ego not my downfall (splashgvng)

Lyrics:

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling

this shit is fuckin targeted
so ill say it as i mean it
i'm so sick of all the paragraphs
but i feel like you need them
all the years of gearing up
unsheathing swords and fighting demons
never thought i'd die to you
a pretty girl who sent me reeling
honestly in many ways i think i'm really missing you
i've still thought of coming back but i don't think we'd change our views
thought i knew all that i wanted i assumed that you did too
looking back i'm fucking stupid
fixing shit that wasn't strewn
so i guess it's an apology for feeling all my feelings
for looking this far into things that held no fucking meaning
but knowing you
you'd get me quick
for why i acted on a weakness
and i don't think it's what i want
so please 
i need a single reason

i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you
i just need a single reason
to come back to you

-

you couldn't know what it's like.
you couldn't know what it's like
don't u dare pretend u get this
don't u dare pretend u get this.
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
it's a unique pain
yea somehow this shit don't feel the same.

a dragonslayer's weakness (sadtxnshi)

@emptychest
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@yung-shadow1
@soulfadexo

(Ally Holloway)
I'm condemned for crossfire
but he's got no proof
he's got no proof
x2

and I'm tryna learn
is that to bad?
changing my name, what does that do for me?
sex aint the same if you're doing it for me.
the child was sad but now I look for her
for her >:(
so she dont gotta hurt more
worry more
when the storm rolls in, hit the storm door
hit the storm door
its really hard to love
life for what it is and all the worst.

(hero.)
could things go accordingly
for once beat my anxieties
i'd like to live comfortably
she said leave it all to me n i could do the rest
i beat common knowledge to a pulp so save ur breath
she said 
"its something u could never get"
oh no really i can guess
don't be condescending or i'll gut u like ur friend 

timeless gang
baby say my name
watch the rain
in my face 

(NAVXOWER)

(Crizzy White)
Open your eyes
What do you see
Broken dreams
Haunting screams
Yeah they live inside of me
Mixing this shit like an alchemist
Sorry to say but I really ain't proud of this
I did my best to be put in the back of it
I've had that shit in my head and it's battering
Really ain't scared of my death no more
I'm just getting used to drinking
Falling on the floor
I'm with Timeless they gon pick me up
But I been craving more
Hear the raven in my ear
It's says I'm dying nevermore

(soulfade)

Open Your Eyes w/ emptychest, hero, NAVYXOWER, Crizzy White & soulfade [+ christ]

originally was gonna scrap this

non-profit

mix. @ztope

excessive w/ shiloh dynasty (rx808)

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

thank you HKFIFTYONE for this feature <3
.
Every time I see your face I know
You cannot be replaced
You are my home
I feel your whispers on my skin my love
They fade away
I start to fray
Blinkers till I'm numb

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if can't dance

Won't you hit me up for plans?
Said you like the way I stand
Bet you miss the way we talked
How we'd drink and not get caught
Send me loving and you ghost
Completely melt me when you post
Can't stop crying so you know
Taking blinkers for my soul

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

HKFIFTYONE
When did things change so much?
The pain I hold deep in my gut
I'm stuck alone
I'm in a rut
I have to move before time is up
If you knew what you meant to me
You'd feel it too
You're a masterpiece
But as it stands
I'll never be
The one you want
Baby, I can't see

What have I become?
You know who I am
This wasn't in our plans
I hope that you're a fan
I feel that I've been damned
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

What have I become?
This wasn't in our plans
I crave to hold your hand
Even if I can't dance

Secret Heart of A Bean

Secret Heart of A Bean ft, HKFIFTYONE (prod. ʇlnɐɟ)

Secret Heart Of A Bean Ft. HKFIFTYONE (prod. Fault)

prod. safeatlast, no samples <3
@breckenford

dont leave me alone here
i dont know what you see here

so i try and i try just to make you remember
the way that you left me alone in september
drink on my own ima drink til december
wont pick up the phone no i wont ever answer

so please let me go
i dont need you no more

say what you want cuz i wont ever listen
my body cant go on i cant make the distance
i cant tell my rights from my lefts whats the difference
if you were to stay or just leave in a minute

i wont admit it
ive reached my limit
ive reached the end of my life whens the next one
cant bear to look in your eyes since i messed up

i pray to see u once again
either its heaven or hell
i hope that ur resting well

i hope that we meet again
cuz i been trapped inside this cell
and i cant break myself out

[FøRD:]

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

i cant tell you what I want in my life no more
telling the truth I think it’s time to cut the cord
deathly afraid of heartbreak cuz i can’t afford
anymore time with a girl who only ignores
so what do I do? Stick to my lonely
substance abuse “I don’t need you”, not what you told me

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back

i hope that we meet again ft. brecken

scapegoat - better off dead w/ lil skele prod. droozy (2019)

@xweepings @jehovahsaurus

Lyrics - 
Whoa, I don't know man
I've been fucking up I'm losing all control man
Whoa yeah, I can't fight this
Feelings taken as I look into that iris
Baby I'm sorry I can go had some set backs
I cannot picture you in full, might forget that
Whoa yeah I can't go back
Feel that liquor in my soul
And my lungs black

Fade away
These memories
This night it turns to day
No I won't hesitate
To take you back to my room
Sing along to my tunes
And wash away the pain right now
Truthfully I'm fucked up in the brain right now
But it's nothing that the vodka couldn't drain right out
Walking home alone no coat and rain fall down
Sleep outside the lullaby of
Yo can we can we run that back
Truthfully I'm fucked up in the brain right now
Truthfully I'm fucked up in the brain right now
I got nothing to remember that cute face right now
So I face another bottle with no chase lie down

Whoa, I don't know man
I've been fucking up I'm losing all control man
Whoa yeah, I can't fight this
Feelings taken as I look into that iris
Baby I'm sorry I can go had some set backs
I cannot picture you in full, might forget that
Whoa yeah I can't go back
Feel that liquor in my soul
And my lungs black

Whoa (feat. Weepings & Jehovahsaurus)

Pretend We’re God.

just a lil summin I made for fun. been challenging myself to produce everyday and I liked the way this one came out

Whoa (feat. Weepings & Jehovahsaurus)

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