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recorded with my beeb inkspores

We’re just two broken bodies
made of coffee cups and bone 
But I’ll need some conversation once we safely make it home 
And invite me in for one last night I don’t know where to go 
But I’m dealt the hand so better learn to play it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 
it’s not just for show 


and what’s a little understanding faced against the shame 
and I brought this candle light to show our way around this place 
I gave you both of my hands until it’s known to be replaced 
I’ll never have enough glue to seal away all of the pain all of the 


and my cursive isn’t great I hope someday to accept it 
like the curvature of my spine it’s incomplete it’s just a set back
I’ve gone through enough of those to understand it’s not the end
just take another detour 
best direction yet 
got nothing left not to confess

two broken bodies (pekarot)

im sorry i havent healed yet (raspo)

Alone Feat xipz (Prod. teddyboi)

a song about rally racing i guess lol
prod by the one and only @yunnygoldz

lyricz!

Yeah, i just think i lost my mind
Nah, grip the wheel n dot my eyes
Yeah, ive got nothing left to hide
Nah, theres nothing deep to know inside
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far
I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane 

Downtime, im fixing up my shitbox that left in pieces
Snapped coils, bent frame, only myself that i have to blame
I went off course, with no remorse and id do all again
Im just pacing through this course offroad like a rally car
My mind is like an RS200, jump ahead too far

I need to make a new plan, off to group B
Well that was cancelled you see
Im just running through my life like its a rally race
Offroad, 90 long n then a right chicane 
Spotter looking out for me, but a spotter dont fix my brain
Broke my rear suspension, land that jump but i might feel the pain
Burning thru this rubber, even in the rain
hit that blind crest flying like a hurricane

Rallycar [prod. yunny goldz]

RAHHHHHHHH!!

lyrics

a fuckin waster
hiding in broad daylight 
every risk i take feels like a tazer
help me meet my maker
just please give me a taster 
the reflection to ur face 
know that u cannot be replaced

again yeah ive been thinking about my lake life
i just wanna hold u so tight
and stay up these late nights
fate dies every time im with u but i hate lies 
snake eyes stare at me they push and pull to break ties

a beaten stowaway no im not going back
to that cold place but know that im back on track 
to my old ways vision fades to black
its those dark days im not going back

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waster
im a waste of life

im a wastrrr
im a waste of life 
im a waste of breathe
im a waste of time

a waster
just me and my ego oh it push and pulls
face it 
u had never been responsible

list of own rules
this drink so toxic ima cave
tonight i dont wanna be saved
jus feel love, 
love the pain

lights r out its dark
mayb its just me
id o my best to carry weight but this shit aint normal

fucking waster im just fucking wasting time
wasting breathe
i been here, been on 10
somehow almost 25
thought by then wouldnt be alive 
so ima just take it night by night
just wanna feel love tonight
baby its jus me and u tonight 
i want u to take my breathe tonight

wastrrr

wastrrr (branwen)

(prod. michael harrison)

am i the only whos touching you
am i the only whos fucking you
hard to believe the truth from the lies
when all i wanna do is love you

did you fabricate the truth to save me
lying to my face coz this aint what i need 
told me to be okay
im just delusional i know bae

im trying to be okay
and ive been fighting for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long

standing there im vacant
an empty shell a hollow soul
hate myself its dangerous
coz i can end it all i know
and i think is better than me
give u everything u seeking
do you think bout me
when your down on your knees
i know your not praying
giving what you gave to me
i hate to say it 

all these thoughts in my head
who am i to blame
i keep playing these games
over and over again

and can you see me love
coz i want us
overthink is tough
oh i cant stop

for so long
for so long
for so long
for so long x2

compromised (michael harrison)

lyrics:

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
i can see through, any thinly veiled excuse 
i could do to you, anything you do to me too
i’m not breathin, anytime i’m with her
lungs collapse any time that she speaks a word
sick to death of only bein in the background
finally gone and i don’t ever want you back now

blissful liar
face our hearts
while we still observe

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
you had a chance and now it’s good luck to find me 

you might see me 
light up on a bright screen
and when you do don’t you dare make that phone ring
i can see through, any thinly veiled excuse 
i could do to you, anything you do to me too
i’m not breathin, anytime i’m with her
lungs collapse any time that she speaks a word
sick to death of only bein in the background
finally gone and i don’t ever want you back now

wnt see me again (secre x cloud)

Intro:
Pull me closer baby, I don’t wanna die 
Whip me up, I’m going 125 
I see you in my dreams, look at me in my eye 
Tell me why baby, I see you every time 

Hook:
I can’t wake up, this must be a dream 
Everything that I wrote you meant nothing to me
I thought I killed you, hate you, man you know I hate you
Why can’t you just die? Why do I gotta bake you 
I’m a different man, nah that wasn’t me
Distance you from myself, baby I got the beam 
I get suicidal thoughts when I cannot see 
I ruined my life baby, why don’t you see 

Verse:
I can never get over you, baby I know what I said 
I know what I told you, It repeats inside my head 
I hope that your happy, just know that I’m not 
Do you know my feelings? 
do you care little or a lot? 
Do you even think of me? why do I torture myself 
Why do I cry out for help, no one cares how I felt 
Everyone hates me now, but these are the cards that I delt
I got a girl in the back, using her for the help 
But what she doesn’t know, is that I hate myself 
Using peoples fucking bodies, just to ruin myself 
It isn’t right god dammit, I hate all the wrongs I did 
I keep it in my mind, don’t tell me to get over it

Verse 2: luvflorent
i need ur body
right here on me (dont leave me)
dry heave, im sorry (i can see it coming)
dont leave you own me (dont leave dont leave)

off a pill so i cant speak again
ur not her but youll do
fucked up, ineed to find my way again
50 milligrams i popped two

dont you leave me
then say sorry
dont you need me?
please dont leave me

everything i do is for you
hold me down i wont move
i get nervous around you
life feels better with you

dreaming of u ft. luvflorent (prod. xenshel)

made in abyss [+ cxrter x tahtx]

Walk Away As The Door Slams (Cover) W/ Shewasinvisible

prod. @voidrave99

lyrics:

I hate myself 
Im easily replaced
And I can’t take it away
I’m not okay
I wanna escape 
Falling deeper 
Cause im mentally fucked in the brain 
I’m not okay 
I wanna escape 
I feel alone in room crowded with fakes 
Nobody would ever want me I’m sure
Nothing good ever happens I’m cursed
Take me off of this planet we call earth 
Can’t wait for the day im lying in a hearse 
Im not okay 
I wanna escape 
Falling deeper 
Cause I’m mentally fucked in the brain

im not okay i wanna escape (voidrave99)

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (oh hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

made in abyss [+ cxrter x tahtx]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)

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