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thank you https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself  https://soundcloud.com/lilxlotus https://soundcloud.com/scummusic https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty 

TRACKLIST:

00:12 - Cant sleep w/ Lil Lotus

02:26 - Walk away interlude

03:45 - Make me numb w/ lil happy lil sad

05.58 - Staying home interlude

06.40 - Honest w/ scum

09.25 - Dose

11:27 - Blink 182 interlude

12:15 - Crying on the phone

14:00 - Black Skies w/ YungJZAisDead

17:15 - The End

20:03 - BONUS TRACK - 40 years from now by Lowly God

22:51 - Outro - Moe suicide skit

✧ ♡ ✧  ♡ ✧

NEVERMIND EP (prod. killedmyself)- w/ lil lotus, scum, lil happy lil sad, YungJZAisDead & Lowly

@notmorgn <333

lyrics:

I don't need no friends that fake expressions just for fun
how you say i started when i ain't even begun
every lie you stack up on me hurts unless you're done
every day i suffer in my room well just because

everyday i wake up in a nightmare its a curse
every night i try to change then wake up felling worse
thoughts and hollow memories but still no lessons learned
broken glass for feelings but nobody act concerned

i can't hold my happiness for not even a day
people poppin xannys and they wanna hide the pain
i don't think they understand that life isn't a game
look inside yourself and you might find someone to blame

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

i can hear your whispers as they echo through my mind
pitch black border painted all around your eyes
i don't feel a thing i swear i've never been this high
i don't need to try
i don't wanna stay here
wanna take my life

i don't think i'll every try to make it through the night
who wants to feel alive
am i right
wanna die in your eyes

medicate anxiety no remedy to pain
medicate society so they all go insane
medicate my brain, medicate my brain (x2)

dying in ur eyes (prod.notmorgn)

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

spotify.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

@qawikamri
@guardinmusic
Sample from: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/sunshine

LYRICS:-
Guardin 
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi Kamri
tell me what is right or wrong
you've been gone for too long
ive been feeling so alone
when was the last time you sang my song? 

i fell with the tears on my face
lately ive been feeling so out of place
call out and i scream your name
baby can you please just stay

is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

Guardin & Qawi
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy
baby where you lately
i think im going fucking crazy

Qawi
is it too late to save me
is it too late to heal me
is it too late, is it too late?

I Don't Know Who I Am (w guardin)

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

<3

Lyrics

-

Ive been running, Ive been keepin bout the same pace
A billion miles an hour, yet it feels like im the fake
Im bout to run into a wall, already at the stage
when I can feel my body drowning right before I'll break

No I don't wanna call my mother back, cuz I'm in pain
I wouldn't wanna make her worry over my mistakes

[Hook]
Oh how it is such a fucked up world, I miss
when not a problem in the world
could make me fall into the dirt

Oh how it is such a fucked up world, i wished
my life would never turn to be this sad
and watch it burn

Finally when I'm an adult ima make a change
Or so I thought but im the same as i was in 2008
I'll go insane if I dont know how it happened
But I'll get through this write my shadows away
Should keep on doing this, my beats always slappin
Another way for me of tellin I ain't gonna break

[Bridge & Pre-Chorus]
I fuckin love what I do and I'm tryna change
Im gonna live it out Imm gonna take my place
But not a soul than mine that I will make it chase
This life, it just ain't fair for anyone to face

I wanna know will I ever try to move on
Keep it up, and I don't think that ima last long
I get these questions, never know what to respond
It's kinda messed up, I don't know where I belong

I need somebody that my heart and mind can lean on
and Im a liar if I say this is my last song
I met my homies not a day that I regret this
My way of livin will improve if I stop actin

[Hook]
Oh how it is such a fucked up world, I miss
when not a problem in the world
could make me fall into the dirt

Oh how it is such a fucked up world, i wished
my life would never turn to be this sad
and watch it burn

where do i belong

Hey you started it.
Lyrics------------------
Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash your car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste 


So,you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If that’s the best you can do 
don’t try to save me 

I Guess I’ll have to give you attention
Safe from the words you didn’t mention 
Look in the mirror your worn out reflection
Watching my back yeah I need more protection





Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash you’re car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste 

So, you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If That’s the best you can 
do don’t try to save me 



Got me around your finger tips 
I don’t know how I live like this 
Hold me down Spit me out 

Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash your car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste

So, you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If That’s the best you can 
do don’t try to save me 



Prod - Brady Amour and scotty splash
mix - @scottysplash

Hey you started it (prod. Brady Amour+ scotty splash )

(available on spotify + apple music)

an acoustic one for you. 
guitar loop was recorded by MINOR2GO <3

lyrics:

you didn't have to face the past
but your exhausted lips still spoke
you could've let me drown but you
dove in and dragged me to the shore
i can't describe how much you mean to me
i need to be
so much more
than this

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

navigate this mist to my purpose
slip and fall like thousands of times
scars that come from bruises on my knees
make me wonder if
i deserve your love as mine
do i deserve your love as mine?

