https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/lewisgoing

It's all in my mind
Ever there, all the time
I'm jumping back, into the deep end
I'm jumping back, where I can let go
I know I am, I want it all, not again
When my body turns numb & my hands turn numb
Going back to that again
I'm going back back back back back
(And it all turns numb)

Crimson falls, when it falls and it clears my mind
Can't you see? Stainless steel opens up to light
When it falls, clear skys only whatever you want
Whatever you see, can't you see?
It's not dark to me, it's the start for me

But I change, everytime
Take a step, take a step, to the light, you'll be fine
Even when I'm alone I'm never really alone
I'm letting go of it that's my way of controlling it
I'm trying to keep a level head but I know im defeated
If admittance is weakness, than I must be the weakest
I'm more than anything that you can say I am
If life is just a game than why not play again?
It can't be worse than nothing, all I'm asking for is time
It breaks my heart but frees my mind

Crimson falls, when it falls and it clears my mind
Can't you see? Stainless steel opens up to light
When it falls, clear skys only whatever you want
Whatever you see, can't you see?
It's not dark to me, it's the start for me
So I freed it
In the cycle
It wants me to need it
And I freed it, so I freed it
It wants me to need it

Crimson Falls (prod. recycleBin + lewisgoing)

@spira_me @with3rx @bigdog30k

*ill try to forget*
*ill try to forget*

when i fall
youll watch it all happen from afar
youll find me
tattered knocking on your front door
and you can
knock me down onto the cold floor
(i tried to stop asking why)
just tell me
you want me and ill do it once more

do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget

i tried to stop asking why- do i do this all the time
do you remember how you held me
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
cus id do just about anything to forget
forget
forget
i just wish you didnt look at me with regret

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

break apart and build again
leave me dead into the well
i was up until i fell
connect the pieces to myself
in the fire watch you melt
what you said was never meant
tear the circuits out my face
the deepest pain ive ever felt

forget

forget + spira me ( with3r &  bigdog30k)

Spira Me & With3r - Existing & Lingering
Vinyl & CD releasing via Fullmetalrecords 19:00 CET

I Tried My Luck [with3r]

I Have Given Up [with3r]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

feat @user-129366899-725037238

I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

Let her go,
I can’t really speak nah,
I was in that mode,
Recording for a week now,
They in competition, with who?
I don’t really pay attention,
Pastor give a lesson,
I ain’t really listen,

What’s the challenge?
Feeling manic,
Right now I’m on the couch,
D1v he recording me,
This life of mine is more than me,
Bad bitch she annoying me,
Sprite mixed with that mud,
SCNL, Stockholm City that’s No Love,
They gone say I’m booted,
But it’s okay I walk with Buddha,
I be up, can not sleep,
I got pills in my jeans..

I don't know what else to say
whatever happens do it my way
come to club the tables paid
off the x touch my face
idk when im coming home
idk should take her home
one more cup I might be gone
one more day im on my own


I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

more than me+eskimoshaman [shinju]

Pip Boi

if you get lost, dont think that ill find you

Slonkers - Lost (CLIP)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

Wolfs - sglily/swoopy/sg37

All For You ft. Sg lily

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

I Tried My Luck [with3r]

Spira me