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JOSH X AKIRA COLLABS

bump this song you're going to vibe to it 

it's not over! w/akiradoves & joshiguess [+ jody x jkei]

ｉ＇ｍ　ａｌｌ　ａｌｏｎｅ　ぅブジ

prod. sad b1tch
feat. akira doves

music video : https://youtu.be/1GXt55d77_Q

lyrics
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(dost)
It's getting hard to breathe now
getting hard to sleep
open up the window, I just gotta leap
i can't handle pain now, I don't wanna see
turn me to a ghost now I just wanna sleep 

I'm missing all my friends now
I'm missing all the good times
I wish that I could bring back
all of my fucking homies

(akira)
[idk lmao sorry]

people disappear, memories don't (w/ akira doves)

//lyrics//
(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense 
-
(@timxlxss verse)
Can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses I know that we never had shit could you just put on your glasses you don't have it? Well i see that you can't see straight But why you gotta hate  Like you took the fuckin easy bait Now you gotta wait Appreciate me when i call you on your phone I dont call you when you’re home not even when you’re alone I don't miss you when you hit me with a text but if you say ur with your ex then i won't miss that fuckin text
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(bridge)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses
-
(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense
-
(@joshiguess verse) 
hit me with the karma start up like a console she left me in particles i be writing articles if you aren't in my zone i know you are inaudible she blocked me on everything but i guess its better than being on seen

dealing with some bad shit (siem spark x 1heyrick)

💖 Happy Valentines Day! 💖
Love Series 💔
1. Love Withdrawal 
2. Love Relapse 
3. Love Overdose 
4. Love Ending, Goodbye.
A love experience that took place in 2020, using this album to say my final thoughts and close that chapter of my life. Out on all platforms!!
lyric vid on youtube

Love Overdose (slowed + reverb)

Love Overdose

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
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(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

Till Death Do Us Part (feat. XION90K)

Till Death Do Us Part (feat. XION90K) (slowed + reverb)

Love Relapse

https://soundcloud.com/akiradoves
https://soundcloud.com/7hersx

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

the time I spent with you is still considered priceless
but my mind has been forming an existential crisis
words that she wrote with her ds stylus
but those memories to you are just considered sightless 

forget warmness frozen inside my heart
it's cold and i feel soulless from everything I start

i remember I had you in the picture 
but like i cut you off i grabbed my scissors
try to forget my memories when with her
no matter what I would never forgive her

just bring me down until my last breathe
step inside my castle you won't realize who you been with
so girl you can't come home there's nothing left
you're so indescisive and i do not like it

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

cus you don't even know what i been through
check my phone every night cus i miss you
and i don't wanna talk about this nonsense
i've always fell low thinking about us

I Miss You

AkiraDoves & JoshIGuess - I Miss You (Thersx)

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

spotify

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

PROD MOUTHGUARD
GUITAR BY MOUTHGUARD
MIXED BY MOUTHGUARD + NINA EXE
MASTERED BY NINA EXE

Mouthguard - FREAKS (ft. 6arelyhuman, JoshIGuess, D34D)

Indecision (feat. AkiraDoves)

prod grayskies
lyrics >:)

wrap me in plastic ill fit ur design 
you changed you left and i guess its a sign of the times
when the poison hits my skin
just know ill be thinking of you
i break my bones
rotting away for you
say what u need
let it all out for me
let it all our for me
let it all out for me
give me a reason
or ill be gone like last season
slipping fall into the deep end
woaaah
(brecken)
i hear you
whisper so softly
im here
as long as its so clear
that doesnt sound like a whisper to me
screaming out loud
how long will it be
try me right now oh i dare you
i always dare you
and i guarantee that
itll be the last time that u do
so what will u choose
lightning in a bottle or falling to ur doom
i do i do
is that what u will say
maybe in another lifeline
for now ill lay right at bay
(akira)
said this time we'll work it out
this time
ur supposed to be with me
cus i cant let u go

poison (w/AkiraDoves, brecken) (OUT ON ALL PLATS)