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

spotify

lifeline (prod. minor2go)

49bags - nascar [nobodyswaste edit]

Thank you for listening!

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/xisrupt
https://twitter.com/xisrupt
https://www.instagram.com/xisrupt

Written and performed by Hightosis
https://twitter.com/Hightosis
https://www.instagram.com/unconstructed/

Artwork by Hightosis

Lyrics:
I traverse across the dirt, I collapse and attach myself to the surface of the earth, 
I’ve found my tomb, I see the womb opening in reverse
returning to the universe, a black hole becomes my hearse.   

consciousness is a stairway broken into perceptual segments
 and the higher I’m stepping the more that Gaia is present. 
artistic tradition written in the stars, who we are is realistic science fiction. 
spirit lifting meta-physician, I prescribe visits into the labyrinth within.  I scan hands and spiral into your fingerprints, finding things only visible to a hybrid scientist.  
I am one with the roots and the vines, this roof of mine shelters any child of this environment.  

x2
 [find me on the event horizon, find me with my senses heightened…. deep in thought, falling into a distant place
it’s me laying there, staying still with chrysanthemums on my face]  

when the world starts to freeze, let me breathe in nothing but the scenery, 
ancient leaves arrange relief, and pain is suddenly make believe because in this moment, I’m gracefully alive, 
levitate to the nearest mind and look inside,  
all I need is books and time, and a pen to write down all the things I find. 
creativity and feelings are intertwined, maybe now it will make sense, 
self expression allows you to feel weightless, please embrace your greatness.  

pupil dilation, I’m elated when I stare into the sky,
stars being gazed upon, Northern light rays graze the tectonic plate I’m on.  
bathe in green waves of atmospherical paint,  
biomechanical studies of the way reality operates.  
i’m caught in between a place of mediation and galactic configuration, 
invasive thoughts cannot disrupt my stasis when I’m inside of my oasis.  
I dream of when peace can be contagious, spreading the cure to the sickness we’ve created. 

I shed my skin, I shed my form, 
I create the portal in which I’m floating towards.
I watch the congregation of every world occur with mighty force.
I join the void, there is no noise,  just past present and future pouring into a single point. 
what is left is peace at last, I recede to ash, 
I am the color beneath the black, 
reaching back I interact with the hand that seeks and asks. 

•

[Unconstructed 2019]

The Color Beneath The Black (prod. Xisrupt)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7q5wgEVwBWXPxHuHuRimMi?si=JK3mqkVORV2k8I_pRvPEvQ

FINALLY A NEW TRACK BOYS AND GIRLS!

lyrics:
saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


looking at myself in the third person
wishing i could find what i'm searching for
i don't wanna be a temporary memory
i wanna be remembered, i'll be written down in history

and i don't need help from you
i can do this on my own
i can do this on my own


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did

i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i 'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did 
i'll show you what you did


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

bittersweet

spinning off the deep end tonight </3

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Suisai ✨
💎 @sushisai 💎
💎 instagram.com/sushisigh/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/sushisigh 💎

✨Blade901 ✨
💎 @blade_901 💎
💎 instagram.com/_blade901/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/blade901 💎

stream ❄️

deep end w/ suisai (prod. blade901)

Original song "GETAWAY" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(getaway, a getaway a getaway)
I stare out the window
The grey clouds meet my face
As it starts to rain
Stuck in the shallow
(Yeah, yeah)
As I'm slowly sinking
I think I'm dreaming

So please don't ever wake me up
Wake me up cuz
I don't think I've had enough
Had enough
I'm staring at the surface of, surface of
Cuz all I know (is drowning)

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway

And I've been afraid
Staring at the sunset
Laying in a feild of flowers
Take my hand
It's getting kinda late
can I stay here for a couple hours?
No I can't breathe
It's filling up the room
Now all I see is you inside 
No I can't move
Thrashing at the surface
Tell me was it worth it? 

(I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go I)
still hear your laughter

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway
(Getaway, getaway, getaway)

GETAWAY

Lyrics:

I see you walkin through my city with some fendi on your back
You rockin counterfeit could give a shit if you be lookin slack
Cuz I been runnin in some Mossy Oak with whiskey in my glass
I got my boots on and I'm ready finna take you to class

I'm runnin the trap, I'm smokin the gas, switch lanes and I'll pass, the first'll be last, and that's just a fact, I'll take you to mass, I'll charge you a tax, for a 30 and grass, you gotta keep your gaurd up in these times you really cant relax huh

So, I guess I'll hop on my Legion, guess I'll boot up into Linux and show yall what I'm seein
Guess I'll write a song about the end of days while I'm eatin
Trapped inside my room on rainy days a wonderful feeling

