@haunted_sad
ya baby ya u nvr needed me
u left me in the background jus so easily
i let u in i shouldnt have trusted u

shattered dreams scars i wear on my heart
i watched u and me the way that we fell apart
ya u replaced me ya u jus left me
all the lies we had it was neverlasting

i popped a pill to feel alright baby
was always waiting for death to fkn take me
i knew baby that #imtheissue (im the issue)
cryin in my head again think i miss u
idling away in my room im decaying
u left my heart baby ya u jus drained me
u pushed my face in the dirt u betrayed me
ya baby sry tht i couldnt save u :(( 
i thought baby tht i could jus save u
im spiraling back down lately what do i do?
ive been sading away lonely in my fkn room
i wrote all these songs jus tryna forget u
neverending letter baby that u never sent
u ripped the soul outta me left me feeling #dead
i dnt wanna rly feel my heart baby
lately i want death 2 jus take me

i dont feel alright baby
evry single night i want death to take me
lately i dnt wanna feel anymore
i hate myself baby 2 the fkn core ++
..
@ritsuzuki
I broke so many promises
you done messed up for the last time
you gave no fucks about us
you'd rather forget it all
and it hurts me
but now i cant give no fucks anymore
i hate everybody
i cant look them in the face
its like,
no one really sees the truth in my eyes
gotta end it now
its too late its already worse
break the mirror
yeah i messed up my skin forever

yourippedthesouloutofme w/ritsu (spaceboyry)

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

bloodstains (hartfxlt + akura)

Produced by @bug26 & @pw4prez
Featuring @1crusafix
Live & Let The Pain Subside
song tutorial: https://youtu.be/NcQtGejEn2U?si=s2k3IVunrkthCwkN
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5XE0dF1bYR0Xb5EXxmlRtJ?si=d7fc4da861154089
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq

Lyrics;
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah

Most Celebrated, Im Still Most Hatedd
Fly back to miami, hit the interstate and
yea, The Top of my Class when i graduatedd
say what i wanna hear Just tell me that i made ittt
i hate to tell u but u getting bolddd
i Was just with luke, we made the summer collddd
we getting older, That shit getting old
i took a flight to Moscow to make me better Yoooo

Yeah when im in that mode, no i cant show no mercy
What Goes around Will Come around, im thankful That u hurt me
u Picked ur side u better stay there, bro u dont deserve me
im tryna go up with the real and all my day 1s Onlyy
1 Look at ur stats and i see what ur mad for
say He rookie of the year, we walkdown thru that backdoor
dynasty, scarves, and life thats who i rap for
u say that U Miss me, i cant go baaaack for uu
im running Lapss on you
im TUrning it uppp
o Yea, im upping the Max for youu
Yeah u already Knoww
i could never be mad at Youu
just tell me Whatchu want
o baby i got that bag for uu

@1crusafix
tell you once i dnt wanna tell you twice
and you rocking vans btc wit some number (n)ine
i wont switch up on the team cause im meant for #life
sent a message to the plug, i said get me right

yeah , and we breaking contact bae
wats the reason cuz i want it all back
is you coming when im back on track
and im smoking on this gas it got my lungs all black

CELEBRATION w/ Crusafix (Wuko & Sochi)

@cld @1crusafix @uxiexo
@cruseyyyy @tgwog @2rel

cld, crusafix, uxie - alive (crusey, tgwog, rel)

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

prod. @angelonmyshoulder @400th
feat @k4rson

lyrics:
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
and my bands is blue, got some motion
i cant focus, you dont know shit
driving round the city windows open
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
use to b like you, now im golden
and im w my troops n we posted
and i mean it when i say that i wont code switch

and im meaning what i say
hit the plug i know the pack is on the way
talkin shi you can say it to my face
bitch i keep dat pole up on my side its on my waist, on my waist yuh

@k4rson
we waiting for dem bbitches


im jus tryna put myself back2gether
ima drink my life away until its better
and i feel my lungs with gas i love this pressure
and i asked her if she'd leave, and she said never
now im left inside the past
tell me that you here, while im fading into black
now its getting clear that it wasnt supposed to last
look up in the mirror and i hate whats looking back

i cant fw you or yo whole clique
and my bands is blue, got some motion
i cant focus, you dont know shit
driving round the city windows open
yuh, i cant fw you or yo whole clique
use to b like you, now im golden
and im w my troops n we posted
and i mean it when i say that i wont code switch

focus

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

Meet the Guest.

Phantom Love.

Epilogue. Cigarette outside. Bag of chips.
The night is over — identity isn’t.
Manchester breathes with you.
You survived. You shined.
You’re still here.

12, Still On Canal Street

somethin off beatttape 5!

dont let go (86 bpm)

dont let go!

BEATTAPE 5 OTWWW

dont let go (86 bpm)

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

alt: @3sixx

@pastmemory

a song u should see (me)

pool