https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/rodmadeit

This times for us baby gon put my phone on DND
I’m at the store posted up lookin like a PNG
I want whatever you want, baby what you tellin me ?
Whatever you want 
What. ever. you. want.

Just like a rose
When I saw you my heart it un-froze
Couldn’t rewrite it if I wanted, I’m not much good at prose 
One of those?
Yeah, been there, time heals it the most 
“What if we never got to meet?”
Well I guess nobody knows 
Even if I had amnesia it would it stay on my mind 
When people ask me what I’m doing I say "Wasting my time"
Nothings surprises me when you realise we even exist 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this 

I hate to say goodbye so I won’t talk anymore 
Walk in the clear blue sky I don’t wanna wait anymore
Day after day I’ve tried but I think this time it’s working 
The PostLow for certain, in too deep like I’m surfing 
Cash coming in rn but I don’t care for it much 
They tried act so cool but I’m not into that stuff 
All of the words right there on my lips like a kiss 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this

DND (prod. recycleBin + rodmadeit)

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
I pray tomorrow its all said and done
I tried my best to really be someone
Why would I tell you how I feel
When I don't want this to be real

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

spira me:
I swear I really tried my hardest
The ugliness inside revealed itself
Pushed away, disgraced and smothered
I want my life back to be honest
(I want my life back to be honest)

I long for solitude, I wanted to be brave
And one day I'll have to pay for my mistakes
Swear life is a movie but I need another take
I stepped outside today dissolving in the rain

buffalobang:
Tell me something baby, something that you hate
I suck with words and I swear I can't behave
Theres really nothing worth a while in this for you that I can name
Think I forgot along the way that's why I question

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

Smothered

So Empty (with3r)

Trauma Intro

Prod. Spira

Spira me:
Lost my mind
This time it's urgent
In your memories I'll dissolve
Tainted mirror shows a burden
Serenading for their love

Revolting
Ran it down into nothing
(nothing)
(nothing)
Stopped counting
Days since I walked out that
Door
Nothing ever felt like this before
Nothing ever felt like this before

Buffalobang:
Intuition
I can't trust a single thing I feel
My condition
Growing still
My skin starting to peel
This darkened memories are haunting
Where the heart is
Home is where the haunt is

Dissolving In Your Memories

Prod. Spira

Buffalobang:
I didn't think that it would matter that much
I must be dumb I couldn't fathom how much
It meant to you
It meant to you
I know you think that I suck
Yeah you're right
I really got it messed up this time
That's all I do
That's all I do

The quiet consumes me
I should have let you in
I wanted it so badly
I wanted you so badly

Spira me:
About to break apart
Nothing ever works out when you want it all
Reality caught up to me and played its part
Felt all kinds of emotions talking to a wall
I guess I failed, at least I tried
On a continuous decline
Went out my way to break my mind
I thought that you would change my life

The Quiet Consumes Me

@cashjunko - xansxansxans (@prodmingus @sbjrdn)

Stealing (Prod.Jupiter)

Worldwide Music Entertainment // BIG 
BALLER EXCLUSIVE // Loner's Club 

IG: @bigballerexclusive
X: @derekmona 
Links: https://linktr.ee/derekmonabigballerexclusive
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C4LL

@uknoxoxo
@opal707
@sg37

rich kid im so concieted
christian shoes im not bleeding
eckhaus latta new season
give up u cant get even

give u my heart just keep it
keep-keep it like a secret
wake up i miss that feeling
wake up head straight 2 niemans

she said that im a demon
that shit i dont believe in
cant kick it for no reason
a vow without a meaning

on private u cant reach me 
in louis like i need these
just act like u dont need me
love me dont leave its easy

wake up more drugs less feelings
said i love you last time didnt mean it
celine dion keep bleeding
yr heart cant take the beating
sad face baby tt'ing
said she in love with me but i dont know the meaning
youre a slave to love baby i dont need it
im a slave to pain thats my only feeling

eckhaus latta ft UKNO (opal + sg37)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

Dissolving In Your Memories

Spira me

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