complicated

Ily < 3

LYRICS
- Solderis -
believe in me, and we'll figure out, a way for us to be alright now 
watch the world try to tear us down, believe in me, and we'll figure out 

- Solderis -
soon as you call me babe I won't pick up the phone 
I know you love me but you need to let me go 
yeah 
babe I won't pick up the phone 
and I know we had something 
but the flames been getting cold 

- Solderis -
try try try but still don't phase me
break hearts but still can't break me
lie lie lie lie lie and I'm over it 
so if I'm honest I don't want you to come over again 
and if I'm honest I don't wanna always play pretend 
and act like we're alright cause we're not fine and I'm so done

- Dylan - 
I'm so done I've had enough of the torturing 
can't unlatch from your grasp you're a scorpion 
we refract like topaz and the story ends 
I feel like I'm falling as soon as you call me in 

- Solderis -
soon as you call me babe I won't pick up the phone 
I know you love me but you need to let me go 
yeah 
babe I won't pick up the phone 
and I know we had something 
but the flames been getting cold 

- Dylan - 
you keep on wreaking havoc can't find shelter from the storm 
I ain't tryna keep up I don't love you anymore 
full disclosure I kinda hate you I'm over it
keep coming over you got me feeling so torn again 

- Dylan - 
but who cares if it falls apart (I do) 
did everything in my power to try and just see it through 
feeling pessimistic we go through another fight then I'm fine again 
if I'm honest you probably know I'm lying then 

- Solderis -
so if I'm honest I don't want you to come over again 
and if I'm honest I don't wanna always play pretend 
and act like we're alright, cause we're not fine and I'm so done

- Solderis -
soon as you call me babe I won't pick up the phone 
I know you love me but you need to let me go 
yeah 
babe I won't pick up the phone 
and I know we had something 
but the flames been getting cold 
x2

TOPAZ w/ dylan longworth (prod. immortal)

li.sten.to/stillalive
feat. @yvesxtc
@ripavah on instagram
@1avah on tiktok

to make a song with my fav artist is crazy, hope y'all enjoyed this here's a tune from the deepest of my schizo mind

lyrics:
Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that i ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Back then, I'd say
You're way too far away
Hello kitty dagger in my hand
About to stab myself right in the chest

She be like, heh, I'm a slut for romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

Just sick of all the lies, don't apologize
No need for apologies, cuz you ain't ever see me cry
And don't you sit me down, I'll send a hundred round
You gonna ride around the town, cuz ain't nobody around

And your a sight for sore eyes, look between the fault lines
Here my fault lies, why cant you look me in my eyes
Please don't wait for me, this hate you see
Shows I'm aching please, don't help me please

Notice where your body feels most relaxed
Let that feeling of relaxation grow with every breath
You can choose to focus on counting
And become more relaxed as each number passes through your mind

Romance
Everyone be doubting, let me show them
Shoutout to the Avah fam, we're glowing
Lets grow man, hating all my enemies hope one day that I ghost them

Acting like you're on a tightrope
You're situations are not deep it's not hard
You've gone far, we're so far
Maybe we'll both make it and you'll become a movie star

still alive

slut4romance (feat. moodyriley)

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slut4romance (w/ yves) [shinyy]

to pieces we burn
to pieces we burn thats what she said
ivan you dont learn, no you never learn i wont forget

i feel so stupid
our communication is useless
im so confused cus everything u said was abusive
am i the problem cus i never ran away?
or is it just because you never felt the same

i never learn, i never learn
i never learn, i never learn
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
(i never)

to pieces we burn
to pieces we burn thats what she said
ivan you dont learn, no you never learn i wont forget

i swear its stupid, the way you act it got me clueless
its very stupid, the way you act i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
i never
LEARN
(i never)

(to pieces to pieces we burn
to pieces to pieces we burn thats what she said)

(i never learn)

NEVER LEARN (demo)

https://li.sten.to/whatisreal
a song abt mental illness
ig: @ripavah
tiktok: @1avah

I shined the light through the dim of the woods
What we both saw was so crazy I shook
The real you was not as mad as I was
Crying at the sky, it all seems so far

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

I'm just trying to live another day
I'm just trying to be fine (be fine yeah)
I'm just trying to live life (live life yeah)
Have you by my side

You're a straight enemy
I'm depressed and upset, can my old friends leave
Shut your face and move away, you're just trauma to me
When I blow up, I'll consider to respond to your pleads
We don't really understand about love
I can't really tell if it is all dumb
Love without the drugs is just like old love
I just touched the clouds, and I don't feel none

And I have second plans
I don't care about you, and your best friend
High state, take a break, go our separate ways
Blank face, with no shape, you're a fake in my brain

Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
Am I in love with the real you
Realized how much that I mean to you
Different options, I'm not stopping till I die in hell
Fix my problems, that's my love but hate my mental health
But I came to the realization
Psychosis, my mind needs documentation
I can't live one more day with all this frustration
Hope It's fixed, so I can say that one day I made it

What is real
What is real
Oh, what is real

what is real

what is real (prod. indybeats)

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

Out on all plats :) 

hope u guys enjoy this song <3
ig: www.instagram.com/zivve17

w/ @1kaido <3
prod. @aspect6


[Lyrics Soon]

alone w/ kaido

like we used to (siem spark)

prod. monto, alez karlo and isaac sammons
w/ help from chris marek

mix & mastered by ty lorenzo

I DON'T LOSE

I don't really like this song that much, but I made it for my mom a little bit ago and just finished it up recently, it kind of just fits cause I'm leaving home soon, I don't even know if she's going to see this.

and yea I know, this sound like the glaive beat, shut up💀

Thanks to @wynko for making the cover art, you're dope <3
Collective- @dotcomgang
Lyrics-

Mama telling me, ill be fine with you out my mind
and she said, love is hard sometimes
you just gotta go learn how to get by, let it go
give it time, I know it hurts sometimes
you cant run, you cant hide, I know you're sad and tired

and my mommy told me move so slowly
if you don't, you might die so slowly
mama know your life's been hard, remember singing with you
8 years old, was playing guitar, remember driving to my dads
with just in the car, I miss the days when we had Jax when we played in the yard, if you want me, that's okay but, if you don't
I guess that's okay too, cause I'm so fucked

Mama I know I'm, not the best son
but there's a lot of things I got to get off my chest
I met a lot of people that made my life a mess 
from Florida to Missouri guess I made a couple of friends
I don't mind it, I've been fighting, all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I've been fighting, all the good lives just end in a death

Mama telling me, ill be fine, with you out my mind
and she said, love is hard sometimes
you just gotta go learn how to get by
let it go, give it time
I know it hurt sometimes, you cant run, you cant hide
I know you're sad and tired

Mama told me, better watch my back
cause there's good ones and fake ones everywhere you go
I know I don't say this enough, but I love you
say you love me more, told me I miss you
when you go so far, she said why you gotta go move so far
I'm your only son and your my only mom
I'm really gonna miss you just this time
I don't mind it, I've been fighting 
all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I'm misguided
all the good times come to an end

I don't wanna die, but sometimes I be a mess
and sometimes, I'm in my head
you say I'm gonna wind up dead

so I'm, laying down in bed, let head spin I don't rest
go and doze off in my LEDS, I'm thinking how I lost my friends
how the fuck do I know

Mama told me, better watch my back
cause there's good ones and fake ones everywhere you go
I know I don't say this enough, but I love you
say you love me more, told me I miss you
when you go so far, she said why you gotta go move so far
I'm your only son and your my only mom
I'm really gonna miss you just this time
I don't mind it, I've been fighting 
all the good times come to an end
I don't mind it, I'm misguided
all the good times come to an end

-Released With Dotcom-

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@ghostsocial

lyrics

(Solderis)
my words feel bittersweet 
I don't want you to count on me 
cause I can feel the pressure make me buckle in my knees 
I don't think you cared if I was alright 
how you keep on wondering why you've been on the sidelines 

(ghostsocial) 
baby won’t you hold me
what you told me
feeling like I’m changing everyday, It’s not the old me
hope you feel better now
feeling the pressure now
I’ve been crashing, I feel like I’m burning down
feel like I’m pleading now, bleeding out
got nobody by my side, I hope you hear me now
I feel the pressure now, bleeding out
try to call you by my side, but you tear me down

(Solderis)
tearing me down 
only pushed me further away 
cause you couldn't wait 
I feel like I've been falling in place
I'm weightless still 
I feel like you've been drowning me out 
so I can't heal 

I've been trying to run away
feels like that I'll never escape 
I'm not trying to fall apart 
everytime you say my name

(ghostsocial)
cause your words feel bittersweet
tell me you won’t lie to me
It feels like it's just falling on death’s ears, a tragedy
feels like you’re holding me down, feel like I can't breathe
I’ve been living on sidelines and backstreets

(ghostsocial & solderis) 
baby won’t you hold me
what you told me
feeling like I’m changing everyday, It’s not the old me
hope you feel better now
feeling the pressure now (feeling the pressure now)
I’ve been crashing, I feel like I’m burning down
feel like I’m pleading now, (feel like I'm) bleeding out
got nobody by my side, I hope you hear me now
I feel the pressure now, bleeding out
try to call you by my side, but you tear me down

solderis x ghostsocial - sidelines

"And now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good"
https://linktr.ee/Solderis

TOPAZ w/ dylan longworth (prod. immortal)

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