Post Rock Olttaoff

Daily Drops

Licensing, Ambient, Electronic, Experimental

If These Trees Could Talk | They Speak With Knives

Flickersstorm is a sonic portrait of fragile hope trembling in the heart of a storm. Rooted in a vintage, lo-fi aesthetic, the track blends the melancholic grandeur of 80s Echo & the Bunnymen with the atmospheric sprawl of post-rock, layered with elements of electronic, hip-hop, and IDM.

The beat carries the weight and swing of hip-hop, while fractured rhythms and glitch textures hint at an IDM sensibility. Synths shimmer and decay like distant headlights through rain, wrapped in analog warmth and cassette hiss. Guitars echo in spacious reverb, evoking a sense of both distance and intimacy.

It’s a track where beauty flickers, threatened yet persistent—where a faint glimmer of hope survives, dancing on the edge of collapse.

Synth : Olttaoff
Beat :  Wrench

Flickerstorm

“Dying Lumen (Flickering Hope)”
A slow descent into dimness—where light still exists, but only as memory.
The piece unfolds like a shadow stretching across time, carried by deep, sustained tones and barely-there harmonics.
There is no climax. Only the gentle unraveling of something once certain.
What remains is a feeling: not absence, but the fading trace of presence. A mournful hush, suspended in sound.

Dying Lumen

This track is a remix of Hue Solemn by Awrenzas. While the original explores a solemn and introspective mood, this reinterpretation approaches the concept from the opposite end of the color spectrum. The sound design embraces a cold, inorganic aesthetic—structured yet emotionally detached—aiming to express a sense of hue stripped of warmth or sentiment. It is a study in contrast, turning solemnity into abstraction.

Hue Solemn(Olttaoff Mix)

(no genAI involved - my voice and VST instruments)
At 55 years old, I am a grandfather and am rediscovering the magic of a newborn baby. When we see this innocence and fragility, we retrieve in each of us that simple but wonderful thing that is humanity.
(traduit plus bas)
---
It's not another morning
Not anymore
So deep inside me
I'm only starting to understand
Like never before
  
When living is so real
Your tiny hands are dreaming
And my heart is healing
My baby I can feel
Your soul, the meaning
A world arising  

My love,my son
Born of your ancestors
Now you're the sun, I'm your universe
You'll find me always there

I never knew the silence
Could speak so loud
You breathe, I listen
The world now slows just to hear from you
And time itself bows down

When living is so real
Your tiny hands are dreaming
And my heart is healing
Through my chest I can feel
Your soul, the meaning
A world arising

When living is so real
Your smile becomes the meaning
And hope  is softly ringing
My baby, you reveal
These beautiful things
That you imagine

When living is so real
Your tiny hands are dreaming
And my heart is healing
Through my chest I can feel
Your soul, the meaning
A world arising

When living is so real
I'm dreaming
I'm healing
When living is so real
I see the meaning
The world's arising
----
Ce n'est pas un matin comme les autres
Plus maintenant
Au plus profond de moi
Je commence seulement à comprendre
Comme jamais auparavant
  
Quand la vie est si réelle
Tes petites mains rêvent
Et mon cœur guérit
Mon bébé, je peux sentir
Ton âme, le sens
Un monde qui naît

Mon amour, mon fils
Né de tes ancêtres
Maintenant, tu es le soleil, je suis ton univers
Tu me trouveras toujours là

Je ne savais pas que le silence
Pouvait parler si fort
Tu respires, j'écoute
Le monde ralentit maintenant juste pour t'entendre
Et le temps lui-même s'incline

Quand la vie est si réelle
Tes petites mains rêvent
Et mon cœur guérit
À travers ma poitrine, je peux sentir
Ton âme, le sens
Un monde qui naît
 
Quand la vie est si réelle
Ton sourire devient le sens
Et l'espoir  sonne doucement
Mon bébé, tu révèles
Ces belles choses
Que tu imagines

Quand la vie est si réelle
Tes petites mains rêvent
Et mon cœur guérit
À travers ma poitrine, je peux sentir
Ton âme, le sens
Un monde qui naît

Quand la vie est si réelle
Je rêve
Je guéris
Quand la vie est si réelle
Je vois le sens
Le monde qui naît

When living is so real

played about with this a lot - again shifted to minor key helped with the spooky vibe - tweaked the words here and there - boom - murder ballad Enjoy 

