$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - REALITY LOSER

@swaggotry

he said my skin was soft like a baby
which he loved, naturally
and he loved it, naturally
he still loved it after i'd leave

under his nails and all over his sheets
it must have been hard forgetting me
i sent him pictures sporadically
because it's nice to feel sexy

and it's nice to know someone somewhere
is up late thinking about me
is up late jacking off to me
is up late demonizing me

i just planted a little seed
and now he's planting a little seed
a little seed a little alchemy
a cherry bleach on the rocks for me

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

you won't fade away from me
you'll always remain in me
i'll refrain from making you
take new roots i'll always wait for you

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

now it's not quite as soft as it used to be
shelf life is running out for me
my half-life is shorter than you think
but i feel you germinating inside me

feast your eyes on the knowledge tree
take a bite of the fruit you seek
and you'll learn what it means to be
obedient in the first degree

chemical burns on my tongue
chemical burns on my lips
chemical burns under my nose
chemical burns on my finger tips

chemical burns in my lungs
chemicals burn when i sigh
chemicals turn on my side
chemical burns on my fucking eyes

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - CHEMICAL BURNS (feat. Isshellir)

@swaggotry

sex doesn't do it for me
money doesn't do it for me
love doesn't do it for me
you know what does it for me?

gettin fuckin high as can be
playing games mindlessly
where i'm my only actual enemy
cos the real ones are NPCs

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
isn't that fucking annoying
i don't require you for anything
i don't require you for anything

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
everybody's draining my energy
i just wanna be where i can have
a full bar of HP
and my own MP

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
and not think about you or me
and not think about anxiety
and not think about real life, please

as i was running through horizon
on the back of my chocobo
to report to minfilia at the waking sands
the fifth time today
my consciousness began to melt away
and not a care remained

under the guidance of the scions of the 7th dawn
i had mercifully uncovered a switch flipped on
in my brain, while excavating the sunken temple of qarn
i turned off the pain with a dragonsong

all i want to do is smoke
all i want to do is be alone
all i want to do is smoke
all i want to do is

all i wanna do is smoke weed
and play final fantasy xiv
baby you know that you're beautiful
but you're no thancred or nero
you're no urianger or alphinaud

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - XIV

@swaggotry

i've been informed that there's a pattern in my life
that there's a reason why i dropped out of school a million times
an explanation for why i get anxiety thinking about long bus rides
and why i can't seem to stop ghosting guys

you think i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a way
that seemed like i loved you
'cos i didn't
now you're saying goodbye
and i'm saying good riddance

you heard me, right?
so get the fuck out of my life
you go left and i'll go right
to make sure we never collide

to make sure i never stumble back inside
to make sure i never accidentally
spend another night
just please stay out of my life

you know it could have been nice
everything would've been fine
but then you had to go and make it
fucking weird with your

lightning fast replies
making it difficult for me to
come up with my perfect lies
for why i can't hang out tonight

you think i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a
way that even remotely indicated i enjoyed it
i should have just masturbated

you say i've got commitment issues
i just sprint in the opposite direction
when you say "i miss you"

you say i've got commitment issues
i just think it's easier if we
both break out the tissues

you say i've got commitment issues
i just sprint in the opposite direction
when you say "i miss you"
and i never ever ever look back
just appreciate what we had
i'm deleting you off of snap
to post stories without feeling bad

you say i've got issues with commitment
i just know when it is and i know when it isn't
and i'm sorry if i fucked you in a
way that seemed like i loved you
cos i didn't
now you're saying "i hope you fucking die"
and that is such a fucking relief
though i think i'm starting to see
that you probably have a point
i think i've got issues with commitment

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - COMMITMENT ISSUES

@swaggotry

Don't answer that, I already know
I just wanted to hear it out of your mouth, though
I feel like it would be embarrassing to ask
I get anxiety about being direct
You answer back, I think you know
You don't seem mad, so we should let it go
But from the way that you replied
I kinda get the feeling you've maybe got a plan of your own in mind

I manipulate, you manipulating me, it's the same thing
It's hard to break habits overnight
Ultimata might be effective short-term, but don't gaslight me
You do the same shit, like, every day
We are both to blame, we aren't gonna change
I manipulate, you manipulate
Baby, you're all mine, and so is your brain

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this, 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby
I'm gonna be the only one that you see, you'll see
You're gonna make me, make you, make me love you, it's true
I'm gonna watch it happen
I'm gonna let you, please do

I'll manipulate you, manipulate me
And we both see, and maybe we'll fight and apologize
Just to keep your eyes off of other guys, and on me tonight
You manipulate me, and I admit
It doesn't feel great, but I can deal with it
You feel guilty, I say, "No, don't worry"
No, really, don't worry
Cross the line, it's blurry, anyway

Baby, it's so hard for me to let you even have a peek
At the darkness that I am convinced is lurking deep in me
I just wanna be the one who's in control of everything
My brain is always telling me to lie about the smallest things
I just wanna have all of the answers, and I want them to be perfect
That way I can feel a little bit less far from perfect
And the reason that I feel so comfortable explaining this
Is 'cause I have a feeling that you've already been thinking it

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm so fucking manipulative, I can't help it
I'm afraid of waking up from this 'cause this is perfect
And I swear that every time we kiss
I would murder just to keep you up against my lips for all eternity

I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me
You're gonna make me, make you, make me love you, it's true
I'm gonna make you, make me, make you love me, baby

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - SO FUCKING MANIPULATIVE

@swaggotry

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
and i hate to ruin the mood but get your hand off of my back
and i hate to ruin the mood i hate to vomit on you
i hate to ruin your dreams that you could be a hero too

i don't think this is gonna work out
you say "shh" with your finger on my mouth

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
but i'm starting to get the feeling you're not sure about that
and i need to take off my coat and i need to take off my shoes
and you're unbuttoning my pants said i should take 'em off too

there's nothing sexy 'bout a panic attack
and you tell me to close my eyes and just lay down on my back
and i think i'm having a stroke and i think you're having a stroke
my heart is gonna explode my heart is gonna explode

$WAGGOT X Ｓｐａｔｉａｌ Ｍａｎｕｆａｃｔｕｒｅ Ｌｔｄ. - SEXY PANIC ATTACK

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i bite through it

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guides
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