all instruments + production + mixing and mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

artwork by SCAR$

Lyrics:

I got these thoughts inside, they’re sitting in me
There’s certain things that you just could never be
You say you can relate, but I disagree
There’s certain things in life you could never be
You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core

Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You say you’re suffering, and I wanna see
I wanna see you crumble out from your greed
I wanna see the earth shattered and torn
I’ve seen the chemicals are straight through my core
Better devils you know
Than the ones that you don’t
You live your life and I’m in Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

You think you know me?
But you don’t

Twist the knife into my back
Tell me everythings alright
But you don’t know anything
Well, not the way that you think you do
Things are never “black and white”
You can’t fit me in this broken space
You think you know me? I don’t think you do
I’m stuck here swimming in the Terminal Blue

You were my everything, but everything has fallen away
I spend my life inside just hoping I can make it someday
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life, inside I’m Terminal Blue
You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m stuck at sea, the only person on this boat alone
I feel it in my veins, I feel it in my face
I wish somebody out there could possibly relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
I’m sitting, stuck at sea, and trailing on this boat alone
I’m so alone, I feel it close
‘Cause death's embrace is what i feel the most

You’re still my everything, my everything has fallen away
Don’t tell me that you know, you feel it? You could never relate
Better devils you know, than the ones that you don’t
You life your life “okay” I’m Terminal Blue

Terminal Blue

https://soundcloud.com/alex-thomas-fox

let me go
if you come back around
i wont hear you out
just to let you know
i will scream to your face
so you know your place

i cant wipe away all the grit on my teeth
walking around oh so anxiously
rolling my eyes every time that you speak
ur life's so miserable, its fucking bleak

let me go 
let me go
i will never think of you when i think of home
did your mother never teach you how to grow
clearly not, because you make me feel so fucking anxious

you never learn and now you will regret this
ur tryna play me like ur playing tetris
but you could never get all of the answers out me
probably cus we’d both just end up shouting
now im hiding
i cant stand the fighting
our emotions coming down like lighting
you would never believe a word  i said to you
guess u got trust issues
are you trying to blame me?


where was the effort (i promise that i tried)
no attempt to try and not be reckless
holding my breath in (you always fed me lies)
go on accuse me, it’s now amusing to see
knife in the heart, pull it out (and now i'm bleeding out)
im your medicine 
take a trip to your grave, im ahead of it
frown on my face, i dont wanna pretend again (my heart is sinking down)
there was no way of mending it


no more lying, i cannot stop crying
burning up, light the fire inside me
i could never believe a word that came from you
guess i got trust issue
i mean who can blame me 

playing with my heart
feel like this is checkmate 
we’re apart
but you said that you feel great 
it’s so hard hearing all about you
let me gocus it’s hard for me toocope
blood stains on my coat 
my breathings lost control
I don’t know where to go
a vicious cycle we’re in 
how did this all begin
wonder if it’s ending
soon cus I need mending

trust issues (ft. vails) [dash]

prod. SOGIMURA

mixed & mastered by @whatafuckingbitch

artwork by powrice

haunting me feat. San!ty

it's over (prod. red eyez)

look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes
candy kingdom all these artists are my clones

im not sad
but its a rough day
you look bad
but in the nice way
im like zack
cody in my ice tray
im not gonna fall to this shit so dont you worry
i just wanna ball with my bros like stephen curry
i can tell you look beautiful even though youre blurry
we can make it out of this storm but we gotta hurry

look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes
candy kingdom all these artists are my clones
look into my eyes its all gon be alright
promise you that imma stay another night
i cant think straight im too high
take two more dont think twice
in the studio with twin we finna roll
henny got her freaky taking off my clothes
bae be careful these are thousand dollar clothes

notahero- flu game (prod. rubbish)

follow me:

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prod, mix & master Chris Rain

CHRIS RAIN - SATURDAY NIGHT (feat. Lovesick)

liar

liar (feat. 4ever Falling)

Lyrics:
im sorry i messed up
every lie you say i swear it got me so fxxxup
maybe i just lie and say im not messed up
Yeah i messed up i messed up
why you got to say that you kinda miss me
why you got to say that you kinda love me
bixxx i said it all before im rockstar shi
im talk my shit till i cant do shit
hold up im lost again
hold up im dead again
antisocial mf i cant even go outside
i cant even feel inside
you dont wanna see inside
suicide homicide the only thing left inside

im sorry i messed up
every lie you say i swear it got me so fxxxup
maybe i just lie and say im not messed up
Yeah i messed up i messed up
why you got to say that you kinda miss me
why you got to say that you kinda love me
bixxx i said it all before im rockstar shi
im talk my shit till i cant do shit
hold up im lost again
hold up im dead again
antisocial mf i cant even go outside
i cant even feel inside
you dont wanna see inside
suicide homicide the only thing left inside


Messed Up

Haunted Hearts

I hate that I miss you (feat. Powfu)

acceptance.

Happy (fuherbeats x jkei)

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Messed Up

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