Well, he walked up to me and he asked me if I wanted to dance
He looked kind of strange  I was lonely so I thought take a chance
When we danced, he held me tight
when he walked me home that night
All the stars were shining bright and then he kissed me
Each time I saw him, he couldn’t wait to see me again
I started to see he thought that I was more than a friend
I didn't know just what to do
When he whispered, "I love you"
I just whispered I love you too, and then he kissed me
He kissed me in a way like he’d never been kissed before
He kissed me in a way like he wanted to eat my soul 
He kept me filled with wine so I gave him all the love that I had
one day, he took me home to meet his mom and hisdad 
As we stood at the grave side 
He told me I would be his bride 
He wiped the last tear from my eye and then he kissed me
Then he told me i was his bride
Forever lie right by his side
He looked so happy as he watched me die
then he kissed me
then he kissed me
then he kissed me

then he kissed me (Crystals cover)

slide with me

Oh Rita” is a heartfelt, soulful anthem about chasing your dreams, taking your shot, and never giving up.

Oh Rita

In the smoky air
The strings collide
A blues guitar weeps
It’s my guide
Spanish whispers in the night
Bagpipes call from a distant height

A whistle cuts the heavy sky
It sings
It soars
It won't comply

Winds of the world
They scream and hum
From the highland hills to where oceans drum
Take my soul
Let it run
Winds of the world
I’m undone

Wandering wanderlust .mp3

WHO WILL GOD ICE FIRST
NETANYAHU
WOULD SATAN TOP THE BUCKET LIST
NETANYAHU
I SAY, NO, HE’S NOT THE WORST ONE OF THE LOT
MY GUESS, BIBI NETANYAHU, YAHOO! YAHOO!
>
WHO WILL GOD ASSASSINATE FIRST
I DON’T CARE, JUST WIPE THE SLATE
THE MEN IN SUITS AND THEIR RECRUITS
YAHOO!
THE POLITICIANS WE ALL HATE
>
WHO WILL GOD ASSASSINATE FIRST
YAHOO!
THE LIST IS LONG, THE ONES WE HATE
WHO WILL GOD ASSASSINATE FIRST
YAHOO! YAHOO!
NONE WILL PASS THROUGH HEAVEN’S GATE
>
WHO WILL GOD ASSASSINATE FIRST
YAHOO!
TAKES A LOT TO QUENCH HIS THRIST
TAKE A LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THAT HURSE
YAHOO!
AND THERE’S ROOM ON TOP FOR THE REST OF THE CURSED
>
WHO WILL GOD ELIMINATE FIRST
DOES SATAN TOP THE BUCKET LIST
I SAY NO, WE ARE SO MUCH WORSE
ALL THE PROPHETS SAY WE ARE CURSED

Who Would God Assassinate First?

IMPOSTER SYNDROME by Nova J

[INTRO]
sometimes I feel like
(I feel like)
I’m just a shadow
hiding in the light
(I’m an imposter)
like I woke up
in someone else’s life

[HOOK]
(mm mm ahh ahh ohh ohh)
run wild, run free, run for your life!
(mm mm mm ahh ohh )
imposter

[INSTRUMENTAL]

[VERSE 1 ]
slip inside
wear the calm
smile like it fits
eyes scan the air
for who I’m meant to be
words arrive
but meaning hesitates
at the edge of disbelief

[PRE CHORUS]
two selves drifting
in the same breath
torn between
Life and death

[CHORUS]
sometimes I feel like
(I’m barely here)
I’m barely here
(I’m an imposter)
just a shimmer
(fire) in someone else’s atmosphere

[VOCAL HOOK]
(mm mm ahh ahh ohh ohh)
run wild, run free, run for your life!
(mm mm mm ahh ohh )
imposter

[VERSE 2]
the mind wanders
through still light rooms
a version of tomorrow
pulling at the seams
you ask me who I am
I offer silence
frozen 

[PRE CHORUS]
two selves drifting
in the same breath
torn between
life and death 

[BRIDGE]
maybe tension is a signal
maybe unease holds the truth
maybe the mask isn’t false
just unfinished
quietly
becoming 

[FINAL CHORUS]
sometimes I feel like
a thought left unsaid
(I’m the imposter)
but maybe that’s part
of learning to live instead

[OUTRO]
(mm mm ahh ahh ohh ohh)
(mm mm mm ahh ohh )

watcher…
listener…
writer…
seeker…
singer…
sinner….

