prod me
feat. @srypedia
hope you enjoy <333

calling 
calling 
ca- ca-
calling 
calling out his name shit
watching as he runs away
-ay -ay
-ay -ay
ru- -un 
-uns away
-ay -ay -ay 
i could grab a knife
show him that we're not friends
tell a pussy die
what the fucks his problem 
talking all the time
acting like he's on shit 
but it's just a lie 
he could never do it
hear them all talking like they friends with me
but they don't know what is best for me
hear them all talking like they friends with me
cut his throat i need some stress relief
cut his throat 
tryna hear what he say to me 
cut his throat
what you know 
oh he's tryna play with me 
but he don't 
know whAT HE DID
-ID -ID -ID WHAT -ID -ID WHAT DID
-ID -ID WHAT -ID WHAT WHAT DID
-ID -ID WHAT -ID -ID WHAT DID
-ID -ID WHAT -ID WHAT WHAT DID
hear them all talking like they friends with me
but they don't know what is best for me
hear them all talking like they friends with me
cut his throat i need some stress relief

@srypedia
tie him to a log 
cut up his body and i hope he dies
beat him to a pulp, he had enough
i hope a lessons learned 
walking thru the forest with his body on my side
God i rlly hate him
put a cross to my heart, hope he dies
everything u said to me and everything u said to him
fuck ur a dumb BROAD
everything u do is sin
“you should rlly watch your tone, what are you saying tristin”
u don’t know a thing about me 
bitch get out my business 
bounties on top of my head 
i’m confused, don’t even know what i did
hex on my chest and a hex on my wrist
ghoul, i wanna know what i did
rip thru my chest and u rip thru my limbs
oh
never thought u was a bitch
oh
????
oh
???? blood spilling out my head


cutthroat w/srypedia ⭒

Momento Mori album 2025

Vails x XELFIY
LYRICS:

You’ll miss me when I’m gone, but you won’t admit it to me,
I can see it in your eyes, though you hide it so beautifully,
Held me for a while, now you’re losin’ what you used to be,
When I’m just a memory, will you finally tell the truth to me?

You told me forever, but your tone said “never mind,”
You hold me together while your soul’s on another line,
I notice the tremors when you speak but you try to hide,
The moment’s a weapon, and you’re aiming it at my pride

You dodge my questions, dance around confessions,
Act like affection’s just another possession,
Tether me down with the weight of discretion,
But I’m drownin’ in the sound of your quiet aggression

To many people I know and none of em show 
when Im deep in bottle and scarily lone
Honestly lately I don’t have enough 
for none of these people but yet I still bluff 
an say that I do
I’m blowing em off cuz I need to be lone
Startin to get why people just quit hittin my phone
Im pushing away bite till my teeth b touching my bone
No wonder the thoughts get out a hand 
when you always alone and think that you tough
It’s calm when they gone but I hate it so much
cuz no one’s around to tell me I suck
So I beat up myself and i try not to cuss
I get to mad

Quiet aggression (feat. XELFIY)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (wraithontheporch)

your voice will always be heard, even if i am the only one able to hear it.

prod neverforever

for my best friend.

i know that it’s selfish
but i know you’d be there for me too
i know nothing’s helping
but let me see it through your point of view

i know that it hurts sometimes
i won’t lie and say it’s fine
but i know that i’m by your side
it came at a cost and now i know that you’re not alright
always overseeing things from a birds-eye

i see you and what you go through
notice how i notice you

you got a home if you need it
friends if you’re bleeding
just don’t go through this alone
you have nothing to atone to

avenue

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

i dont know how im still freezing
blunt came with the pharoahs curse
breathe it take the edge off
im so drunk right now cant even close my mouth
3.5 inside of this blunt im fried
shit might take me out
and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like
oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

you hate the lyrics but girl i know you love the sound
a tragicomedy it feels like i been stepping on a rake
this broken heart's another foot inside the ground
you took the cast off and didn't even find a heart to break, like how
ironic how the marijuana breaks me down
it hurts my lungs like ow, like ow, like how
if i keep on going down this road then you won't follow, right
baby did i get that right
visions blurry but i think i see the city lights
you said you really want this for my life, right
now amiro in the party like

oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

feed u w/ kiddamo (p. under the maple tree)

