Out of Reach (Produced with Flavor)

prod @kggn & @1awliet

i stay lonely
bitch dont call me
i smoke plastic
you smoke broccoli
die soon prolly
roll like trolley
we gon tax him
i like money

ur not like me
i smoke oxy
pharma, pricy
u jus copy
tails like furry
get it so cheap
girl dont worry
i jus love sleep

i dont like you
i cant trust you
you dont know me
i cant love you
give her nose bleeds
im so pretty
schedule 1 bitch
keep it on me

hoes jus want me
ex dont block me
dont reply much
she jus hurt me
dont control me
high like always
i like cashapp
try to stop me

smoked too much now im a zombie
ilove downers so ur all above me
once its not cap they all judge me
i fucked up but try to trust me
got to deep now she dont love me
drag the razor hope it cut me
free drugs cuz they all wanna fuck me
stayed alive isnt it lovely

keep a cutter closely
she go down, below me
they dont really know me
stay up late i dont sleep
i stay gone im ghostly
shawty push up on me
fuck ur girl im sorry
she jus rly want me

i stay down in philly
bitch i feel like f1lthy
she like sober 4 weeks
i dont care not really
it wont ever kill me
i stay high i still geek
fallin thru the building
i dont leave the city

spotify

trolley prod. kuru & lawliet

freakho prod me

countingsheep by @x_unh0ly_x
fun lil thing

wutabtme?
am i even real?
can i make u feel
wutuwutu
do2me?

iwannago2sleeeeep

countingsheepbutwutabtme?

letgo

erased (demo)

prod @rubbishrubbish

dont wake in the night
just dont leave ill show you im alright
gotta change my whole entire life
tired, i dont care, do this or you'll die
i dont wanna die

all i have is life
nobody can save me
distant, out of sight
fix it by my lonely
wake up called in bed
so i get up
dont know what comes next
it never let up

woah, woah
got a poem on my wall, yeah it let me know
got some friends, told me what i need to know
got some friends, they like ketamine i know
only hang with junkies, yeah i know
i think deep down it was getting old
i think deep down i already know
gotta hold on, stop letting go

stop, i cant think wrong
recognize think i hear the same song
paranoid think i hear something wrong
reminisce how didnt i see wrong
hear some kid tapping at the windows
see nothing when i turn my head tho
hear a noise coming from the kitchen
no ones downstairs in the kitchen

so i listen
lock my doors, curl up and i listen
i dont whats real and whats figments
used to be the one who could listen
used to be someone you could live with

now im stuck, lonely, cuz i give in
wake up sick sorry im just like this
wake up sick sorry gotta take this
didnt relapse yet im still winning
i can still feel im still living
feel my heart make sure its still beating
how can i show that im better
have some blind trust even if its fleeting

so depressed when i saw you leaving
pull apart, stessed, start seeing things
i talk way too fast i dont listen
i want you to know why it hurts now
show you why im at my worst now
i need eyes on all my worst hours
took away the pain it hurts now
watch me crash and burn i cry out

fleeting/leaving prod. rubbish

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

want2know

(I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL IV )