with me

RAGHGGHAH

A ha ha

The Upload

s☀️nnigejanè

I sat in the car with the radio off, but the sound of my heart beat louder than a drum.
"Be cool" she said, "when you’re dead, you’re dead", and lit up my cigarette.

man it feels so good.

Don’t wait til I come down, it was you who said to me, death is prettier in trees.
I made my way through veins down back streets.
My demons came in threes, affordable and cheap.
They keep me company.

So we left my place, picked a gram up on the way, with our loose change we made from others mistakes,
such sleight of hand for a junkie, could be the demons in me.

I’d give it up, but I’ve still got one more gram in me, to fend off all my sad.
So load it up, don’t you know we’re all just chasing, something we never had.

Capability, Capacity

instagram - rewmusic_

love u

lyrics
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ten whole years
nihilistic 
they say meaning comes from what u care about
i guess its lost on me

im just a little
tired of my life
talk to me
tell me i am fine

suddenly its late
i realize what ive done
staring at my hands
worshipping myself
now is time to hate
myself to little pieces 
fuck do i care
another night i'll spend
wallowing alone
its all come down

yung and writhing

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

no, the moon

a lot of the @vassh drum kits used in here, big that boy up

//delilah

everything is going to hell cover

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Booty Feet -  Numbies

Flower Boy

See You Again (feat. Kali Uchis)

XXXTENTACION - Fuck Love (feat. Trippie Redd)

blue moon acoustic (on spotfiy)

"Drowning" is now available on all music platforms!

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0TwETAdy2NXRFrOPQDFXvL

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S P O T I F Y

Ondi Vil & Teqkoi - Drowning w/ Mehkare Merson

the last demo before the album is officially released
(artwork done by allyssa van cuyk)

affection

p+c 2012 Carpark Records

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Toro Y Moi - Dead Pontoon

little sol! only leaving this up as a relic of the past

hematite

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can't take my eyes off of you (aiivawn)

Don't Forget (to Forget Me) - @coaastgxd
Produced by @station666
Engineered, MIxed, and Mastered by Eddy Vocals @ lyrics studio
Photo by @haloblaack

lyrics
Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

I'm so tired but I can't sleep,
All these nightmares haunting me,
I'm so tired but I can't sleep, 
All these nightmares haunting me

Lay me down in a grave all alone,
With the things that I've said and the bones that I broke,
Laying low,
I don't pick up my phone,
I'm coming undone from the hurt I call home,
Lay me down in the dark on my own,
On a bed made of nails and a heart made of stone,
I'll fade away if you let me,
Please don't forget to forget me.

Don't Forget(to Forget Me)

Don't Forget(to Forget Me) [Prod. Station 666]

i don't wanna be done 
but i guess i should go 
i don't wanna move on 
but i gotta let you go 
cause seeing your face
every damn day
it's causing me pain 
pain i can't take 
so before i break 
i wanted you to know 
i don't wanna let you go 
i don't wanna let you go 
i don't wanna let you go
visions of us 
laying in your bed 
are beginning to rust 
and rot in my head 
cause with every step 
you walk away from me 
i begin to see 
the truth behind the fantasy 
just one more time 
i wish you would lie to me 
and tell me you love me
the way you used to 
the way you used to 
the way you used to 
i'm leaving you behind 
cause i'm running out of time 
to get my shit together 
and stay above the weather 
i wanna be happy 
the way you made me 
the way you made me 
the way you made me

bunny boy

creep (cover)

3 STRIKES

the tower

girlinblack IG @HARDLYLUVD

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

the tower

sol jané