what a fucking loser

Vocals, Mix & Master by @solrisyours
Produced by @idlyblare
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlet & @solrisyours
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LaINUnFnmo

lyrics:
it's nice to know eventually it gets better
and some changes needed made; i threw away that old sweater
the one he said looks best on me
but i feel safe where she stays
in this haven she made
she feels so right close to me

she makes her way in my dreams
my favorite company
i'll sit by those autumn leaves
the ones you piled for me

adorable girl, we'll make our way out of here
i'll show you the world, and that there's nothing to fear
or we can go to that forest no one knows
or a beach in the summer, we'll keep the water on our toes
or a house in the suburbs, watching shitty horror shows

it's nice to know not many know you like i do
even though that's the case, i still feel like i don't know you
what's your favorite food? what's your favorite thing to do?
all those things you say to me, do you promise that they're true?
god, those autumn leaves are pretty
i can't lie they remind me
they remind me of you.

solr - leaves (idly blare)

the first and only song my grandmother has heard of mine. i love you gramma, it's okay to let go.

(sol)
and i know we'll both go where we don't wanna go
we could take our time, we'll take the longer road
you're all i need, you'll be my only home
closer to me, i'll never let you go

(daywatch)
i held those papers and lit them up
just to show you i'm not one to hide it
who told you, told you i'm like this
i swear to god that they're all wrong
by chance, by chance do you happen to know
when you lost your glow
the weeks fade and change on their own
ain't it fun to count as they go

(siah)
got your name on my arm
can you hear me now
when the lights go dark
every word that you muttered
to me my god
yeah the stars came out
still cant believe the way
that you peaked my interest
do you know how you make me feel
(ah)
when im with you my girl
theres no better feeling
so i know that this is for real
(ah)
(ah)
(mmm)

(daywatch)
this is for real, i feel it deep in my core
this is for real, my skin gets soft when there's love
this is for real, i don't get out less there's reason too
spend all my time loving you, one day we'll be apart
and everything you say will blow up on me
whether i should do it right or like me
i only get one shot at you

(sol)
and i'm scared that i might mess it up
i've given you my heart so can i get your love?
has my chance run out?
am i hung to dry?
i've stayed devout
can i be yours tonight?
can't go without
someone with those eyes
oh beautiful thing, will you be mine?

(siah)
without you i feel soulless
heartbroken
the days go slow when your not here
then the pain it grows more in your absence
cause your not home
let me bring you home
bring you home

home

https://open.spotify.com/album/5pEbbekIsxupZCJ3cshmDT

prod. wyfy

"just try to breathe"
thats what they told me
with concrete down my lungs
she'll touch my face so softly 

she'll wrap her arms
say "you smell good"
i'll "smile" and hug her back
as tightly as i could

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

am i that hard to find some interest in?
with no face involved
people's love runs thin

only doing this now
cause i cant find a point
i was proven right then
so i wont bother making noise

it hurts me so that its the way it is
i hate that i cant be loved without some pretty privilege

struggling to find the good
in all that is me
as she looks into my eyes she asks me 
what do i think?

is it so hard
for someone to just love me?
"late night eyes"
"and a soda would be lovely"

late night eyes and a soda

Vocals, Mix & Master by @solrisyours
Produced by JessieRosse
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Scarlet & @solrisyours
YouTube Video: https://youtu.be/7RR6RP0Fw_o?si=YuJpsl9vgR6pY8WG

lyrics:
i'll hide my face if you'd look at me the same
and i can't picture a day where you don't fit in my space
ruin me more, oh i can take you say
you gave it away, when you were crying today
i hate what i told you, i know that you have a brain
and i can't stand to see you in pain
so don't you step foot my way
i promise i'm just your plague
i promise i'm just your plague
i promise i'm just a plague

solr - plague (JessieRosse)

ft. shade & tori, luv u guys <33
additional creds: abiss & siah for helping me mix
prod. sickboi

lyrics:
(solr)
don't call me your one
sick of this, i can't even get a jump
waste my time, bitch what the fuck?
make your choice, should i stay or should i run?
oh my god, can we wrap this shit up?

im an idiot, consuming
short form content, drug abusing
if you couldn't tell, im losing
can't let go but you're confusing

(shadeexyz)
i don't wanna drift apart, can't help but feel you're losing me
speaking up on all of this subtle abuse to me
i'm tired of making excuses
deep down i find you disgusting, find you putrid
wish i forgot that i loved you, was i stupid?
apologize to myself for rooting for you
i'm pulling out the knife from my back
you wanna run and hide now that your ego's under attack
zip it up, listen up, i don't wanna hear no more
you try to crawl your way back, but i done closed that door
come take your stuff right now, or it's off the second floor
im in a rut right now, wait till you see me soar

(solr)
you threw my love on the floor
and i won't even ask because im already sure
you prolly love him more than anything
but we'll dance around the topic that you love me too
i hope he's buying you a wedding ring
so you can get out my head
but i don't wanna be alone
im sure you tell him all these special things
but do they even amount to what you told me before? 

