~clumsy~
produced by @saykirani & mee..

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/77UcsxO6RKAJkKiDYtmmQM?si=L_1UBYKoTUa55RdEfpkbhA

i need more umamusume friends who’s ur favorite uma guys mine is super creek mwehehe

♡♡
so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down.,.
i could never lie to u (guess what this is referencing..)

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

fight until it's ovr liek an angel w a shotgun
for a sliver of ur lov i'll still find a way to catch up
idc if i hurts- just want to be the one for u

the one for uu
the one for u

just know i can't promise much
but i can swear that i'll try
i'm kind of clumsy,.. you know?
-so embarrassing i'll die ysfsdfgsgbxdf

no, u don't get to say
how i'll live my life
that's all for me to choose
that's all for me to choose
-& that's from me to uu

i wish i was smart enough like tachyon 𓃗
once a gifted child
now so mediocre

i can see it in their faces, they don't like me 
that's how it seems, anyway: they dislike me

ya "goodbye" got stuck in my throat
it's okay?
now i'm withering away in ur mind ,. 
oh god fuck no (ily back number))

the thought of it terrifies me
not much but i'm hanging on
i just want u right beside me
it's fucked up; no i can't move on

it's fucked up; no i can't move on
what'd u do to make me liek that?
it's fucked up; no i can't move on
all these days u treat me liek that?

but i can't help myself, i'll always come right back to u
it's not healthy but u tell me what i need to do

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down;
i could never lie to u

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my own brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

https://linktr.ee/pawprinted

clumsy (kirani + me)

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1clips +may24

@hartfxlt @6vesta @dinosaurslover @rewind214
ty for 700 followers !! 

EverythingUnsaid 10/3

dwelling w/ vesta (dinosaur + rewind)

@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
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@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

I'm so sick of playing pretend.


w/ @drewalongtheglare


lyrics:

naws/

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

i could never feel the same way again 
busy playing pretend 
i can't wait till it ends 
don't wanna sit right in the same place
look right at my face
doing the same thing again 
ends in the worst way

drew/

and baby honestly
you were a godsent
don't wanna lie anymore then i wanna pretend
you say it's alright
i say it's my bad
wish i could fix it
i want you to see that

girl you really changed my point of view 
swear i couldn't do this without you
don't cut our ties
ill feel loose
stay by my side
like never move

this is my position this is where i am
i just wanna see you, i just want a glance
im not asking for too much, i don't think that i am
it could be so much worse, like you have no idea

never feel the same w/ drew (prod. spaceboyry + motd)

prod @nazzz333 x @rewind214 !!

shoutout @6vesta and my hollowed twin @1xene

@haunted_sad
i knew baby tht i could never trust u 
i knew baby tht u were a liar from the start
u broke my heart bby its all the same to me
living in a fairytale call it make believe 
i might #flatline bby what do u see in me? 
stuck in second place baby think its meant4me
idling by i been wasting all my time
im always comin back to this point tht i wna die
cryin in my head cause ik im the #issue
i wna go back 2 the better times

@6vesta
i thought u were the one for me 
blood dripping off of the sink
only tell me what u mean
why im crying all the time? 
something i dont know
im holding onto these feelings but i think i should let go 
its something different now
its something i dont feel
its something i cant show u but i promise u its real

why im lying all the time
why im falling all the time
why i give up all the time
why im cutting all the time 
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@1xene
in the background
background
is where i stay
yea my hearts bound
hearts bound
to this place
yeah i might drown
might drown in chardonnay
so done
so done w all this pain

take away it all
erase it all
break, girl break my fall
erase it all

ialwayswastedmytime w/ xene + vesta (rewind + naz)

no need to goodbye ^ ^

Hey guys! Sorry for not releasing music for the past two months. 💔 I just started college and it’s been keeping me busy, but we're back now!!! This instrumental is about saying goodbye to my childhood years, kind of like the theme of my EP "A New Age". On the 16th of this month, I will be turning 18, which means I am officially starting adulthood & im excited for the journey ahead!!! (More music is on the way, so stay tuned!!!!!) 🙏🏾‼️🔥

⚠️Disclaimer⚠️
This instrumental and/or track is my original creation and is considered my song. Unauthorized sampling, remixing, or vocal performances over this instrumental are strictly prohibited. Please respect the work and reach out if you want to collaborate or get clearance.

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Greens (Prod. Ill Instrumentals)

pluggnb type beat

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

alt: @3sixx

@pastmemory

1clips +may24

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