idk why but this song is making feel things like sadness and melancholy, and I love it

Pls tell me I can buy this beat

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1bkLq1El7Alhh05uTrIBCQ?si=yjNBH0WzT2y2GhO5SQRUGQ&dl_branch=1
song :> with friends :) awesome
@psych
@blackwinterwells
@prodsoma

chance w/ psych & blackwinterwells (soma)

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

Nd when everythings weird theres nothing weird no more

@3dssucks @ddertbAg

let's Go back (3d$ + ddertbAg)

@curtainss @kkkarasu 

SALEM 2 JUNE 25th !!!!

y are u here?? *salemworld** (curtains karasu)

Verse in Order

Me
https://soundcloud.com/chanelfather
https://soundcloud.com/airhartt

ruffians w/ chanelfather & airhartt (maxtaylor)

Ivy w/ moodyriley(chrxme X Weakness!)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

luvlxckdown [https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown]
dolly [https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose]
luisisalreadydead [https://soundcloud.com/luisisalreadydead]

[sillyteam]

luvlxckdown, dolly & luisisalreadydead - take my life (elxnce, kurai & vinso)

@victxrw
@carna007
@resolve1k
@kiryy

lyricz:
[arid]
i always feel like u push me away but idk how i made u feel
yeah idk if its even real
got too many things that i cant conceal
and it goes on and on
yeah i didnt wanna stay around for long
it hurts
everything i tried it doesnt work
u know i only wanted to put u first

[victxrw]
nd even tho I do I still come last :/
it’s always something old, always in the past
I’ll say it again, I still like ur laugh
I’ll say it again, but u just don’t react
can u hear me from ur room
all the yelling that u do
last time u said were through…
all of the blame isn’t on u

I cant function when ur gone
nothing I can call my own :((
trying to find me a home
somewhere someone I’m so alone…

[notelove]
oh the wounds, they cut so deep
im catching thoughts not catchin sleep zzZ..
im bothered by my memories 
you left me out to bleed..
youve taken all of me, wasnt meant to be 
searching for clarity, you were my remedy <#3

it hurts w/ victxrw x carna 007 (inno x kiryy)

prod 5v and krave
mixed and mastered @emorave

-- lyrics --

i came in clutch, pull up i might roll another dutch
i cant love a bitch cuz i'm only feelin lust
let it bust, just in case they fuck around with us
but if i got a blade i'll cut it up

i got blue lines on my paper i ain't talkin CTA
and this bitch gon wanna fuck with me but she don't know my name
had some real snakes, shit mates eatin off my plate
i got triple S sneakers for the bag i gotta chase

when it's cold outside, gotta wear moncler just for a layer
used to trap out of the citgo so you know i was a chaser
bitch i'm all about my bread so i feel like i'm a baker
do the digi-dash i'll see you later

uh huh aim in with a laser
white plug and he be like any takers
i might pull up with some mags not no fader
i ain't shooting once less there's one in the chamber

CTA (5v x krave)

i hate getting on yt beats but us an da beat 2 hard...so here's a lil sum wit da gang! prod. @haveonlyonechance 
w/ @nvrfallen + @ilyexotic | @yureiclub
lyrics:
samara:
You know I spent it all at fendi 🤑
I don’t need ur fucking racks lil bitch I got plenty 💰
Talking all that shit tryna end me ☠️
Shot him in his fucking face and no it’s not a semi 😏
I’m with the bros bringing pack in 🍃
That money we is stacking 💸
you don’t have a gun ur lacking 😆
You need to check the facts bitch 📋
I got blood on my shoes now 🩸
You know I stabbed like the whole town 🔪
You don’t need ur backup u just need to stand down. 😈

nvrfallen:
everything is getting worse
and lately ive been living like a curse
and i feel like u jus put me in a hearse
no matter wut i do im always first
cuz im up now, yurei up now
pullin up,, btch im up now
focusing on yurei yea tht is my only goal  now
w/ jade + zotic yh we'll nvr fold out

eczotic:
i jus got mor bands
i jus got mor guap
i got diamond pants
yo btch gimme top
in a wraith 
not inna lam
yea u is a fukin bluff
yea u is a fukin fan
yea u is not where I am
yea u is not gettin bands
ion think u wanna catch these hands
ion think u rly understand.

gotta luv that d0llywood1 reference lmao

stand down w/ nvrfallen + eczotic (tenoji!)

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

chance w/ psych & blackwinterwells (soma)

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