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sleep machine (ft. Lit Wit)

[Prod: @pekarot_161]
[Mix/Master: @soulfadexo]

[Lyrics]:

There’s a ghost in my head
It’s telling me it’s not the end
Where it goes it goes 
To a mile away all to play pretend

Sparks will fly when the engine goes
And the world is spinning round
I don’t wanna cry and i wanna sigh
Over everything in the end

Fragments, in my own mind
has left me feeling dread
Something, way far beyond
Has message from above
I can’t, make much amends
From everything i’ve done
Now i must, move on now
Away from a mess i made

There’s a ghost in my head
It’s telling me it’s not the end
Where it goes it goes 
To a mile away all to play pretend

Sparks will fly when the engine goes
And the world is spinning round
I don’t wanna cry and i wanna sigh
Over everything in the end

I knew it won’t end well
For the both of us i guess
This mystery unraveled
With misery to keep its feet
Just can’t stress enough
From a mess i never did
You must be joking me
I never wanted all of this

There’s a ghost in my head
It’s telling me it’s not the end
Where it goes it goes 
To a mile away all to play pretend

Sparks will fly when the engine goes
And the world is spinning round
I don’t wanna cry and i wanna sigh
Over everything in the end

Chasing Ghosts

Fragments [+ Pekarot]

On and on it goes...

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: GRAYSKIES
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA 

lyrics:
Greyskies
Up all night
I’ve been by myself for a long time
I see you
Walk around
Something bout this just feels so right

I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

I’ve been by myself for a long time 
Everybody knows it’s just you and I 
Staying up all night just to pass the time
Waiting for your call by the moonlight 


I don’t think you know how much I need you
Yeah she put her fangs in my neck, and I do
Love it when she feeds on my blood & shine through
Making love in the moonlight and so…

On and on it goes
On and on it goes
Make me one of you
Can you love for two?

Kyo, come on
think about it
who's the real villain here?
who really dragged her into this?
who?
it was me...
that's right

MY CURSE PROD. GRAYSKIES

Fighting The Urge [+ shrpnss]

beat produced by idealism
shoutout @powlawitch, make sure to follow him
rip goofylame
lyrics
dream tales:
it's getting kinda late but i get no sleep
working everynight for my dream
rain sounds heavy on the outside
mind so dark, it doesn't seem right

thoughts run free inside my empty head
words can hurt, and i've seen that
tired eyes, but i can stay up
now laying on the floor, i'm kinda fucked up
and still i think about you sometimes
remembering the days where there were fun times
memories getting blurred, i lost a lot of them
but those i have with you, have their own place

it's getting kinda late but i get no sleep
working everynight for my dream
rain sounds heavy on the outside
mind so dark, it doesn't seem right

powla:
it doesn’t seem right
bad lil bitch wanna fuck guess that’s alright
it don’t feel right
trapped inside my mind like it’s a fucking parasite
parasite in my mind
i can’t see straight I be thinking all the time
ridin fast whips lookin at the sky 
think I see the sunrise in my eyes damn
i think of the days that you were mine
now you cheated we ain’t fine
lost my respect and myself the same time
wish we had more time
wish we had more time

heavy rain w/Powla (prod. idealism)

Butterflies

Lucerna Obscura

Shadows in the Horizon [+ metlast]

i'm always outside in the cold
i don't wanna live this way
it's not enough when i do the most
it's so hard to breathe this way

spending all off my dough i grinded for to mix up my drink
i'm a better hustler if i do the work and i don't think
if you're tryna waste my time then idgaf bout ur kinks
the proximity has faded away with all of my old links

I'm afraid for my liver, this shit could kill me if i don't pay attention
She got a boyfriend but when i look her in the eyes she can feel all the tension
Why do i think they like me, everybody disappears i should learn the lesson yes
Avoid me like a menace yeah


life got no meaning
It's fucking with my feelings
I hate my inner demons
But i do this for a reason

Fear's blockin you but fear is my fuel
They're doubtin me but i know what i do 

Doubt me, fuck this, fuck all of you
All the racism fucked with my youth
So much blood i tried killing myself
But none of this can fix my mood

You doubted, it worked, it's thanks to me
I know i'm lucky but i put in the work
Why do i do all of this to myself
I should stop eating i wanna throw up all the food

fucking terrified i feel like they could end my life
i feel like a slave in a golden cell
i know they don't really wish me well
they could do what the fuck they want
shh i can't fucking talk
you ask what the fuck i mean
then i will have to shut the fuck up

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

I can't rest here in my bed
It's been fucking with my head
Sometimes i would love to rest
But slowing down means my death

SLOWING DOWN MEANS MY DEATH [PROD. INTOTHEPARADOX]

lyrics:

Woke up and my eyes hurt
Wanna feel but i’m so numb
Broken hearted till the end
With all these thoughts of you
I’m stuck between loose ends
Just losing all my ways
Forgetting who i really am
And caught up in a blur


I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

I know i feel alone
My only friend i are shadows
A fractured image of myself
Broken paintings left in scars
I’m weeping deep inside
My thoughts are in disarray
I’m hurting can’t you tell
I promise i'm so well

I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

isolation sessions

when can my heart break [+ boyfifty & Gabe Lucas]

lyrics:

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Take it slowly, drugs don’t hold me
Life is broken, i don’t love this
This is hopeless, why am i standing
Let me fall, yeah i want this
Gotta take my life, gotta take it now
I don’t wanna live, when the weight is high
Suffering deep, with the ocean tides
Closing walls, from the varied sides
I don’t wanna wake up, from a daydream
Let my nightmares, come and take me
Break me apart, see what’s in me
If you let go, i won’t feel safe
Don’t come near me, never love me
Love is breaking, my soul is shaking
Life is hazy, just cut me so deep
Come see me bleed, it’s what you need

For demons before me, you had me so blinding
I know what’s beside me, the moments are timing
My suffering’s gloaming, the pressure is homing
The rain is now pouring, i know where this is going

Anti-Love

i know where this is going. [xmichaelwarren]

Growing Pains

@timeless-archive veteran
founder of @ghxstcollective (on hiatus)

Soulfade welcomes you through a music journey never witnessed before. Formerly known as Kid Skully from 2018 to 2020, he has the styles that are inspired by Emo & rock artists as well as some Emo rappers that inspired him more in a musical level. There are hinges of rock, hyperpop, jersey club, dance, indie, & shoegaze sounds are developed here in one sitting.

when can my heart break [+ boyfifty & Gabe Lucas]

Soulfade (@soulfadexo)