lyrics:
I don’t wanna say i miss you
I don’t wanna say that i love you
Don’t take my words to feel
Just know my pain is real

My life’s an open reel
And my heart’s blue and teal
Collecting scars to feel
Tell me now, am i real?

Everything else aside from me
Has been a drag for all to see
Nothing else here for sympathy
Why am i living in a tragedy
Cold shoulders everywhere i go
Opened my eyes to see you though
Looking at me to overthrow
There was no blue-ish overglow

I don’t wanna say i miss you
I don’t wanna say that i love you
Don’t take my words to feel
Just know my pain is real

My life’s an open reel
And my heart’s blue and teal
Collecting scars to feel
Tell me now, am i real?

Clawing my way to fantasy
Wanting to be free from misery
I don’t like you missing me
Why won’t you just leave me be

kaleidoscope.

follow me to the edge of the world. [+ jolst x punk]

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (prod. cxrter x yashio)

epic song ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @pastencounters

LYRICS

Push me down to broken bricks, ill build back into double
Dust and ashes, crumbled stone, forage thru the ruble

Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Took a rotten path back home to where i dwell
Some friends may leave but the real ones are still here to tell
Things will change, time moves forward
Forgive your mistakes, but i wont forgive your words

Wording how i never felt, put me in the wrong
You were one of my best friends, in a second gone
guess one-sided connections, dont last long

Lone soul on another journey
Grab my bag, but i'm not leaving in a hurry
Blood may spill, but my truth will always cure me
I know who i am, fuck the judge and jury

[vails]
And all these thoughts I’m having lately all just seem too Copesthetic 
When I struggle with my mental health they call me so pathetic
 It’s a lot to fuckin handle, 
and it’s hard to face a smile
 I can pretend like I’ve been fine
 but my reflections in denial 
I’ve been a lost cause, a lone wolf in my eyes 
It’s been so hard, way too real to be lies 
I’d swap paper for a bitch but seems that bitches want the paper “Not a hater”, see you later? Thinking twice about it maybe I’m a lost soul

[Blospar]
Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Running thru the forest and the trees where my lifeline
Even if i had a portal back i could never find the right time
Or the right life, just to get by, cause in this timeline, im never satisfied

Lone Soul ft. Vails [prod. Past Encounters]

on all platforms.
prod. @whos-that-clown

LYRICZ!
I might need you to tell me when i'm running through
Cause ive been overthinking and i dont wanna end up hurting you
I swear i always try my best
I put honesty on my chest, and speak the truth with every breath

Time might catch up on my moves, life balances with karma
Consequence but i dont mean to ever harm ya
Words can cut like knifes,
But i promise to hold you tight
Love is stronger, love is stronger than a might, your my duly sacrifice 
Blades will fly but not tonight, pushing through and onto light
Good or bad or bad n good, karma pays the price
Armed to blade n teeth with sparking dynamite, karma spreads n flames ignite
Careless karma oversight

Bouncing back n forth in my mental
Lost my marbles out my skull but placeholders arent that sentimental 
But your a fucking dimepeice, my karma influencial
baby like some flint to some steel ur sparking my potential 
I got nothing here to let the time go
Your my intuition turn the playback let the time slow
Life kinda sucks like i know
But nothing sucks more than leaving you from the drive home

Karma [prod. the sound clown]

This House Is Cold AF (w/ @popularreject)

Produced by mackk 

(Luvflorent)
Do you hate me?
Well I hate me 
I don’t need you 
Why you need me?

The sun stops,I’m stun locked 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Pills in the drain, I’m so scared 
I’m always fucking anxious 
It’s why I yearn for the pain pills 
My stomach is always aching 
You said you hate me

I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 
I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 

(Vails)
why’d you hate me?
baby thought u rated me 
I can’t breathe for real
So caught up in all the feels
Yeah

Dropping a pill so I feel levitated
I’m breaking the silence so now ur frustrated 
I promise to u since u left I’m so jaded 
these pictures of us really seem to be tainted 
I’m faded I can’t seem to cope with reality
Baby it’s hard cus u hated me actually
just cus I’m changing, and breaking 
Don’t mean you should leave me

luvflorent w/ vails & mackk - hide my tears

check out cinniepop :) https://soundcloud.com/user-344070600

lyrics:
am i just expendable?
so easy to leave behind?
oh how its painful
everyone walking out my life

look at me im unstable
keep on rocking side to side

its so hard to speak my mind
when youre always playing the victim
do us part, i guess you were right
cos half of me is missing
its so hard to say im fine
when its always me they're leaving
tired eyes and numb inside
remind me why im breathing

it all just keeps crumbling down
there's always something else
last sense of hope is gone now
dont think i can climb out this hell
watching me bleedout
the worst pain that i ever felt

