Marital Roles - The Nutsman EP

I'm thinking about jumping out of this window
To see if I'll float up to the sky,
Then explode.
Up to the sky.(x2)

(I'm not the same)
Then maybe you would
(But what can I do?)
See how I feel.
(I will never)
Maybe you would.
See how I feel.
(Lie)

When my
Upsides
Are Down.
When my
Insides
Are out.

And when we're
Back against the wall,
By what?

I've been wasting life again,
Inside my head.
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from The Sick Nutsman EP, released June 15, 2013

Marital Roles - That Tent Was a Bad Idea

We walked side by side.
With no end in sight.
Where fate never fades.
We coughed out the feelings.

With rope burns on my palms,
I'm laughing at death.
Cold nights that lack warm arms,
I'll never forget.
Blood stains and sweat smeared
Across my chest.
It could be lipstick.
It could be regret.

I laughed out my mouth.
The light I'll never know.
I've always lived in the dark.
The timing's awful enough.

I am afraid.
It could make you happy. (x3)

I am afraid
(I am nothing.)
I am afraid
(I am nothing.)
Of being nothing.
Of being nothing
(I am nothing.)
Of being nothing.
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from The Sick Nutsman EP, released June 15, 2013

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No idol.
No hope.
Stagnation.
I don't know how to hide from this.
I deserve it.
This is my fault.

Marital Roles - Every Time I Come in Contact with a Religious Person, I Feel the Need to Wash my Hands

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Marital Roles - The Nutsman EP

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