Written by: Reapers Shadow & JoshIGuess
Produced by: Papapedro Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: PixAi
Artwork edited by: Reapers Shadow

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Yeah it's Christmas morning 
Fuck up on the fucking rain pouring 
Just wanna get my presents fuck yo presence 
Don't want no one but myself bitch 
It's Christmas so do your best 
To give instead of take 
Like it's thanksgiving 
Nobody wanna be themselves nowadays 
Just wanna get paid then steal from the weak

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line
But just know you'll find your way

[Bridge: JoshIGuess]
You'll find your way, you'll find your way
I pull up in Santa's sleigh 
The way you gon treat me today
Better watch my fucking weight

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
Sweetie making sweets that's so sweet
Then the sweet in the sheets i'm complete
Hehe, eat the pussy
Sitting through the night like it's milk and cookies
Binging all of these christmas movies once again

The laptop i'm making this with 
It's getting more fucked up by the day
Got it for Christmas 9 years ago ayy
I'm lucky that it's actually working 
Song in process for a year you fans are deserving this

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Holidays
Are passing like street signs
It feels so sublime 
Now you're standing in line

Holidays W/ JoshIGuess  (Prod. Papapedro Beats)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @akiradoves
Written by: Kurumi Violet, JoshIGuess, & AkiraDoves 
Produced by: Grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Mengo Yokoyari
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
 
[Intro: Kurumi Violet]
Putting my emotions on display
I survey the coming storm
To the vultures I'm just prey 
Wish this regret would go away 

[Bridge: Kurumi Violet]
But somehow
I will find my way

[Verse 1: JoshIGuess]
I've been lost and I've been trapped
And I've been gone it's on your behalf
And all of your friends try to follow your steps
But that couldn't be any more incorrect
I feel like I'm on a time lapse
You act too cold and I get sidetracked

[Chorus: Kurumi Violet]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(I know you miss me but I'm gone)

[Verse 2: AkiraDoves]
But i'm gone wasting your time
It's always gotta be you
& now you're always coming back
When will you
Just let me go

[Chorus: Kurumi Violet]
Life passes in slow motion 
Losing focus on my goals 
This shits getting real old 
I know I've become cold 
But at least I never sold my soul 
So many things I still don't know 
About myself 
But I'm still walking through the snow 
(SNOW!!!!)

I've Become Cold W/ JoshIGuess & AkiraDoves (Prod. Grayskies)

composed, mixed, mastered, recorded, written by eien.

Enjoy this despair of mine

Lyrics :

(eien)
I know you can pretend
there is a better man
the emptiness in me
so who am i to blame
to blame
the emptiness in me 
so who am i to blame
I'll see you once again, again
woah, the emptiness in me
the emptiness in me
woah, so who am i to blame
so who am i to blame 

(akira)
i'm lost in you
can't let you go
we used to love
not more
see myself in you
only have myself
think it's time
you
let you go

horizon w/akiradoves

Snowstorm JoshIguess Ft HoosWrld

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
cover by me (D34D)
produced by Artixan

Lyrics:
D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

Josh:
I'm destroying the whole universe
Cus I already rule this world
Matter fact I am out of it
Just like yo girl, she dance and twirl
And she always getting turnt
But I'm always feeling burnt
Cus she always want things the same
But who am I to blame?
When all of my verses always turn into flames
Bitch I'm insane
Bitch this is a rave not a dance ball
Bitch this a fireball no alcohol
Let's get fucked up to the sounds hitting off the walls
Pin you against the wall I know you like that
Call from your homegirls I'll hit em right back
Stay on hold cus I got you on the irl ima be hitting it like

D34D:
beauty in the chaos that surrounds me
i see the flames even when im sleeping soundly
when we all die i know it would not astound me
ill destroy the world, not a care for those around me

it's not over! w/akiradoves & joshiguess [+ jody x jkei]

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