Know that yall reeling, got a couple hits that you keepin
Got anxiety that stack up from the floor to the ceiling
Guess I better take it slow I'm gettin dizzy I'm leanin
You can catch me spittin fire in a cold mausoleum

I wake the dead ya, speakin from my head ya
You be movin slow like yall popped another fentanyl
Writin from my bed yall, shawty in my den ya
Take another hit cause we tryna reach a cloud is all

Cause you be, you be, you be, you be, do it like that
Got the fluey uey uey uey uey right back
Know you knew it, knew it, knew it, knew it, for a fact
Got me hot you lookin fire when you do me like that

x2

I switch it up, one more cup
Got my dreams in mind, I wont give up
I grind all night, push my luck
Get some green, keep my love

endofdays

[Forest]
We were on the rooftops
Tryna figure life out
I said I want you in mine
She said okay only if it's all the time
x2

Yeah yeah da da da da
Something changed, something switched up
Now i'm going to the tip top
You can find me lip locked
Smoking on a ziplock
Yeah yeah da da da da
Something changed, something switched up
Now i'm going to the tip top
You can find me smoking on a ziplock

[Le Play]
Watch me take the top off
Rolling off a drop top
Shawty wanna pop lock
I don't ever wanna stop
They can get their shit slayed
Rollin like we been paid
Dropping like a mixtape
I can keep it up for days
Yeah
Like it's Diplo
I been sipping' poison
Baby you should sip slow
I done seen an awful lot
The shit'll make your eyes bleed
Type of high i'm chasing
You don't really need the Visine
I was brought to life and
Now it's crazy how it might seem
Deadly with the shit
Now watch me how I bite dreams

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Foreign Forest
http://instagram.com/foreignforest

Le Play
http://instagram.com/leplayisdead

Check out more from Foreign Forest
http://foreignforest.co

Poi$on ft. Le Play

poi$on ft. Le Play

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiVNPXAtc3s&ab_channel=lullabyboylullabyboyOfficialArtistChannel

Lyrics:

Verse 1:

We live in fear, It's all we know
Running in circles, like vertigo
Leave me here, where the grass won't grow
Where the darkness lies, Where the light won't go
And I won't blame you,
I'm okay with the night time
As long as I'm lost in your eyes...
I'm okay with the night time
As long as I'm lost in your eyes...

Chorus:

All that's left, is the ashes
The ashes,
Everything that stood is falling,
Falling,

Verse 2

I'm so confused, what do I do,
Waking up, at the edge of noon,
I'm afraid of losing it all,
I rely on your catch when fall...
When I fall..
When I fall..
When I fall..
When I fall..
Oh you take my energy,
Oh so you wont let me be,

Ashes.

Ashes. [MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW]

prod by me
cover art by @n1ghtf0rce
shoutout lieu for helping me mix this

i hope tht u love me 2

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

Producer - Nejdos
Mix+Master - @prodbybrody

-lyrics-

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

My life keeps passing by 
These thoughts they go awry 
My brain it’s been so fried
These emotions come to light 
Stuck in my room to die 
I got some rocks they white
break it down girl it’s alright 
just stay with me tonight 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and relive these memories of mine
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life just passes by  

What the fuck am I supposed to say when
You come back to me 
And you see the fuckin mess I’ve made and 
All the pain I bring 
Tell me why you want to come around and
See this big charade 
Time I pull the trigger on this plan and dig my grave 

I fall apart and die every time I see you in my mind
You’ve left me here to cry and forget these memories of mine 
I write these songs to ease my pain and let people know why 
But every night I come home and my life keeps passing by

Torn Apart prod. nejdos

lifeline freestyle (prod. discent)

Night Lights (Prod. by Jufie)

On My Mind

[+] I'll feel better when im gone
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
she wan act like she love me
but its all a lie
I been trippin off the shit that keep me up at night

[chorus:]
pop a perc and then im gone
ill feel better when im gone
she wan fuck me cuz my songs
and I could tell it all along
well, I got a lot in my gun
I got a lot on my mind
I just gotta spit all these rhymes

[verse:]
I want a bad bitch
and I know im sad 
but I got bag
and I made it back quick
remember them laughing
now they dapping
I be actin, right
cuz you telling me you aint the type
but how im supposed to believe all your lies

[bridge:]
fuck u want bitch
I be off it
ima mess
and u be actin
u be actin like we dead
and I know
yeah I know its all
in my head

When I'm Gone

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when i'm gone (prod. sobernap)

instrumental by @irby314

is it real enough for you to wanna stay this time
or will you leave when the winter makes my mind decline
i don't want to go back to the old you
but i get it 
it's cool if you have to

for your sake
for your mind
and right now it's hard
in the spring i'll be fine

old friends hit my phone like "bro you made it"
and i appreciate the words 
but i hate it
these song aren't a lie
i'm breaking 
pray a gun to my head helps me face it

is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it 
is it worth it

On My Mind

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