❤deep inside the forest throw a show there

I hate coming back to a song I really liked and it didn’t blow up

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

05.You
If you'd let me be there i'd be right there
Imma catch a train and see you somewhere
Life is not the best but baby oh well
Deep inside the forest, throw a show there

I've cried
Held it inside
You stayed on my mind
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces

If you'd let me be there i'd be right there
Imma catch a train and see you somewhere
Life is not the best but baby oh well
Deep inside the forest, throw a show there
Acting like i'm someone but i'm not shit
It hurts to accept it but i get it
Opal pendant still all on my necklace
Halo 3 Masterchief my sweater

I've cried
Held it inside
You stayed on my mind
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces
You left me in pieces

You (with3r + sg37)

04.Ruin
You left me broken hearted
You're the memory that i've discarded
You're the solution and i'm the problem
Nothing hurts more than letting go

I'm going day by day longing for someone by my side
Guess noone's perfect
The fallen knight puts on his armor just to walk a thousand miles
But was it worth it
I'm used to walking into fires just for nothing but a smile
Through the burning ruins
I used to wake up always wishing for a moment to rewind
But now im going stupid

Forgot my FENDI sweater
I dont care you can have it
Times pass nothing's forever
Cherish our times together

You left me broken hearted (I guess you don't really care)
You're the memory that i've discarded (I guess you don't really care)
You're the solution and i'm the problem (But to me it meant something)
Nothing hurts more than letting go

Ruin (with3r)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Should I put it all together in a Haiku
Maybe then you’ll understand why I don’t like  you
They have it ready for me every time I slide thru 
I don’t remember but It sounds like something i’d do 
Should I put it all together in a stanza
Don’t worry bout what i’ve been doin get ur bands up 
Bros not into comedy but he’s a stand up 
With the boys talking shit but it’s banter 

Put my foot into a hand and then they boost me
When I say it’s going good I say it loosely 
I’d say my life is like a novel not a movie 
No you cannot get a feature you’re a goofy 
Bottom of the pit we exist yeah it’s kinda fun 
Let em in again am I smart? no i’m kinda dumb 
They won’t even know me when it’s over when it’s said and done 
Gems on my wrist look like the water of a setting sun 
Hanging in the alley with my crow 
I remember thinking this is as far as i’d go 
I remember no one even caring on the low 
I coulda held a grudge but I had to let it go

They just let me in and no one questioned i’m official 
Everytime I get a text from crow it’s like a riddle 
Pendant on my neck I got it blessed it has a sigil 
Raining on the ferry im just sketchin in the drizzle 
Talking off my ear what do I look like bro your therapist?
I feel like i’m Leon all the evil in this residence 
I just spent 11 at Dior to show my reverence 
How’d they cut you off and you ain’t even get a severance 
Just keep it real that’s all you’ll ever need to do 
We’re in the gallows if you want then you can hang out too
There’s a part of me I hid so I freed it 
No one really wants it that’s the reason that I need it

Haiku (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/jolst

30 petals of a flower on my body 
The molecules have got me 
I keep walking Ina circle, almost lost me 
It got me
It’s onto me

I’ve been honest like always
I can’t go back to the old days
Life still passes slowly
Just as dumb and lonely 
Fuck this can’t you Solve me
Just this one and only

Do you think about it casually?
Does it make it past that wall that you’ve built up
You push & you push them back
And then you wonder why? & then you wonder why
Open up your eyes, I've tried...
(I'm so wrong, how could I be so wrong)

30 Petals (prod. recycleBin + Jolst)

you tube (featuring Spira me)

lead me on (prod. silo)

Rich Baby Daddy

prod https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

Miracle Freestyle

this is not gonna work
i can already tell you this is not gonna work
and it's sad cus i really like you

she's an angel that just caused a scene
she's a miracle thats into me
and i swear i saw you in my sleep
in a dream inside a dream

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

she said "can't be around someone like you"
she said "just put together 2 and 2"
i know, did not expect true love so soon
i love the way you dance, the way you move

she gets mad at me so easily
i cant blame her been awhile since i was feelin me
trynna fuck up my routine
i got business to attend, wake up get dressed and leave

wanna see you she replied with please 
please pretty please
playing games with me to make me feel
by any means

Miracle (Ddertbag)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

You (with3r + sg37)

Spira me

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