Sadboys brought me hello from Liverpool Pennsylvania

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

spira me:
Depression
Got crushed under the pressure
Punished by the only one I ever thought was precious
Watch you turn your back on me before I got the message
Searching for a reason for this curse that I am blessed with
A broken rapper
Got drugs under the mattress
All this shit you said behind my back, it had me laughing
Tear me apart one of these days I swear I've had it
Go ahead and break my neck while you're at it

buffalobang:
Crush me baby, betray me
I don't even blame you at this point
There's clear signs of agony
If you're so sorry, then don't do that shit times two
Don't still care how dumb you think I am
I'll always circle back to you

Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?
Pieces never fall like we had hoped them to
Crumble into ashes when I think of you
Must be bad huh?

Circle Back

Produced by buffalobang

buffalobang:
I pray tomorrow its all said and done
I tried my best to really be someone
Why would I tell you how I feel
When I don't want this to be real

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

spira me:
I swear I really tried my hardest
The ugliness inside revealed itself
Pushed away, disgraced and smothered
I want my life back to be honest
(I want my life back to be honest)

I long for solitude, I wanted to be brave
And one day I'll have to pay for my mistakes
Swear life is a movie but I need another take
I stepped outside today dissolving in the rain

buffalobang:
Tell me something baby, something that you hate
I suck with words and I swear I can't behave
Theres really nothing worth a while in this for you that I can name
Think I forgot along the way that's why I question

It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know
It's all in my head I know

Smothered

my vision

prod n vocals me
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i wasnt trynna cause no problems
i said
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
uh uh
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems

its bad now
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain, mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
theres something missing
theres something missing
theres something missing 
theres something

nowadays nothing really looks appealing
down real bad i cant even touch the ceiling
i no longer know what i believe in
lost my passion lost my reason
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
reached for the top ended up at the bottom
its a reminder im still falling
its something really bad and its coming back like autum

real ass bloke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
my bodys going numb and im freezing when its hot in
i couldnt even tell you bout this all you gotta know
its bad
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
theres something missing 
theres something

I think we ought to start our life old
And we have all the pain, and we're feeble
And we look at our friends, and they're feeble too, they're 100
But every day we get younger, and we have something to look forward to
No need to kill yourself you know, there's hope
And then when you reach 20, 19, 12, 10
Every day is really a new day
And it's really a miracle
And then you're a baby, and you don't even know your life is ending
You just suck on your mother's tit and then you die

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Your pockets doing standup
Yeah I swear they too fun
I ain’t gotta lie now
Yeah I see you too dumb
Watch me as I light up starting off a new day
We ain’t leaving no crumbs yeah I see you too late

Count me up them bandz on a call with your friends coming over
Yeah I took your girl through the mall just to show what I’m on

Just to show her all the right spots yeah

I could take you through the night like a tourist
Yeah you said it wasn’t easy but I know it is
I’m with the birds you could think I play for Norwich
Too sick now I’m talking to new

Oooou
I ain’t gonna say that word
Enter heaven at seven eleven 
Posted on the curb
I hear you talking all that talk still don’t go to work
I see looking at the bag yeah like this your first

I said it ain’t personal 
Yeah I always keep you around but you disposable 
Can’t tell my plans I don’t know what I want you for 
Gotta keep it down (shh) 
keep it on the low
I just hopped out the car with some drank on the go
I just told the chauffeur we ain’t gotta try to go home

No you cannot lose me yeah we got too boozy
No you cannot fool me once you don’t know me
Pockets staying on me Yeah I keep it lonely 
I just got some new swag yeah I’m just gone store it

Oh my god
I say oh my god

Count me up them bandz on a call with your friends coming over
Yeah I took your girl through the mall just to show what I’m on

Just to show her all the right spots yeah

I could take you through the night like a tourist
Yeah you said it wasn’t easy but I know it is
I’m with the birds you could think I play for Norwich
Too sick now I’m talking to new

The North (prod. silver & filip)

If You Can't Tell

Trauma Intro

Prod. Spira

Spira me: 
Why do you want to see me suffer?
Turn me into nothing
Nothing but a problem
You just want to see me suffer
Turn me into nothing
From something to nothing

Break me down
Torn apart
Can see now
Life gets hard
Bring me down with you
Treat me like you want me too
Feed me all your made up truths
Treat me like you want it too
I don't do the shit I used to do
Bring me down with you

Buffalobang:
I promise that I'm working
On not being a burden
And I can't go on hurting
I'm hurting for no purpose
No purpose
No purpose
If I can't see the purpose
Then is it really worth it?
Really worth it
Really worth it

I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I know that I'm not worth it
I'd love to be your person
Be your person
I'm not worth it

Suffer

Prod. Spira

Spira me:
Lost my mind
This time it's urgent
In your memories I'll dissolve
Tainted mirror shows a burden
Serenading for their love

Revolting
Ran it down into nothing
(nothing)
(nothing)
Stopped counting
Days since I walked out that
Door
Nothing ever felt like this before
Nothing ever felt like this before

Buffalobang:
Intuition
I can't trust a single thing I feel
My condition
Growing still
My skin starting to peel
This darkened memories are haunting
Where the heart is
Home is where the haunt is

Dissolving In Your Memories

Prod. Spira

Buffalobang:
I didn't think that it would matter that much
I must be dumb I couldn't fathom how much
It meant to you
It meant to you
I know you think that I suck
Yeah you're right
I really got it messed up this time
That's all I do
That's all I do

The quiet consumes me
I should have let you in
I wanted it so badly
I wanted you so badly

Spira me:
About to break apart
Nothing ever works out when you want it all
Reality caught up to me and played its part
Felt all kinds of emotions talking to a wall
I guess I failed, at least I tried
On a continuous decline
Went out my way to break my mind
I thought that you would change my life

The Quiet Consumes Me

Everything, Everywhere Ends (prod. Eera + with3r)

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Suffer

Spira me

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