this is quickly becoming my favorite song ever

Jazzputin Likes Pt 17

hey! i decided to throw together a track created from a bunch of my favorite songs. the idea with this one was just to let myself have fun and not worry about the intricacies that normally hold me down. if you like this song or my music in general,  you should definitely check out the source material :)

every track in order of appearance:
https://soundcloud.com/laxcitymusic/grateful
https://soundcloud.com/airuei/aquamarine
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/love-in-every-single-way
https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/mirror
https://soundcloud.com/korewakosu/hoopla
https://soundcloud.com/duumu/paralysed
https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/acloudyskye-n33t-nothing-else
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/escape
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/flower-bed [where the track started :)]
https://soundcloud.com/grantsongs/wishes-feat-mccall
https://soundcloud.com/xavimakesmusic/tennyson-crybird-xavi-remix
https://soundcloud.com/dobitwo/your-favorite-sidekick-a-remix-for-underscores-x-8485
https://soundcloud.com/webcage/actor
https://soundcloud.com/04collective/rusherz-before-you-go
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/only-for-a-moment
https://soundcloud.com/ebumusicc/cosmology-of-the-shapes
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/everybodysdead

and sadkey - ought for the cover art ;)

ICONS

birdhunter

Back once again, this time with a pretty one! This song was made with a lot of love and care, and I hope you enjoy! :)

Feel free to stream it on Spotify if you'd like!
https://open.spotify.com/track/31UsM3956OKN5vNGP5C2qo?si=5b1c9a195e7a4904

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What You Need

9ate7

I just wanna love me
I just wanna love me
I just wanna love me
Just wanna love

Stairway to heaven 
I walk only in my mind
I don’t have the guts in real life
To really do anything i want
I think about regrets in the past and my fears of the future
I don’t really want things to change
Paralyzed by fear at the same time
Of doing the same things everyday
Everyday

Too much thinking makes me fall out of love with myself
I need to take a breath
I need to–

wanna love

source

you’ve been here before
______________________
yeah i'll admit it guess i lost my composure
composing sonnets and you're spitting out clovers
i'm spinning web with a cerebrum still can't see any closer
know you're leveraging lithium lift the light underwater

now it's Boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
I'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

but nothing can absolve me from you

now it's boreal, but i don't care
saying it's all my fault but it wasn't there
i'll sanction what was lost, because it wasn't fair
but nothing can absolve me from you

boreal

song sent from torr in the old server !!
luckily we still have it :)
i dont have the lyrics 4 this sorry :(

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torr + gabby start — The Ledge

https://open.spotify.com/track/1maP7HyVHn1FANGa0BJWOF?si=4a0c2721f7c44ad2

Maybe I am right
Maybe I'm wrong
You'll see the same thing happening if you're unaware
I've noticed a change in the state of affairs
Oh, I know
Can you believe it
It's been only an hour since you left home and
You're already thinking 'bout it
I've been on this path
Oh, let me tell you 'bout it
What's it gonna be, yeah
Yeah, this liberation I'm creating
So I'll venture now to kill off this spirit with my laughter
We're all just using this tech as a distraction
Just fucking listen to me
Can you believe it
It's been only an hour since you left home and
You're already thinking 'bout it
And courage has to be my virtue
Yeah, I'm that tragically involved
I knew this path was so dangerous
I've known since I was sixteen
This is my time
I won't pass up the offer
Okay Sage, what's the move
But if I'm keeping it real with you
I've always been steadfast
And I sense that's what screen-time is tryna erase (it's always been)
And you constantly question
If your time has been well spent
But you're lost in the feed
Do you feel that you're well fed
Just fucking break it all down
You're wasting your time
And I'm tryna kill off this spirit with my laughter
And to think I need to get it all out
(You'll find me laughing on my phone
As I throw away my phone)
I fell on my sword
And I pulled it right out of myself
Beautiful boy
I've got no protection now
Do you believe it
Open up the line to my unconscious
I feel it
And we ain't making love unless you're part of my scheming
No
We ain't making love unless you're part of my scheming
Believe it
Felt like my body betrayed me
Had to regain my trust
I'm so sick of complaining
It's all lust of result
Well, how can I advise you
I don't wanna see you grasping like them
And only look behind you
If you're gonna assimilate what's there
I know that you're trying to
I can see the fire in your eyes
Okay Sage, what's the move
But I know it has to be me
It's no mistake
So I'll venture now to kill off this spirit with my laughter
I'll break you with my craft and I
Wanted it all back but
I have to let it go for me to
(Existential)
(And say how much you love it)

steadfast

Spotify

(why does love keep letting me down?)

performed, written and produced by me
mixing and mastering by me with help from @ryptage
additional vocals from @blissom and @starsbeforesunrise
screams from @blimeyarts
violin from @taivasa
cover art by @clawsomebeats on twitter

lyrics
there's a feeling in my chest and it won't go away
i see skies and they're all shades of gray
more than anything i want, i just want this to last
i know you don't feel that way
and i'm sorry that i'm not what you want
but i gave it my all and i was never enough
and i miss you to death but that don't mean anything
"if you wanna go then i'll be okay"
but now its all gonna break.

