Don't speak too much just soak in silence now don't think too much you cry when you think of us and every text it kills us both, the 
cigarettes we haven't smoked 
minutes spent through time it goes gouldn't rest we hold on hope 

Life's way too short my dear to move slowly got two passports i'll use where i'm going photos of stars when my eyes are closing oh don't say it my soul it just ain't ready for clothes we went to bed in same ones in which we met in

No ain't over i'm an overdoser I broke another needle cause you were all i needed yeah hold On we're almost there when two weeks gone you leave me bear lord knows the clock don't care the hands keep moving 

you'd a tear don't cry babe you'll be fine and i'l keep you inside 
my mind our time it slowly winds and don't Forget when you were mine

Can't get this song out of my mind for months now.

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

And I wish I was blameless

Little less insecure

I still come off as faceless 

I still haven’t matured (vanity)

And I’m singing sweet nothings (vanity) 

Haven’t figured out why (vanity) 

The person I been becoming ain’t quite what I had in mind 

Bright lights, life incandescent 

Time flies, bye adolescence 

Our sigh, life evanescent 

I find no joy in my words

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Never had no role models did it on my own 

I been livin’ full throttle left my only home

Grippin’ on a full bottle sip away my woes

Everybody so hostile we never get close

But it’s alright, my mistakes are all mine

I stay up thinking bout’ people wronged, regrets, and goodbyes

History wont rewind 

Fuzzy in my eyesight

Looking at the photos past when friends threw up the peace signs

Bright lights, life incandescent 

Time flies, bye adolescence 

Our sigh, life evanescent 

I find no joy in my words

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively 

Emotionally inconsistent 

And socially growing distant

I feel the pressure building, momma missing me

Yet I come off so dismissively

Bright Lights (Life Incandescent)

over again

recorded in my car on a hot summer evening

lyrics: 
if love is in the air then i think im suffocating 
and if life just isnt fair then just take what u can make of it 
and ill take extra care cuz my mind is just degrading my life 

and if love can make you scared then i think youll never  want it
if all my friends were here theyd be saying shits ironic 
cuz all my love is gone cuz i cant stay awake in the night 

and darling maybe its harder than that 
but i can barely put up with the act 
that u been playin my mind is degrading my life

men they fall so easy into your arms
but fucking cant fix a broken heart
its amazing what love will make me say to keep you around

yeah i think about it i been counting down the days till your gone 
i think ill hate it when im seeing u with men i dont know
the feelings fading u mever thoght that distance would grow 

so darling close your eyes 
and turn around 
the friday nights get brighter with you in town
the mornings never coming on the day that u found
the hatred in the happiness u told me about

so stay and hold 
all your memories close 
we take and know 
that we faked the whole damn thing 
and you bet that im not happy to say 
that im fed up with all the things in the day that ive messed up

Close Your Eyes

*im done doing this thing with you, chasing you, until the point that you exhaust me*

shawty she leaving me so lost
how long do u think it gone 

and its all us its all us babe 
and its all u so what u say
just prove that u love me 
im begging for something 
i keep on succumbing to you

i keep on falling to pieces 
my feelings decieving me
i barely believe it
can u kill me with decency 

so darlin who u trynna see
i think im honestly 
so in love with you baby 

and its you my dear
strikin me with fear
that youll leave from here
that youll leave my arms 
while u steal my heart
girl u leave me lost

loves like a game that im losing 
the feelings they change to translucent
the signals my brain keep on shooting
you drive me insane how u move it 

so ill love your pain 
ill love the distance so dont run away 
u said one day youll hate cant promise the same
so ill keep on chasing just push me away

*what the fuck are you doing? do you really want this to be over?*

All Us (prod. roymadeit)

when i was sixteen thought bout when my life would start yeah
if its already started im goner 
spent all my time and money smoking ganja
i see myself turning into my father

cuz all i know is self control
and i aint real on socials yeah its all show
but how come i get anxious when im on my phone
cuz i been chasing demons i been chasing ghosts

and how can i write love songs when i hate myself this much 
lately i been chasing something yet im not quite sure just what 

i been looking for 
i been looking for
when my heart beats out my chest i just cant endure
and though ive started on this quest i just cant be sure

murderous thoughts in my head
i lived a life under threat then 
my past isnt one to forget 

and im stuck inside a city that i hate 
and all my fucking friends cannot relate to me 
but really im a product of my age 
cuz when they end up dead it barely phases me 

like oh my god who have i become 
i dont wanna be someone who talk too much 
dont talk about myself cuz rlly who gives a fuck 
and im not quite sure just what

Looking For

When You Were Mine

Lullabies (Mystery Of Love)

Wear / Needed

produced by @hiimdasu @sonny_zero
mixed and mastered by me

talent dont matter 
my dreams they all shatter 
time and again as my blood vessels splatter on the walls 

if i cant gather 
my strength i fall backwards
all into my thoughts and say

so inconsisent 
all imperfection does is drive me insane 
rather submissive 
im pushing back until i finish again 

im desingenuous 
fear of any blemishes 
my ego slowly blending with the me thats been a pessismist
when i made for the heck of it 
pleased with where my effort went 
but now i only listen for flaws a failure fetishist 

lie in my lyrics
i cant believe it no 
i mixed this one for weeks but it still sounds like shit oh no 
and all my friends are better than this oh no 
when did i turn to such a perfectionist oh no

Perfectionism (prod. DASU, Sonny Zero)

photos blurry 
out of focus 
or is it my memory 
tricking my brain 

cuz im stuck inside a silence 
careful steps abiding 
around me 

and my only fear is future 
cuz i never figured out 
how to love with reason 
how to hate when hearts in doubt 
if its simple as excuses 
i dont see it getting better for me 

holding on
what matters in the moment? 
i dont know what 
i do for absolution 
 
it gets cold here
the bottom of an ocean of my fears

Silence (demo Mix 2)

thank you purp xanny <3 @dmzzrrur 
prod. sonny zero

When You Were Mine

Sonny Zero

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