So glad i stumbled upon you.. so mesmerizing 😍

guitar by @pekarot

feel the shakes in my body 
and i wish you'd call me
my friends say they're sorry 
as my eyes leak out softly
don't worry at all 
i'll wait for a message 
a paper in a bottle 
a pill that's hard to swallow 

you're getting really good at that part
the one where you hurt me 
the one where you're leaving
all i ever had was my heart
and now it's in pieces
and now i'm not breathing 

and all there is left is some memories of us
picturing a gun
taking my blood
and there is is left is this pain that weighs a ton
filling up my lungs
destroying my guts

all i ever had was my heart

wake up shakes from your name
on my phone screen
i never thought i would see that again
i thought i was fine without you here 
but i 
feel,
it now,
i fear

so just tell me what you want 
i'll fucking give you it all
bleed all over the pavement 
i'll pin myself to the wall
you know just how to get through me
i fucking hate how you do it
just the same as you knew me,
i'm all alone
you can see it

i don't ever wanna feel that hurt again
but it doesn't feel the same 
without you in my bed
i'll tell you anything you wanna hear i,
wanna go right back to the start

i'm feeling it now, mr. krabs

guitar by saint mike

i let my body rot 
in this bed 
till there's nothing left of me 
you can do what you want with the bones
clean the mess
find the blade that you left in me 

tell me why 
i hope you found a good alibi 
stay by my side
will it still hurt in the afterlife

you do it me
love when i bleed
your skin feels so cold
touch me at 30 degrees
put my back to the wall 
tell me i'm nothing at all

in which it finally killed me

wasn't originally gonna post this but whatever

produced by emptychest

completely non profit

lyrics

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever 
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost two years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god
I've been drinking every night now

I used to always show up early
if I'm late i wasn't gonna come
I like to say I'm always busy
truth is I was busy lighting up 
so tell me what's the plan tonight
I think that I might stay inside
I think I'll write another line
I might just do this till I die
I spend my weekends getting high
and every morning fuck my life
but I look sober in my eyes
so everybody thinks I'm doing fine
it always seems to ease my mind
so honestly it not a waste of time
cus I've got things I try to hide
things u don't want in ur life

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost 2 years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe, 
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god, 
i've been drinking every night now


bound in leather (emptychest)

i was never the same

prod: michael harrison, aidan han, and max vossberg
master: @onlyfriendyeah

you said my eyes looked pretty
and wiped the tears from my face 
you told me that you're leaving
but it'll all be okay
and i was never the same
you didn't have to go 
why'd you leave me alone

i bet you're sick of playing innocent
aren't you?
you were happy tearing ligaments
weren't you?
i was always the participant 
for you to see just how bad it gets

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

and really baby you're a monster
i was in love with that

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs
you look so good in white
we do this every time
so baby let me go
i'll see you after i die
the last light
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs 
you look so good in white
we do this every time
let me go
i'll see you after i die 
the last light 
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

i saw you by the water

smoke signals (phoebe bridgers cover)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

Take a deep breath
and take it slow
 take it off and on
until its gone

Showering May
foretelling frost
bring it off and on
until its gone

The Wear (rehearsal Nov 2023)

guitar by @irby314

im up late
wondering
making a list of things i wish that i could hate
i still dream of u 
if i sleep at all
reminder of how much it hurts to fall
did it hurt you
like it hurt me
turn my heart blue
do u miss me 
got attached to u 
and i regret that
turn my heart blue
please just come back
takes so long
takes so long
takes so long 
to heal this
3 am 
lost in my head again 
10 more minutes till i break down again
i just want you in my arms again
but im too scared
to send a text again
again
again
again

blue

guitar by @irby314

situations that i cant help 
nicotine in my lungs fucking my health
i could end it all
i could end it all
i wish that u stayed 
missing u here right now
what a shame
decompose in my house
what to do 
what to say
u pushed me away
3,4,5 minutes
nobody home to bear witness
3,4,5 minutes
1 bullet to help finish
(i did this to myself)
ive been hurting so long
i cant hold on

shame

instrumental by @irby314

is it real enough for you to wanna stay this time
or will you leave when the winter makes my mind decline
i don't want to go back to the old you
but i get it 
it's cool if you have to

for your sake
for your mind
and right now it's hard
in the spring i'll be fine

old friends hit my phone like "bro you made it"
and i appreciate the words 
but i hate it
these song aren't a lie
i'm breaking 
pray a gun to my head helps me face it

is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it

all i ever had was my heart

something quiet

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