Public Parks

winterfalls ft. vexle & chloe stankowski (prod. johnnyfriend)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

if i didn’t care
whys it hurt so much 
is it really fair
am i worth that much
give yourself a chance
to retain my love
give myself a chance
to drain my blood
i rot in my room
am i ok with dying young
its too hot in my room
it’s straight boiling like my blood
i cant talk
who are you
why u care about my luck
when i walk
next to u
i dont feel an ounce of trust

i recall these places that i been in
i hear by word of mouth but they just know how to spin it right
im past this boring life
im past my fragile mind
im past my breaking point but i think that its ending right now 

its been coming back but i try to fight it down
life is going to fast can sumbody slow it down
i see thru a lot but not what u type down
really i feel like a couple embers died out

breaking point

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

The Best Thing (prod. The Sound Clown)

WAYAHEAD feat. halfhearted (prod. maysmusic)

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

lyrics 



strawberry moon outside but i
break thru the glass which i reside
i look too hard at times where i
spoke out too much but i resign
look at the floor
covered in red
i leave his heart
alone on the bed
spirit force
inside my head
hes in the river
im in the shed

door jam
oh damn
i cant sleep thru the night with this slow jam
hold hands
hold guns
i scooped out his brain with this weapon
look at me
look at him
is it really such a choice bb
listen
he bleeds
i sin
he wont make it to the morning 
imma live again

im sorry
thats on me
i wash off
whats on me

i dont remember the last time i felt like this
bloody decembers turn into occurrences

strawberry moon

(HOOK)
이제 말해줘 yes or no
오늘밤 Look at your phone
좋았던 어제는 어디갔어?
이거 들으면 남겨줘 talk
I want to hear your yes or no x2 
 
(VERSE 1)
네 맘을 나는 알고싶어
오늘 밤은 난 널 갖고싶어
그러니 나한테 답해줘 yes or no
다른 여자는 그래 됐어 뭐
널 위한 노래야 JS uh
만나자 말하면 답해줘 yes를 넌
내가 필요할거야 아마 너도
그러니 빨리 대답해줘, 말해줘
넌 나같은 사람은 절대 못 찾을거야

(HOOK)
이제 말해줘 yes or no
오늘밤 Look at your phone
좋았던 어제는 어디갔어?
이거 들으면 남겨줘 talk
I want to hear your yes or no x2 

(VERSE 2)
넌 말해 우리 친구 사이
그러면서 좋다고를 반복
왜 날 헷갈리게해..
애매한거 싫어 제일
라임도 안썼어 내 얘기를 들어줘
그냥 만나면은 안돼?
내가 잘할테니까 생각해줘
대답해줘 yes or no
가능함 말해줘 넌 yes를 uh 

(HOOK)
이제 말해줘 yes or no
오늘밤 Look at your phone
좋았던 어제는 어디갔어?
이거 들으면 남겨줘 talk
I want to hear your yes or no x2

anxious (nevrfall)

sunder. ✧