Fifteen years in this sad machine
Takin' my orders from a digital stream
Oh my hands they ache but my eyes are keen
To know, sweetheart, what this world has seen

Is it you? Is it me?
Where did things go wrong in eternity?
There's no hope, at least none I can see
Just four horsemen and this god damn key

Your sister said you don't talk no more
Drinkin' your money on some foreign shore
Spilling each regret on the kitchen floor
Starin' at the clock, but knowin' not what for

Is it you? Is it me?
Where did things go wrong in eternity?
There's no hope, at least none I can see
Just four horsemen and this god damn key

Now, I've been scanning each line of code
If there's something off, I swear I'll know
Let's give 'em hell among this land borrowed
Burn the whole thing down, make a tv show

Is it you? Is it me?
Where did things go wrong in eternity?
There's no hope, at least none I can see
Just four horsemen and this god damn key

Four Horsemen And This God Damn Key

"No Intention"-spoken word and song against latin beats, upright bass and horns explode into a modern day bolero a la 60's style beat cafe where protest songs were born.
"Rise"- Softly echoed piano, steel pedal and synth pads cradle this deeply personal vocal as the character rises up from the depths of despair and reclaims her life. Deliberate, defiant, plodding and righteous. Starting over.
"No Questions Asked"-guitar, accordion and voice. The memory of a kiss, the affair, no questions asked.
"Portal 1"- a dreamy improvisation for piano, drone and flute evoking images of mountains, rivers and the pulse of nature.
"End of Final Message" a woman's primal experience in Nature. Non-verbal vocals over drums and sound effects.
"Rag and Bone"- singer/songwriter, voice and guitar-a son longs for and seeks out his distant father, forcing a bittersweet confrontation.

2022

No Intention

Latin beat, playful keyboards, surfs up guitar and a blast of brass, take this intrumental to an ultimate coolcat happening. Packed with Intrigue, a kitchiness that evokes bank heist getaways, comic spy thrillers a la Austin Powers, and exciting travel destinations!
Bolero, Crossover, Jazz, Latin Avant-Garde, Cinematic, Conga, Epic, Modern, Tense, Sexy

No Intention Instrumental

When you grew up loving your nation and you're still you, but your nation has changed...

                                 -or-

Play the National anthem without playing the National anthem...

[Rob-E's Piano Bar] Oh, Say Can You See [Not-Quite-Right Arrangement]

This is a very personal song for me. I lost someone very close and this is my tribute to her.

You Can't Wrap Your Arms Around A Memory

Sei Der Stern In Der Nacht!

A woman knowing how much she is loved by her man.

You Loved Me

Love Like Its Christmas

the devastating loss of one's soulmate. looking for a sign to know they're alright and hoping that one day, the weight of this grief will lift and happiness will return, but first, they need a sign that all is well on the other side.
WILL I KNOW- SONYA HELLER MUSIC ©2024 ASCAP
Lyrics:
VERSE I
What if this is all a dream
And nothings what it seems
With so many on the other side
and less of us below 

VERSEII
You once said, should your days grow dim
You’d blaze a trail of fire
(to) keep the burn of love alive
and slay the shadows hold 

Pre-Chorus
If I call your name
will you come to me
cuz I’m lost and I need a sign
and I can’t hold on for the life of me
till you tell me you’re alright
till you tell me you’re alright

Chorus
Will I know
(How)Will I know
If it’s really you
Will I know
(How)Will I know
When it's really you 

VERSE III
I know someday change will bring
a welcome shift in the tide
and I’ll crack a smile at the thought of you
and won’t have to pretend
VERSE IV
But It's a long time from here to there
a cross in time to bear
for now I’ll take it day by day
and I’m asking until then

Pre-Chorus
If I call your name
will you come to me
cuz I’m lost and I need a sign
and I can’t hold on for the life of me
until I know that you’re alright
till I know that  you’re alright

Chorus
Will I know
(How)Will I know
If it’s really you
Will I know
Will I know
When it's really you

FAWM 2024

Will I Know

Sonya Heller performing Rock of Ages from the Taytrix X-Mass CD year 2000.
Sonya Heller Vocal and Nylon Guitar. Vicki Genfan and Sonya
BG vocals. Everything else you hear is Vicki Genfan.

No Intention Instrumental

Sonya Heller

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