​Cineraria:
I cried until my lungs heaved
Begging for something to change
'Til death do us part, well I guess
I've died and you're still living

I'm sorry I made it all about me
I shouldn't have dragged you along
I just thought I loved you, I guess
But I couldn't have been more wrong

Couldn't have been more wrong
Sorry you always had to take the fall
I'm sorry I'm so far gone
Knew you were done when you said

Remind Me Why I'm Breathing (feat. Cinniepop)

**This is an old track and I didn't write the producers name :(( if anyone recognizes the beat and knows who produced it, PLSSS message me and let me know**

Lyrics:

its a joke all the memories you held
cant look forward so you sit and dwell
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

sat and did not as thing this summer
looking back it is such a bummer
all the moments you could count on one hand
a lot less things that you even had planned

wait until the time runs out
and you're wondering what its all about
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?
make that move cause you don't have time
you sit and watch while your life goes by
life goes fast and you're not sure how
it didn't last, what are you on about?

<3

It Didnt Last (p. ???)

You ask for directions…

Love you all 

All plats soon 

Lyrics:


You ask for directions i say it’s under hand
Five miles in you question I swear we’ve been here again
Brochures I sure have left them back at base camp
But don’t blame at all the sign says no photos taken 


Sign after sign we ain’t getting nowhere 
We’ve been round a hundred times think I’m losing my head
You gotta look on your face that says that you hate me you wanna go home
And we’re going round in circles stuck in the woods with nowhere to go 
I’m in search of someone or any sign of life
Sos I’m calling out I’m in need of advice
Maybe just maybe I might be wrong this time 
I should’ve took a brochure when he asked instead of laughing at the guy

Morgan-monroe state forest (mackk)

prod. @yunnygoldz
autotune wasnt perfect on dis ik, but fuck it

LYRICS++++
Im not licensed for a tragic conversation
Move too close for comfort, slight invasive 
Nothing here to promote a demonstration
Except an evil mind with an evil motivation

Tinfoil skin i crumple up, for your entertainment 
Watch me tear apart across the stage, heart palpitation
Running off the rails, stop me at the next train station
Im a Speeding bullet, down the drain of manipulation 

Wipe away the tears, holdin onto fear
Dont let em come near, lemme make that clear
2024 yeah this my year, musketeer 
Im a pioneer

watch me persevere through the rubble on train tracks
Round n round we go on globe but never trace back
To the lost gone hopes, of our foes dont entertain that
Cause you only got 1 mind and when you die, you aint get that brain back
I aint entertain slack, if u dont got my motivation you an extra to my main act
I obtain that, through respect and plain facts,
I take damage over time even on a wall, paint cracks 

So baby inject the deadly venom
Turn my veins black
Hear the brakes screech as i lose my momentum 
On these rusting train tracks

Keep myself in comfort but my
tinfoil gets crumpled when im gripping onto
Rusting frames and rusted rails, 
Gave too much to retreat my tale
Tell my story softly, as i burn across the plains
Tinfoil will guard my heart but won't protect me at the stake. 
I might break n fall, final hand let's see my draw
Im all in, but arent we all? Slow me down but ill still crawl

Tinfoil skin i crumple up, for your entertainment 
Watch me tear apart across the stage, heart palpitation
Running off the rails, stop me at the next train station
Im a Speeding bullet, down the drain of manipulation

tinfoil skin [prod. yunny goldz]

Lyrics:

This shit is something i can't fix
Its something i regret to a really big extent
Its something i don't like
But i don't wanna fight
I'll hold my mouth closed tight
At Least just for the night

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I think ill do it on my own now
ive been trynna find my own route
lost in circles
ive been, ive been
betting on the wrong move
thought i had it all till i found you
couldnt get enough of the energy
that surrounds you
full house dealt my cards
still raining
days pass but to you my hearts
still pertaining

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Did I deserve it? I don't know
It's just a mountain in the road
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

I've dealt my cards, too late to fold
Anger in my chest, its uncontrolled
I need to climb, don't know where to go
I don't need help, i'll do it on my own

<3

Dealt My Cards ft. Blospar (p. onidtnom)

[Est. 2018]

Projects:
Kid Skully [2018-2020, 2024-Now]
Soulfade [2021-Now]

Founder of:
@ghxstcollective [2020-Now]
@solareclipsewav [2022-now]

Associating with:
@timeless-archive, @333collective (2021-2023)

follow me to the edge of the world. [+ jolst x punk]

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