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Until the Fire Finds Me Again ✨

Something’s been stirring within me lately, not in the world around me, but in the dream itself.
Sleep no longer feels like rest; it feels like crossing into other realms. I wake with fragments of entire lives echoing in my mind and write them before they fade, as if the universe is whispering in codes I’m still learning to understand.

My right ear keeps ringing, a soft but persistent tone, like a call I can’t yet answer. Maybe it’s divine, maybe it’s just my mind, but it feels real enough to shake me awake.

This year I’ve created 11 tracks, each one a mirror of my evolution, who I was, who I am, and who I’m becoming. Every sound carries a piece of my soul, born in the quiet hours between work, loss, and responsibility. I’ve changed through this process, and the weight of unseen things has made itself known.

But lately, I’ve felt something change. I’ve lost a bit of faith in the music industry, in the system itself. Everything feels upside down. Yet my love for the art hasn’t faded; it’s just transforming. I still believe music can heal, and I hope my tracks reach whoever needs them most, so they can awaken the light that lives inside them.

Right now, I need to slow down. I’ll be working more hours, and truthfully, I need rest, mentally, spiritually, and creatively. I won’t be as active for a while, but I’ll still be around, quietly keeping an eye on things.

When the time feels right, when that spark returns, I’ll create again, not out of pressure but out of truth.
I’ve always done my own thing, and that won’t change..☀️

》》》Every creator reaches a point where the light flickers,
not to vanish, but to gather strength.
I’m standing in that space now,
where endings and beginnings share the same breath.

When the fire returns, it will burn brighter than ever.

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Thank you for being here.
For listening. For feeling.
I’ll see you again when the next chapter begins.



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“Returning to the source is stillness,
which is the way of nature.
The way of nature is unchanging,
and knowing constancy is insight.
Not knowing constancy leads to disaster.
Knowing constancy, the mind is open.
With an open mind, you will be open-hearted.
Being open-hearted, you will act royally.
Being royal, you will attain the divine.
Being divine, you will be at one with the Tao.
Being at one with the Tao is eternal,
and though the body dies, the Tao will never pass away." ‐Lao Tzu




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✨ I came across this piece from Sinners again, and it reminded me of the power music has to heal and awaken something deeper in us.
Sharing it with you all because music is more than sound 》》》it’s medicine for the soul.





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My music is born from struggle, discovery, and transformation. It has been my torch through the darkest nights, guiding me toward light when all seemed lost. Every note carries a piece of my journey: pain, resilience, and the spark of hope that refused to die.

Music saved me, and through it I found a way to connect with others in moments where words were not enough. These compositions are more than sounds, they are vessels of emotion, meant to reach the hidden places of the soul and remind the lost that light still waits beyond the shadows.

If my work can touch even one heart, lifting it from despair into wonder, then it fulfills its purpose.



Birthday: Jun 6 1991
Name: Jesus Emanuel Salib
Married (11+ years)
I live for 3 things: 1) God, 2) My family & loved ones, & 3) Music that carries Healing 


Dude from the hills. Thankyou for taking the time to listen and supporting my works, it is very much appreciated.

My new EP, 'all of heaven is against you' under CRSY is out now. Check it out via the links below :-) if you'd like a free code for the Bandcamp release then just give us a shout
Still CRSY, just fancied a name change 😁

Been around 38 years and things have certainly changed... Thanks for the support ….. Peace

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International Vermin Conspiracy
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The vermin will outlive your grand children's grand children.
Like Mickey Mouse the vermin is eternal.
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Antifa is my cousin.  I heard some people were looking for her.  Since I like to be helpful when I can, she was in Alexandria last time I talked to her, three weeks ago.  I think she mentioned going to Zurich in the near future.
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As I understand it a conspiracy is supposed to be secret so please don't tell anyone.

Is it 1984 already?!?!
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I have not been able to recover access to my other account [https://soundcloud.com/ha-kekong] for a couple of years.  I have tried a few times to get back into it but SoundCloud doesn't trust me.  Same phone number, same email addresses, and they still claim that they can't verify my identity.  I created that account about three years ago as a substitute to my regular account which SoundCloud temporarily closed.  They closed it as part of some upgrade procedure in their system, the result of a bug that affected many accounts, about two years ago.  Since SC did not inform its users I didn't know if that was permanent or not, so I created that other account which I can't access.  Don't be mad if I have not replied to your message in the past two years, that's because I never got them ; ) ... You can always reach me here though.
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This one here (957729823) is for regular folks.

I love you, both.

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You can't see it because of the angle with which I took the shot, aiming down, but beyond those blocks is the sea.  To the left is the Mediterranean, to the right is the Atlantic Ocean.  No it's not Gibraltar, but a little bit further West. ... Actually I checked recently and it is further North more than West, I thought I was facing South when in fact I probably was facing the Atlantic ocean, which is why I suppose the waves were of a decent size where we were.
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My face and the bike are a courtesy of Joël Vaudreuil
[https://vimeo.com/user8897093]  ... Merci Joe!
I then went ahead and butchered his work with a borrowed helmet.
... Sorry Joe. =(
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I'm trying to promote what I think is good music, so if you want to help out a bit I'd rather you [like] or [repost] my *playlists* rather than my field recordings, if you don't mind, unless you are a die hard fan of those things. Thank you ; )

I speak French, so if you send me a private message, and that you are a francophone, please write in French, thank you.  ... I mean, you don't absolutely have to, but I would prefer it. 

All my field recordings (except for when I record a person) are public, freely downloadable by anyone who is able to click on the button.  I encourage anyone interested to use them in any way whatsoever, on purpose or accidentally. No need for permissions or credits or any other kind  of administrative maneuvers.
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Anarchists give me hope.

I'm a big fan of EFF.  Love ya EFF.  (no connection with the above line)
... and of course Richard Stallman and Linux and all the others.  Bless yous.

Now don't be lazy, go find out what it is this "EFF" that I'm talking about.  I'll give you a hint: it has to do with computers.

You have a nice day now.  Hugs & Kisses.

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