Prod by me

lyrics:
Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one uh uh take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind 
Fuck
You were never kind
Put that on my life

You were my type the most
But the evil that you held close
Close the page and write the note
Fuck dude you had the longest nose
Pinocchio

Flying to AZ
You were lazy
Found that shit out
You're not my baby  
Said that's not who you were look at you now
Getting drunk glad I never came to your house

you'll call me crazy but at this point I'm having fun
said I'd never make a song bout you but you said a lot
promises on promises I don't give a shit
yeah my new girl always gives an honest kiss

Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one uh uh take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind 

Singing in my voicemail I don't need no lullaby
I know that I'm perfect fuck I hear it all the time
Repeat I'm the one take this as your sign 
Use your manners now cuz you were never kind

in all seriousness I hope you become a better person for yourself.

Pinocchio

ty ne'erdowell goat for always helping me fix my dogshit mix

lyrics

-Wraith-
Girl don’t you know that
The words you have spoken
Throwing emotion
Are heavy and potent

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

I guess we don't get a happy ending
After all
All that happens always has to have the 
curtains fall
All the tragedy I kill away with alcohol
Try to numb the fucking feelings ‘fore I end it all

Dead on an impulse
Hate all my wishful
Thoughts cause I’m sinking
Right through the soil
Right through the armor
I thought I could guard her
Just another missed call
I can’t ever bother

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

-yungcray-
all the damage that you done
you pierced right through my chest plate
I could never let you go
but if I did I might fade
ur the last piece to the puzzle
ur the key to get out the maze
and in my dreams I see the fire
im trapped below the rubble

I cant seem to help myself
I get into this trouble
is it hard 2 love me now 
got bruises on my knuckles
this shit seems 2 really get the fucking best of me
I cant seem 2 help myself
I get into this trouble

a new high
I said imma reach a new high
a new lie
that you're telling under blue skies
its alright
I said imma do my best to try
a blue night
I said imma reach a new high

I really want whats best for us
but you just think about yourself
you don't care about it
but its all I think about

theres no escape from this place 
I think we'll die here
what is love
its just fake
you said you'd try here

recoil /w yungcray (dash)

Written and performed by fijiplus
Produced by twintails (@fucktwintails)
Mastered by etai s0 (@etaiso)
Released September 14th, 2025

BLACK ICE 2002 (@blackice2002)

[Verse]:

written in the wings of where we stayed
my atonement had dug our graves
needle through the eye of storms enraged
thread through the waves thread through the waves

ivy on the walls by gardens shade
walk along the path where the leaves decay
wicked in the beauty we forgave
my bed was made, my bed was made

[Hook]:

I felt cuts to my skin like fire
burn it all away, make the blaze rise higher
I took kush to my lungs ignite it
suffocate away, leave me dazed for life and 
I collapsed on my floor last night and let the pain fade on the cold of the tile
I left hope with a valve loose now I’m wasting all my days with a crooked smile

[Refrain]:

with a crooked smile
waste away my days with a crooked smile
with a crooked smile
waste away my days with a crooked smile

[Verse]

[Outro]:

woah
my bed was made, my bed was made 
woah
my bed was made, my bed was made

ivy on brick (twintails)

everything by sunder

holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a 
lie 
can you tell me if its all alright
i dont wanna live another life time
im fine locked it up inside
it dont matter they dont listen what i write
so ill pretend im fine
wasted away inside
no matter how hard i try 
i can just never get it right
holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a

close to me

prod. ilyl1ght

lyrics:
Do you have something to say?
has there been anything new?
What goes on in your brain?
Do you only think about you?
I hardly know any of you
Who are these people? Who are you?

Oh i give up
Go do what you want
What did you say?
I wasn't listening :/

Oh i think that i'm overwhelmed
To many people around
Catch my breath i had to stop
oops i think i drifted off
I need nothing don't reach out
I got all this figured out
They all ask how have i been
Oh i'm okay don't ask again x2

close to me

sunder. ✧

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