Sozonov - Always loneliness

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Aliases: Invisible in heels

for…
“I know you”…”You are fucking great” … (you and me) …
it will come… it can't be stopped ... it just intensifies… comes suddenly…Sometimes can leave all at once… (Long ago I tried to think that it would never come back anymore …but it always does…), and remembers about me. She needs me like I need her…We are indispensable two forms ... We can not exist without each other…She needs a lot – feelings, situations, emotions – all these that are raised to the third power…She absorbs them with an incredible force and spits it out with a bang. If she’s gone – and you want her incredibly right now – you have to feel this strange and very unpleasant feeling of emptiness and dissatisfaction of many things. Yesterday she told me that she feels a lot. She showed me how to scream when your mouth is closed. If she had come and left you in two minutes then wait her in a few hours at least for five. She is uncontrolled and a fool for you... and if she leaves you then she has gone for food to you - as longer she's out - as tasty this food will be... She "knows where" it can be found and brings the most delicious food you've ever tried. So she knew why she was gone! She has mercy upon nobody. I am always under her thumb. When she asks me -  not to sleep - I don't, asks not to eat - I don't eat…She makes me scream all the time. She feeds me, she sneers me, she uses me…and with the help of this she shows herself, her beauty, omnipotence, blinking attraction …

Fuck! Should I really tell? – It’s forever…!
I know her…SHE IS FUCKING NICE GREAT
…us


Sozonov 2012