(SARTORIUS_noway!)
yea, i feel like i’m craving more, woah
i wanna be in your life for sure
and i don’t wanna be selfish 
but when it comes to me and you, i can’t help it 
i’ll go crazy if it means you’ll except me 
the way you pick me apart, i feel just like a daisy 
can we just wrap this shit up now 
i don’t wanna lose my patience but you might end up turning me out
i’m not your dog on a leash, you can’t treat me like i’m coming back (no) 
and it doesn’t make no sense to me 
you claim to have some affection but you treat me like an enemy (woah)
if i just could understand how you really act 
so maybe i won’t be so blind like a goddamn bat 
i don’t know why you pursue to go toy with me 
all i wanna do is wrap this shit up now

wrap it up

prod. wyfy

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ELhKTtStN67WZzdRUalvQ
all plats: https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-snow

(acheworn)
ll tell you everything you want to know
but it's hard
digging under
it's all buried in snow
all the things that haunt me
it's always so softly
held in the cold
it's all growing old
its you
got me covered in pieces and chains
of everyone i once was
of everyone i became, i became
i'm terrified of the look on your face
when your eyes meet mine
im just begging you to stay, to stay

terrified of the look on your face
when your eyes meet mine
im begging you to stay

to stay, stay
stay, stay,
stay
when your eyes meet mine
im begging you to stay
the look on your face
im just begging you to stay
oh, im just begging you to stay
stay, stay, stay

(@chbv)
oh, i'm just begging u to stay
with that look on ur face
i'm begging u to stay, stay

oh that look inside ur eyes will never undermine
and when i see timelines i'll never see ur light
look at what i've become, i don't know where i've gone
and when u leave my arms, i've got nowhere to run
all that i can do is hope that u wont leave me alone
those words will haunt my brain and settle in
(the snow sinks deeper)
my bones
(its covering my veins)

(both)
sinks deeper
its covering my veins
im calling out for you
the trees echo your name

sinks deeper (i just hate)
the snow sinks deeper (that its taking me so long)
the snow sinks deeper
its covering my veins (long)

snow (feat. chbv)

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
lyrics:

my patience runs thin
my doubts start to creep in
this town feels cold
like it wants my soul
and my friends have split
i barely give a shit
i was always on my own
not one sound from the phone

i feel getting closer
i can feel it deep inside my bones
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can
whenever you're not around
i talk to myself like a ghost
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

and i
hand me a pair of scissors
so i can cut my heart out
my heart out
beggin to die
cut me open
just to prove
not the monster you once knew
and the lies
peeled my skin
waste my youth
frizzy hair
and a rotten tooth

by now there's moss on the wall
powerlines fell down, no calls
it smells like mildew
blood on the carpet, it came from you

oh the guilt towers so tall
wishing my brain will just thaw
oh I'm afraid of you
of what you have the power to do

menacingly walking out the fog
she says to herself "like wtf"
oh ill happily die on this hill
till my blood grows cold from the chill
in my two hands, equipped with a club
go to her safe place, at the pub
gun got a nose and its a snub
you gave me a look like you wanna run

moss

prod. wyfy

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3OZIXLSDWu6QbgjnUB5VkD

all plats: https://share.amuse.io/album/wyfy-what-im-best-at

i'll keep the peace and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
i'll keep the peace and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at

i'll just talk too much and i know it
my insecurities showing
every chance im given
i just blow it
its so hard not to feel so useless
any time i open my mouth
feels like im just being too loud
if i get excited ill shut up
always know that im just doing too much

(oh, im just doing too much)
(get excited, ill shut up)
(doin too much)
(don't worry i'll shut up)

i crave the validation
the laughter, applause
the standing ovation
all i get is
that silent acceptance
that no one really feels
and it leaves me embarrassed

like glass
ill crack and ill shatter
the pieces are sharp
and the crashing is louder
and my god
its noisy and you're bleeding
its getting attention
for all the wrong reasons

there's more than a million like me
i feel so unworthy
i feel so unworthy
i feel so unworthy

being an artist is all that's for me
it's all that's for me
it's all that's for me
i feel that its all that for me

i'll just leave and keep quiet
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at
cause that's what i'm best at

what i'm best at

lyrics:

(daywatch)
i just want you to know
how i feel when you’re not here

(solr)
i just wanna pretend that it's okay, but i can't look you in your face

(daywatch)
and i try
to let it go but it writhes

(solr)
and i can’t handle those eyes
the ones you told me only sought for mine
it gets to be

(daywatch)
too much
it flew past my heart, hit my gut
could it be that hard to be loved?
i know you wouldn’t give me more
than a yes, no, yes, no
flying, oh ecstacy, you turn me on
i’m biding time for you, but you wouldn’t know!!!

(solr)
and i don’t wanna let you go away
but you know that i couldn’t stay
past mistakes have led to this, neither of us get a say
but i’ll go
to a place that you and i can stay awake
i put my faith in you, don’t leave me in this space

eye contact

neverforever

(solr)
unbearable
my skin starts to crawl
is this how you want me to look?
i feel so lost from your
teeth on my neck
if you gave a fuck you would show some respect

(solr & wyfy)
don't ask now that you see i'm shook
you know that i'll read through those lies like a book

(wyfy)
oh you push and ill fold
barely breaking the mold
dig into me
till you're someone i dont know
someone i dont know
till you're someone i dont know
someone i dont know
i dont know

mold

i hope you're reunited with the one you cherish.

18, they/she
banner by my amazing partner tori <33

mold

solr

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