feat. @sewerperson | mix/master @albiddhk

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

I’d like to see that bitch but… 
I should sleep on it 
High-rise dreaming it 
She’s a sweet abyss  

I know your name 
I know your game 
I know the highs 
I know the pain I
Think that I could drown again 
As I’m swimming by you 

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around, and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

This was a home to rest weary heads
I haven’t seen her in months I pray she’s not dead
The days pass by inside this single bed
And worst case she is ill make sure I'm next
At least then Ill be laughing in loving comfort
Instead of with whoever the fuck they had made as my half
While skies turn cloudy and these leaves fall dead
I could have one thing to lift my dread
I didn’t fight in these last few days of life
To be put to rest and hear these crocodile cries I mean
Even though I'm still at peace on this side ill be
Coming back if u cant stop changing memories
The same piece of shit pretending how much they meant to me
But I was fine with how u act in reality
This is more for u
Like it always is
And once u get here ill tell ur spirit this:

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around, and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

spotify

build me up feat. sewerperson (prod. splashgvng)

produced by caves : )

were u being sincere when you calling me
everynight for a few months you were onto me
its getting too much when you leave
why'd you make it so hard just to breathe
i blame it on you but i think it was me
i knew you would go but i thought we would speak
just stay get rid of my fears
the last thing id say is that i love you dear
your head on my bed im holding you near

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

id kiss on your neck but it brings it my tears
stay right here get rid of my fears
i cant even say your name
no way your happy being mine
touch my neck im getting shivers down my spine
not getting better but i tell everyone im fine
i think that you would be happy when i die
i want it end it all when i see him lie
i wanna hurt him bad if you cry
all i ever had was the sky
now its all bad when you fly
im really not glad your my ally

im nervous another year you look over
you're perfect i need to let go of her
but i cant but i cant wish i could but i cant
but i cant cos i loved her

now your just a name on my phone

nervous

original by clairo 
piano by david ross lawn

bags (clairo cover)

produced by my brother wisssery 

was saving this one for an album but i need to drop more singles so here u go 


this armour has become a coffin 
i drop to my knees and hear nothing 
this great sword is holding me up
as i look down at my chest
see arrows; i’m coughing 
up blood, and i’m feeling so nauseas  
this battle was ours and we lost it 
i promise that when i return 
to the kingdom of god
i’ll be clear of my conscience 

don’t wanna see the king, i can’t save shit 
and i’m not half the man that your grace is 
so i wipe off my steel plates
plan to get away
i’ll return 
in april or may, then 

once again i’ll walk this pavement 
with my helmet in hand and impatience 
and this time i wont go away
i will face the knight
that is standing 
at those wooden gates, and 

wooden gates 
i lift my shield
and i embrace
the next 25 seconds
is the end of my fate
so i brace, mace in my hand
need a brave face 
and it’s been years 
since i held a blade
gotta vacate 
with my family’s crest on my back
and my hands cold 
i will dance with the devil
in this kingdom of coal
don’t send for me
after this
leave me alone 
in the trees 
with the animals
and the sharp thorns 

and i know i’m not the one you want
but i’ll be right here incase you want me
i’ve always been strong and can swing steel battle axes but one look from you baby 
it dropped me
i’ve spent so many nights
with just me and my horse
sat thinking of small subtle ways i could copy
the knight that you lusted so long for
will meet his match soon
god will strike that man down if it’s not me

steelplate (wisssery)

remember me

residential. - remember me (santana)

staring at the sky pt.2 ft sendflowrs (caves)

[ intro ]


Lift up your heart, my friend,
though the weight pulls you down,
we rise from silence, not from sound.”
Sursum corda – the fire remains.

[ bridge]


Your shoes are worn, 
your map is torn,
but the stars remember your name.

[ refrain ]

Sursum Corda – Let Your Spirit Rise
Sursum Corda – From Darkness to Light
Sursum Corda – A Song for the Broken but Unbowed

[ instrumental intermezzo ]


[ bridge ]
And every step into the unknown,
you’re guided by an ancient flame.
Sursum corda – whisper it slow…

[ refrain]

Sursum Corda – Let Your Spirit Rise
Sursum Corda – From Darkness to Light
Sursum Corda – A Song for the Broken but Unbowed

Your shoes are worn, 
your map is torn,
but the stars remember your name

[ outro ]

sursum-corda-(soft-melody)let-your-spirit-rise-(remastered).mp3

We are proud to present 'Forward Motion', the fourth studio album from Solar Winds.

This record is a heartfelt journey, with tones reminiscent of John Denver, capturing a sense of warmth, honesty, and value. The entire album is a special dedication to a dear childhood friend, Dennis Brooks of Newbrook, Alberta, who has passed on. These songs were written in his memory, celebrating a friendship that shaped a lifetime.

Produced by the talented Laurence Wayne Mehlhorn of Century One Records, who also penned each track, 'Forward Motion' is an album we hold very close to our hearts. We are sure Dennis would have loved this record.

This is for him, and for everyone who carries a friend in their heart. We hope it brings you as much comfort and meaning as it brought us to create.

SW_DIAMONDS (Master)

thank you to everyone who has supported my music
ily <3

without u (prod ten50)

tell myself im alright

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/irby314 and https://soundcloud.com/caspr

tears won't come from my eyes
my will to feel wilts as it dies
can't remember the last time i cried
i'll lose myself soon if i try

oh what a tragedy 
no one to comfort me 
i can't escape my memories
the one i love is dead to me 
it hurts
god, it hurts
at least it can't get worse

at least it can't get worse

something quiet