(mm mm ahh ahh ohh ohh)
(mm mm mm ahh ohh )

Imposter Syndrome

The tires roll soft on a road unnamed 
A hymn drifts out from a far-off band 
We whisper the words like a secret prayer 
And we follow the night with an open hand 

And we lean into the silence
When the static casts a spell 
We search all the channels 
When the station says farewell
Somewhere by the Nowhere Motel

The lights go red in the rearview glass
A gas pump lit up like a chapel sign
We pass it by like dreams we’ve had
Still whispering into the night

And we lean into the silence 
When the static casts a spell 
We search all the channels 
When the station says farewell
Somewhere by the Nowhere Motel

A voice on the dial says the war is done
But she keeps her coat wrapped so tight
We drive through towns forget their names
As they slowly fade out of sight

And we lean into the silence
When the static casts a spell 
We search all the channels 
When the station says farewell
Somewhere by the Nowhere Motel
Somewhere by the Nowhere Motel

Nowhere Motel (with Joliz)

Meditation Vibration

Beautiful Backing Track provided by Jam Tracks Galaxy ==> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tsmCcGAFJRs
THIS MOMENT
Open my eyes, it’s a brand-new day
Thankful I’m lying in a warm bed
Watch the sunlight peek through the blinds
Grateful I’m alive rather than dead

Take three deep breaths before I rise
Have a few words with my heart
Tell myself yesterday is not my keeper
This sunrise pleads for a new start

CHORUS
This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
All we have is this moment, try an’ enjoy it, yeh-ee-yeah

Chorus Music
Ooooh-oooh, Ooooh-oooh, Ooooh-oooh

Sweet as honey in my coffee cup
Kindness will be my best friend
‘Cuz we’re all goin through somethin’
Tomorrow it could all end

Workday’s done, walk the dog in the woods
May seem the humdrum thing to do
But it’s the simple pleasures in this life
I was missin’ hung up on you

CHORUS
This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
All we have is this moment, try an’ enjoy it, yeh-ee-yeah

This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
This world’s chaos and noise, try an’ avoid it
All we have is this moment, try an’ enjoy it, yeh-ee-yeah

Ooooh-ooh, Ooooh-ooh, Ooooh-ooh…Aha


© 2025 Renee La Chapelle – All Rights Reserved

THIS MOMENT

just how many songs are there about it being almost four?  😃

Nearly 4 O'clock

/
Thank You, and Thank You for the Forgiveness We Hope For
/

Thank You, and Thank You for the Forgiveness We Hope For

The Feeling Stays

😇💧💧💧💦⁂©All Rights Reserved 08-2025
©Lyricist, Mixer, Mastering, Creator, Pro License: Lady ElectroTrek
***

TITLE: BETHESDA BLUES
_______________________________________________________________
LYRICS:



(Verse 1)
Sun come up again today
Same old trouble in the way
My bones ache my spirit low
Where the good times where they go

(Pre-chorus)
Hear a whisper on the breeze
Something bout a magic ease

[Chorus]
Bethesda Pool oh Bethesda Pool
Washes away the mean and cruel
Bethesda Pool just dip your toe
Watch the bad stuff up and go

(Verse 2)
Walkin slow down to the water
Feelin like a lost old daughter
See the light dance on the green
Best darn sight I ever seen

(Pre-chorus)
Take a breath let out a sigh
No more tears just clear blue sky

(Chorus)
Bethesda Pool oh Bethesda Pool
Washes away the mean and cruel
Bethesda Pool just dip your toe
Watch the bad stuff up and go

Pool Of Miracles

Bethseda Blues

Bethesda Blues

God is an Astronaut - Echoes

When i'm not playing video games....
...i listen to and create Music.
I get into everything: Abba to Zappa...Grindcore to Gershwin...Nine Inch Nails to Nina Simone...Mike Oldfield to My Bloody Valentine to Miles Davis
  I LIKE MUSIC....composing and listening   😎
For the record: I am a keyboardist and sometimes drummer. About 90% of  the keyboard work is me actually playing a Yamaha Midi keyboard. Now you know...

Nearly 4 O'clock

𝙎𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙮 𝘽𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