Watch Another.

Lyrics:

I know you see these scars, girl, I did it all for her (Effystonem reference - https://soundcloud.com/glosuka/effystonem)
I’m looking at the stars as I question my self-worth
Like, am I really worth? Where did I take a turn?
I’m going for the worst; I just wish I could change it all

Cause if I could, I’d break the fall
So if we try, we try, we’ll make it out
I promise you cause all in all, 
I need you to know that you’re enough

Let’s just be honest, look at where we’re at now
Born to be free but forced to be locked down
Wanna make a change but you’re standing in the background
I can see it clear, your depression in a compound

I just wanna try it, try it, try it
You just can’t deny it, ’ny it, ’ny it
I know you won’t like it, like it, like it

Just tell me where you were when I needed you the most :( 

I did like everything I could just to pursue you
I guess it wasn’t enough; I couldn’t do two, ohh
I can’t pull it together like I used to
Maybe it’s a sign that I need you

Break The Fall (overr)

@rewind214
@lilsadboiiudig

i melt when i see your face
when you're not here i'll decay
what do you want me to say?
theres nowhere else you should stay
why is it so hard to see
that you're so precious to me
what do you want me to be?
i’ll be whatever you need

late nights when i think about you
you’re the only thing that i can’t afford to lose
in my daydreams when theres nothing else to do
if i tell you how i feel, you should know its all true
i’m going crazy, baby do you hate me?
when i’m feeling down, can you come and save me?
its too late theres no way that you could erase me
everything we did together yeah it changed me

my heart it didnt notice
now i cant stop losing focus
my feelings went unspoken
now i cant move i’m frozen

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melt (rewind & 1sadboii)

prod. @overoveroverover

If you understand me just say that I promise it wont hurt. I dnt wanna be alone :).

Too Much 2 Give (prod. overr)

@k4rson @sxnnai @octooooooo @rubyrafsimons

never had ft karson (sennai octo ruby)

road to 1k...
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produced by @hiseph
featuring @uxiexo, @v2nthan
art by @se2717357284 on instagram

uxie & venthan - forfeit (seph)

artwork by @kyomonemui

i just wanna go to sleep
late nights always thinkin bout you
in my head singing to me
like a whistle
i miss your voice
miss your hair
miss your lips oh

sweet like calpyso
sweet like ice cream
sweet like solero

she wanted mixue
so i told her lets go
that was years ago
im looking at her photo

pick it up
to the right
could u hold it softly
hold my hand and promise that you won't leave
at last my soul is setting free

i just want you to let me go

take it slow
i don't really just wanna be honest
the feelings im holding back

feel her heart beat like looking in the winter
i can't answer the phone
i can't do this alone

its my fault i didn't listen
now its you im missin
and it will end in a mystery

you can't say that i don't love u
(but you don't show it to me)
its hard to understand what you want from me
(you don't think i don't know what it feels like)

just a little
just a little
just a little bit 
just a little bit of you beside me
(its goodbye)
 


a song u should see (me)

@rhekdens @7akkiro @1crusafix
prod @2rel @rhekdens

rhek, akkiro, crusafix - of course (rel, rhekdens)

@yuikase
cover by my awesomee friend /instagram.com/r.elium/
i got a new mic ^^
~

ik that you dont want me,
but i cant stop holding on
falling bc u wont love me
hate me bc im whats wrong

could you just kiss me again?
bc i cant stop pretending
i dont wanna miss u again
i hate that i cant mend it

n im so scared that ill disappear,
bc ur the only reason that i stuck around here..
im so f>_<ing tired of having to say goodbye

bc whats the point of anything if it wont ever heal?
why be with anyone else when they cant even make me feel?
dont want it to end,
dont want to be friends
lay for the wheels to crush me inside
waiting to leave this place that u bled,
the way that ure leaving me behind 

(i cant mend it..
y cant u love me!?
y cant u want me!?)

want me ⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠ (asagao)

produced with love by me,,
ft @ritsuzuki, @iowgen, @556renzo
hi everbodyy i just want to say thank you so much for listening to my stuff. ive been struggling with so much recently and right now making these silly little songs is really the only thing keeping me together. it honestly just warms my heart to see even just a few people enjoy something that i care about. such a heartthrob, i know. but ily all sm. thank you<3

(@4aia >_<)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

(@556renzo)
i cant do this anymore, girl im on the edge
i cant live without ya bae, i don't understand
cuts up on my body, i really can't forget
really can't forget about uu

ur living in my mind, i want uu
n i cant do sumn bout itt
wish that we had never crossed (ooh)
im better off wandering without u

(@iowgen)
whats the point in it?
running down a losing game
crying all alone inside of our place again
countdown on my life
hoping that ill die in peace
fallen out of touch
with nothing left to save

dont u wonder too?
would the outcome change with us?
cover my wounds inside
hoping u could feel better
whats been done has all been left x3

(@ritsuzuki)
i know its hard to see the tears on my shirt
gotta heal your heart
baby i know that it hurts
and oh,
nihilism, what else is there to gain?
and i cant think a lot i think that im dying again

i tried to end my life
it still feels like im alive
ure living in my head
i cant take this pain anymore
i was there til the end
u were never my friend
staring at numbers, is that all i ever really meant?

(@4aia)
i should work on myself n stop hurting myself
but ur inside my headd!!!!!
inside my obsessionn
n ull never hear me.. but ur the reason i wake up
dc if it breaks me
my only fixation

i just need u to need me the same way that i need u
if only i could go back and tell u the things that i meant to
ik i gotta move on,
n try to believe in something new but,
i hate it all..
i hate that its not with u :/

all these cuts on my body r crying for u
tearing myself to pieces... maybe ull care..
no i dont wanna feel this way</3

been stayin awake every night
i keep on waiting... maybe u might call me.. 
ik im the problem
im sry, 
i cant keep trying :(
ii dont wanna live this way

fixation w/ ritsu, iowgen, renzo

ELON-EAR-0130 - Tapir

π-母带

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

alt: @3sixx

@pastmemory

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