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away.

let me waste away
i can't even stand to look you in the face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't know how i'm gonna get out

shouldn't get too attached, but i can't help it
i see stars and it hurts to admit
that just like every single one, you're a part of the past
i know you don't feel it
i'll be waiting for someone to hold
like a blanket keeping me from cold
i've been spilling my guts on the pavement
and all that i'm left to do is crawl into my shell
and now it's all gonna break

is it too late to say that i'm not okay?
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down i just get kicked to the curb
don't understand why i ever even tried.

let me waste away
don't remember the last time that i've seen your face.
left in the dust underground
and i don't care if i ever get out

i've been lost in the dark
you're all i have
you're all i've got
and there's no way
nothing i can do to get you to stay by my side
why do i always waste my time waiting for another mistake?
if i just caught in the waves?

is it too late to say that i'm not okay
cause i've run out of words and my hands wont stop shaking
with my heart in my throat all that i wanna know
is what i do to push everyone away

is it too late to ask for a reason why?
cause i'm just sick and tired of saying my goodbyes
and when i fall down oh i'll just lay in the dirt
don't understand.

i won't waste away
i'll just yell at the clouds until i'm blue in the face
left in the dust but i'm breathing
it's the least i can do just to deal with you leaving.
———————————————————————————————
if you're reading this, this song isn't about you. you know who you are.

dust.

i watch you wander the country with a fist full of stars
building your towers of honey and breaking them apart
and darling you won't regret it if you give me a piece of your heart
cause i know you won't admit it but you're painting me over your scars

sitting in the light as it dawns, you're blossoming all the flowers
lay and watch the night as it falls, i lost count of all the hours
oh the world is a tape player, write me a song
and i'll sing it to you

we watch the planes disappear and the planets embark
making a wish on a chemtrail, on saturn or mars
and darling they're crossed again, but i'm the man who made everything hard
our magnetic confluence is nothing more than a wish on a star

i could be a spark in your eyes, the space where i fly is endless
there i'm just an old satellite, searching for my repentance
oh i've been flying forever and ain't found no god
but he's speaking through you

don't look down

llctheband.com

add. production by gabby start
add. writing by Stevie Bill and Chris Murphy

this is what you wanted
tell all your friends we started
tell all your people that we’re ditching the stop signs, full speed we’re running to the

hills that we die on every
day that they keep forgetting
the kids are on their own they’re killing the pastime, everything could be ending today

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like

this is what you wanted

because they’re telling us the house is turning green and the kids are getting bluer and all the windows full of talking heads saying that they knew it
when all the boys and girls are stuck trying on each other’s shoes and 
they’re singing

nananananananana

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted

The kids are on their own

Music video: https://youtu.be/IvLzZ0YDO-g
LYRICS:
And I think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what I wanted it back
think I learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
wouldn't know what to do but
talk her down
i think i wasted all i am now
I guess that its all my fault i tried
to shoot her
shoot her
shoot her
DOWN ! x24
shoulda called but i know you'll recognize
i got a lot to much that been on my mind I tried it
i know that you can tell me your alright
cause i been wasting all this time to think that im alive
and i don't care
left me outside of the comedown
when no ones ever even there
i know im not gonna feel how
how i am when im spilling all of this shit
i think its finally gon be how
i want to tell you who i am
but now im getting a way out
how i am when im spilling all of this shit?

and i think that its pretty
watch and learn
put my hand on the trigger
pull it and earn
what i wanted it back but
think iv learned
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
it gets so loud
shoot her 
shoot her
shoot her down
just dont know how
cut me now
cut me now
i don't wanna figure this out
could be dead could be now!

CUT THE CHORD

Orange Show Speedway (ft. Glitch Gum)

All platforms — https://too.fm/xgrkp1b
Lyrics — https://genius.com/Wishlane-sucker-punch-lyrics

Length — 3min, 33sec
Key — D#min +50ct
BPM — 122.500

Additional drums — @prodkbl
Additional synth work — @31sentinel + @iamthreesixty

Cover photo — https://instagram.com/yeongseo

Written, recorded and produced in Atlanta, Georgia
Cover photo taken in Blairsville, Georgia

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