this is not the way out
this is not the way out no
love is not what you felt
i was just what you lack oh
you were plotting my downfall
you would question my innocence
yeah we were all the way fucked
we were all the way fucked ya

this is not the way out
i been feeling like shit now
running in circles again
feel like I should jus quit now

how could you do this
got me feeling useless
should’ve never got attached
wish that I could take it back

you weren’t the one
ya it was jus fake love
knew you were leading me on
now its all gone
left all that shit in the background
swallow a pill and I black out
walk in the store and I cash out
ya im chasing the bands now
ya im chasing bands now

wouldn’t know so why do you act like you do?
couldn’t control so you’re tearing me through again 
like right when we’re on the mend
this is a joke 
been losing hope
not holding on think I’m letting go
cutting me deep what I have to do
was playing for keeps you gave up so soon

way out ft. steadysuffer & david entendu (prod. nxcturnal)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

prod. by @thesoundofgivingup and @etchmygrave

im not the person u used to know
im sry im unusual
dont tell me that ur sorry girl im sorry cuz im used to those

i been nothin but delusional
im waiting for my funeral
cuz everytime i hear ur voice its drowned out by a song that goes
wooooahhhhhh
wooooahhhhhh

im fuckin sick of this everyday cycle
they left me 2 bleed but my organs arent vital
theyll drown out my screams with the sounds of recitals
cuz i am just another kid that claims theyre suicidal

a suit and tie is suitable to transfer to the other side
there is not a glimpse of hatred comin from my tired eyes
i cant even think straight cuz im riddled with a tired mind
kick me to the curb im tired of bein on the sidelines

static
stand still lock on scope automatic
take out my soul wit a blade to the back and
just end all my habits when you come in slashin
im not comin back to the past where i left you behind
end it all when i pull out the knife
pray to god at the end of the line
pray to god this the end of my life

static

out everywhere <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/3yrYYfxULnZ1xz344uKbUB?si=c0df62a5705445d0

lyrics:
I dont know I dont know what they want 
I walk out with a mask, and they bleed,  
I dip from the scene they will never know its me 
and im not moving towns, bitch im moving overseas  
I think im the reason ur in love w drugs 
I admit it, didn’t mean it, its just love 
how many thoughts I had of this city falling down?

and I did not mean this gotta secret can u keep it?

Please don’t tell a soul like baby I mean this

im so fucking high all the time I can’t think straight

I don’t feel a thing anymore, I’m so stuck

I commit these sins just for what, only karma

I try fix myself but lately I don’t wanna

and I smoke this blunt put 35 now I’m stoned yea

scene [ushanka boy]

Find my iPhone found you over there 
Calling up your friends have you seen 
Mariette 
Could of been a typo I pray autocorrects
Apparently you misspoke about a guy
You met
We’re meant to be together watching 
Movies we had plans 
This is how the story goes theirs 
Heartbreak in the air 
Sure you’ll call tomorrow dnd spare me
The rest 
You tell me that you’re sorry but sorry
Won’t bring me back 

Sorry won’t bring me back 
I was waiting all night to have 
You laying in my arms 
Wanna watch a movie tell me what’s 
Your favourite one 
Anyhow it doesn’t really matter now 
Crying on the phone to me like darling
Can we work it out 
(No we can’t)
Can’t you see what you done 
Made a mess of it all

Baby stop calling me 
The beds kinda cold it’s haunting me 
It’s hard to breathe like honestly 
Your words cut deep into my artery
Sending you one too many type of texts
Saying that I’ll block you but I never did
Cutting through my feelings cutting
Through my skin 
Told you don’t call but I’ll never let it ring 
Bet he’s looking over your shoulder why you text me
Grabbing on your body

Find My Iphone (Afterlife & Irby)

Lyrics ⬇️
I cant cry outloud
yea and i dont wanna talk abt it if you gonna feel bad
check the lost and found 
and youll be right back
in my arms where you needa be; full contact
theres no price tag for the memories that i am attached to
i still remember all those things when i go past you
and i still hold onto that list but now its past due
cuz im a bad dude
you think im a bad dude

let me play it cool
no strings attached
See the weather moving quickly
Check the forcast
got a puppet brain from taking so much vivance
got a stomach ache cuz i aint stickin to the plan
make earth mother shake every time i try to stand
theres a sequence to everything thats in my hands
you cant see this you’re too busy scrollin on the gram
whats the meanin? Oh i think im ready to scram

i dont need that i just want the feelin of home
gimme that back cuz i know im not better alone
i feel like startrek space invaders up in my dome
i cant restart it cuz you were all that i really know
i been cold as hail face down in the snow
you dont hit me back think that i might implode
i think i gotta go i think i shoula known you were never what i needed you just shot me below

thoughts exceeded i choke
but im still numb in my throat 
and i been paranoid cuz my anxiety only grows
flooded runny nose
its not funny bro
i spilled the drank on my clothes rip v lone

hit the doctor up (hey doc) -said that i got pneumonia 
i want a life of love, i guess its nice that i know ya
ima fix it up by throwin up
anything i have in my system will start coming out
and i dont even love anymore i feel like im in a drought
i still feel your touch cuz i know that feeling in and out
think ive had enough cant do nothin just to make you proud
lesson will be done at the end when i can fully shout

pneumonia (yunnygoldz)

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless 


I don’t even like this shit I really need an exit 
imma roll a blunt or maybe 2 
im in the Lexus 
Lexus, Lexus 
yea she a crazy a bitch and she learning how to hex us, 
you know I don’t give a fuck and you know that I’ll forget this
one day imma sit back and just laugh 

I dont wanna think about it’s all in the past 
We had one argument now there’s blood up in the bath 
you know who the target is when it’s right up on ur back 
I smell all the jealousy cuz they know I’m going far

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless

new ways [tiresss]

(prod. sane bag)

(yungmoon)
I cant sleep without you
I wont let you get rid of me
Why dont you let me have you
Do you really not care for me
I wake up, cry, without you
I think about you constantly 
girl i cant live without you
i think of you i get no sleep
but i cant breathe without you
i see your face its calling me
girl dont say that your sad too
you chose him before you chose me
and dont say that you had to
youll haunt me for eternity 
girl i will bleed without you
ill die on my own you will see

I cant sleep, its a dream
Im so lost, please save me(x2)

(Kaji)
I spend every night alone 
Didn’t wanna see you go
Everytime i call your phone
Leave a message at the tone
I’d lying to myself
Tryna claim ion miss you girl
Did you care bout how I felt
Or was I alone and didn’t know

(yungmoon)
But I need you but you don’t need me
(Kaji)
So See through I know you’re lying to me
(yungmoon)
You used to wake up next to me
(Kaji)
Now the other half of my bed empty
(yungmoon)
And you wake up wit the man of your dreams
(Kaji)
Telling him all same shit you’d tell me 
(yungmoon)
He’ll never love you as much as me
(Kaji)
Now because of you I can’t get no sleep

(yungmoon)
I cant sleep without you
I wont let you get rid of me
Why dont you let me have you
Do you really not care for me
I wake up, cry, without you
I think about you constantly 
girl i cant live without you
i think of you i get no sleep
but i cant breathe without you
i see your face its calling me
girl dont say that your sad too
you chose him before you chose me
and dont say that you had to
youll haunt me for eternity 
girl i will bleed without you
ill die on my own you will see


Insomnia

Hotshit Tres ari x Lato

I Feel Nothing (prod. luffysome x sorrow bringer)

.LET YOUR MIND BE FORGOTTEN. 
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