thats more than good or perfect thats like the big bang fr this beat makes me implode

Yet I still dream about her face sometimes I wish I never met her

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

03.CBA
Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

Today i pulled off my first smile
In a really long time
And these mistakes i can't unwind
But fuck it i don't even mind
She asked if something's wrong, I said "i'm fine"
Why would you care if i wasn't?
Recently it's hard for me to try
But imma keep you my promise

Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

She said i'm so cold

CBA (with3r)

13.Everything falls apart
And I've tried
Yeah I wanted to be someone
And life passes me by
Yeah I'm wishing and wishing again
It's alright
To be lonely I don't have to pretend
Like I'm special
I'm just wishing and wishing again

Everything falls apart
Everything dissapears
Trying to let it go
But wishing that I was there
Everything falls apart
Everything dissapears
Trying to let it go
But wishing that I was there

Everything Falls Apart

12.Halo
Wish I knew what they know
I've been going hard man I don't know when to stop
I'll do whatever if you say so
I can see your halo

I can see your halo
I can see your halo
I will go where you go
Hold my breath and follow
I've been wondering if this is what you want?
I've been going hard I don't know when to stop
I could wait forever if you say so
I can see your halo
Wish I felt what you felt
Wish I loved but i dont know how to love
Yeah it felt like you crushed me
Atleast I know now what it's like being crushed
Couldn't tell what you meant
I'm not the best at picking up alot of stuff
And I swear we were something
Atleast I know now what it's like giving up

I've been wondering if life is but a dream
I wake up just to go to sleep
And I wish that you were the one for me
Make me feel something I never feel
Memories of when you turned your back on me
It's amazing how she was life to me
Reality kicks in once more for me
Reality kicks in my teeth

I can see your halo
I can see your halo
I will go where you go
Hold my breath and follow
I can see your halo
I can see your halo
I will go where you go
Hold my breath and follow

I've been wondering if life is but a dream
I wake up just to go to sleep
And i wish that you were the one for me
Make me feel something i never feel
Memories of when you turned your back on me
It's amazing how she was life to me
Reality kicks in once more for me
Reality kicks in my teeth
I've been wondering if life is but a dream
I wake up just to go to sleep
And i wish that you were the one for me
Make me feel something i never feel
Memories of when you turned your back on me

Halo (with3r)

11.Sentimental
Boysnightsout scarf round my neck
With BNO and that's forever
You said something that I said
But man I swear I said it better
I've been grinding now for years, don't know what happened I got sidetracked
I see you all up in my dm's trynna build go play some Minecraft

Overthink, I overthink and lay in bed like nothing matters
Yet I still dream about her face sometimes I wish I never met her
I pour a drink and then I drink way, way more than I can manage
Overthink, I overthink I waste my time I'm nothing special

I wanna see you just don't hurt me again
Even if it's only for a second
It's three-am and I'm out lurking again
Baby come say what's on your mental
I wanna see you just don't hurt me again
Even if it's only for a second
It's three-am and I'm home working again
Baby come say what's on your mental

Baby don't be so sentimental

I been trynna escape this town, but I've been tethered
Sun outside but in my head it's heavy weather
Saying it's not me like it's meant to make it better
Never felt nobody, the way I felt her
Another cycle left defeated
I been trying, I can't beat it
Does your mouth taste conceited
Do you mean it when you see him?
All the pressure of the scheming
Do you feel it when you breath in?
I been trying see the reason
Another failure been repeated

I wanna see you just don't hurt me again
Even if it's only for a second
It's three-am and I'm out lurking again
Baby come say what's on your mental
I wanna see you just don't hurt me again
Even if it's only for a second
It's three-am and I'm home working again
Baby come say what's on your mental

Baby don't be so sentimental

Boysnightsout scarf round my neck
With BNO and that's forever
You said something that I said
But man I swear I said it better
I've been grinding now for years, don't know what happened I got sidetracked
I see you all up in my dm's trynna build go play some Minecraft

Overthink, I overthink and lay in bed like nothing matters
Yet I still dream about her face sometimes I wish I never met her
I pour a drink and then I drink way, way more than I can manage
Overthink, I overthink I waste my time I'm nothing special

Sentimental +kbry (with3r)

07.Enjoy life
I want to be sedated
Just take your time, life is passing me by
And i don't want to see you later, enjoy your life and i'll worry about mine
You've become someone i've hated
You've been on bullshit while i've been on my grind
And our memories are fading enjoy your life and i'll worry about mine
I didn't hear what you said, that shits funny to me
I took a season off I guess it means nothing to me
I cut some people off, hit bed and went right back to sleep
Yeah imma sell out on my first opportunity
And i'm so tired of this shit, so embarrassing
I thought i'd take it somewhere far, it aint happening
If they don't want me around, ok guess i'll leave
Random-ass demented guy smelling like cdg

I want to be sedated
Just take your time, life is passing me by
And i don't want to see you later, enjoy your life and i'll worry about mine
You've become someone i've hated
You've been on bullshit while i've been on my grind
And our memories are fading enjoy your life 
And i'll worry about mine

Enjoy Life (with3r)

06.Lethargic
They said they met me, was i really there?
Wake up every day i couldn't tell you how i really feel
I walk around in brands you didn't know exist
When i stepped up on the stage they started taking pics

Fuck knows what they're doing over there
Shit's fucked...

They said they met me, was i really there?
Wake up every day i couldn't tell you how i really feel
I walk around in brands you didn't know exist
When i stepped up on the stage they started taking pics
I'm acting cool on IG but i'm faking it
I'm a nerd i'm in the game, don't care how late it is
I wanted to be someone now i'm hating it
Man I've been inside the club while you wait to get in

I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started
I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started

I wish i was asleep
While you're wishing you were me
I wish i was asleep
While you're wishing you were me

These kids are looking up to me but i'm a mess
And the days are passing by like it was never meant
I'm missing everything i left behind, I miss myself
And i'd do anything to get you back, I miss my friend
I'm acting cool on IG but i'm faking it
I'm a nerd i'm in the game, don't care how late it is
I wanted to be someone now i'm hating it
Man I've been inside the club while you wait to get in

I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started
I'm a lethargic lifelover
Yeah she wanted me to be her other
I can take a lot but this was harder
What i think bout you, don't get me started

Lethargic (with3r + sg37)

05.You
If you'd let me be there i'd be right there
Imma catch a train and see you somewhere
Life is not the best but baby oh well
Deep inside the forest, throw a show there

I've cried
Held it inside
You stayed on my mind
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces

If you'd let me be there i'd be right there
Imma catch a train and see you somewhere
Life is not the best but baby oh well
Deep inside the forest, throw a show there
Acting like i'm someone but i'm not shit
It hurts to accept it but i get it
Opal pendant still all on my necklace
Halo 3 Masterchief my sweater

I've cried
Held it inside
You stayed on my mind
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces

You (with3r + sg37)

04.Ruin
You left me broken hearted
You're the memory that i've discarded
You're the solution and i'm the problem
Nothing hurts more than letting go

I'm going day by day longing for someone by my side
Guess noone's perfect
The fallen knight puts on his armor just to walk a thousand miles
But was it worth it
I'm used to walking into fires just for nothing but a smile
Through the burning ruins
I used to wake up always wishing for a moment to rewind
But now im going stupid

Forgot my FENDI sweater
I dont care you can have it
Times pass nothing's forever
Cherish our times together

You left me broken hearted (I guess you don't really care)
You're the memory that i've discarded (I guess you don't really care)
You're the solution and i'm the problem (But to me it meant something)
Nothing hurts more than letting go

Ruin (with3r)

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