wrote this song about feeling like ur life sucks so u try to romanticize it , and then u flop even at that !! : --) put it together as a lil demo on garageband i really got into the whole 80s pop vibe if u can't tell hope u can get into it too <3

lyrics:
i’m driving to the store in my secondhand car
got five dollars that i stole from a broken down bar
i’ll buy me a lighter and darker eyelashes
to be sure i’ll blow up the next time this crashes

i couldn’t smile straight like the girls on tv
so i’m trying to be sad in a way that is pretty
obsessing on ways to make life more romantic
but observing that it is all just semantics 

oh i’m a con artist within my own life
i’m making greek sculptures with one dullen knife
i pry 
i try 
can’t get it right 

chorus:
is this what you waited for
crying on the bathroom floor
least it makes my eyes look greener
brighten up the washed demeanor
i don’t know but i’ve been told
it gets better getting old
now i’m here and still i’m chasing
down the same clear bottle i’m always wasting

tonight i’m gonna run on the beach with my friends
gonna drink and not think about how it will end
let me photograph it i wanna be captured
to look later when in my personal rapture

we’re laughing til we choke but i wish it was louder
cause in my head i’m hearing a voice that is prouder
it’s telling me that what’s around me’s deception
a lost simulation with glitching connection 

oh i’m a con artist within my own life
i’m making greek sculptures with one dullen knife
i’m prying
trying 
while youthfulness is dying 

chorus

wasting (repeat)

wasting (demo)

the cherie on top🍒

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wasting (demo)

Esmé