soul like leather,
A piece of clothing, you'll forget that
It always exists

My heart beats
hardcore
My Core breaking
C͙͎l̶̺̼̞̹͛̆̒ä̴͙̲͕̲́͘͝s̷̖̥͖͂͂̿s̸̼̙͑̎ C̸̹̲̄̽͌̎o̶͑̋̿r̶̜̳̀͊͆ͅe̷̓̕̕{
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Ț̶͙̼͍̎̿r̶̲̻͙̄̅̎ỉ̸̡̱̠͋̕͜p̴̢̡͎͗̈́͒p̶͇͍̐į̷̬͍̘̄̃n̸̳͍̐̉g̶̺͕̔̒͠, T̴̨͍̮̙̑̎̆͋r̷̖̘̰̘̄i̵̯̻͙̐͊̍p̷̘̻͉̌̾p̶̬͈͛͝ĭ̶̹͎͒̒n̴̹͗ğ̸̺, Ț̶͙̼͍̎̿r̶̲̻͙̄̅̎ỉ̸̡̱̠͋̕͜p̴̢̡͎͗̈́͒p̶͇͍̐į̷̬͍̘̄̃n̸̳͍̐̉g̶̺͕̔̒͠
F̷o̶̘̲͌͂͋r̵̞͙̤̖͆̕ 𝓂𝖾
E̷̜̮͂̎̐̄x̸͙̪͔̲̍̆͘o̸̺̜͑͐_͍̪ṁ̵̤͇͋̓e̴͖̾9,10,11,12,13
Numbers define most parts of me
Alone and empty

I wish I could scream,
but if I open my mouth, it bleeds

Unanswered, 20 missed drunk calls,
none of them speak any words of
R̶̘̀̈́͊ẽ̸̩͔̠͕̈́͂s̴̤̘̠̏e̸̙̱̞̪̽̊m̷̤̞̪͛b̷͙̉͐̈́l̶̲̗͋̈́͘a̷̱͓͂n̷͍̪͙̍̀͆c̸̦̊͝ͅe̷̪͎͗͗ 𝔱𝔬̵̑ ᥕɧᥲ𝐭 ү̴𝗼̴𝚞͝ ųs𐍉̷d ᴛõ 𝓫є

f̴̛̗̗̻͐̈́ͅr̶̰͍̫̠͛̓e̸̖͐̅͝e̶͙͕͋͆͒, f̴̛̗̗̻͐̈́ͅr̶̰͍̫̠͛̓e̸̖͐̅͝e̶͙͕͋͆͒, f̴̛̗̗̻͐̈́ͅr̶̰͍̫̠͛̓e̸̖͐̅͝e̶͙͕͋͆͒
I sink my teeth
into my own body,
w̴a̵t̵c̵h̴i̵n̵g̵ 𝘆𝗼𝗎 𝖇l̴e̶e̵d̶
from your mouth
whenever you speak."


C͙͎l̶̺̼̞̹͛̆̒ä̴͙̲͕̲́͘͝s̷̖̥͖͂͂̿s̸̼̙͑̎ C̸̹̲̄̽͌̎o̶͑̋̿r̶̜̳̀͊͆ͅe̷̓̕̕{

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