proxy + emorave + gl0wrm (tomekk cutspace)

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

@pradaaslife @stellaestellae

[p1x]
Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

Happy, sad
Understand, I cannot do anything bout that
Memories, I'ma kill em
Arrow to Achilles
Turn me to a villain
It's been so long
Still walk in grace
Steppin out in the rain, try to ruin my day
I stay unphased, what a shame
Clean the filth at the lake, I'm renewing my shape 
In the smoke I escape

[pradaaslife]
Yeah I’m staying in the night, tryna turn you to a dancer
Pockets never light, yeah I always got my bands up
Wait til gang is seated, yeah we pouring up with manners
Me and you could never work, we got way too different standards
It’s an art to go to war, always wonder why they call for
Yeah I got a feeling you don’t wanna see me
Don’t know what I’m meaning, read between the lines you’ll see it
Yeah I got special healings, can’t have you come in my way
Two bags on the way
I can’t let you have your say
Yeah I step out in the rain
You could never read my face
Yeah I’m always going solo, I can never leave a trace
Yeah backseat tears, I just wash em away

[p1x]
Fuck the system, make my own
When you see me, gotta go
In the city, staying low
Paranoid, it's to the bone
Grey jeans, black coat
When the light starts calling, I know it's dark
Everything is moving slow
When the night starts falling, I'll catch a star

Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

The Pain Is Violent ft. pradaaslife (prod. Stellae)

@inssekt
prod. me

lyrics:

(@inssekt)
she left me without some love
now my heart is cold
ik that u cant find anyone
i remember when i needed ur trust
i cant get enough
baby i jus need ur love
take it slow
take take it slow

i i know
i ive not been here
when u need me ahhhh
sorry i cant help it
sorry i cant help it
ik dat im selfish
ik dat im selfish
ik u cant blame me
ik i cant blame u
ik dat u need me
ik dat i need u
i jus get this feeling its a feeling i like
girl yk i got feelings and yk i dont lie
girl i feel ur pain yea
girl i think that were the same yea
girl i think that this is fate

sorry i cant help it
sorry i cant help it
ik dat im selfish
ik dat im selfish
ik u cant blame me
ik i cant blame u
ik dat u need me
ik dat i need u
i jus get this feeling its a feeling i like
girl yk i got feelings and yk i dont lie

sorry i cant help it (corpsekitty)

#scfirst
Self Produced

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I'm Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

I'm Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Please Help Me
Please...

I Need It
I Need It
I Need It
I Need It

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I Hear You
I Hear You

Destroy Me, I Want It.
Destroy Me, I Want It.
I Want It.
I Want It.
...

imWorthless(flawed/Disgusting)

Jagger (city of lies)
prod. Lunaa
art based of E+E

Dressed up, european swagger, telling me I got the moves like Jagger
Scrapclub climbing up the ladder, one day i'll fall down but it's whatever
At a party, liquor in my satchel, "never have I ever", "would you rather?"
Runways, glitter & glamour, dump a secret jara in the asher
I tend to stay out, not going home 'til my bank account is drained out
All swish no paypal, I don't deserve it but they still say 'gratulations
Don't judge me bro, I've had like 10 bad days in a row
I'm on a roll, but if your function's bad I go home
(scrapclub)
Plz don't do it, 10 beers down then we all go through it right now
Gang go stupid, walk onstage off like 10 strange fluids
XL pupils, hotel view with the pool included right now
Dreams get lucid, up all night overwhelmed by beauty

Stockcity boy got my eyes on the price, got my eyes on the price, got my eyes on the price
Time moves slow in the city of lies, in the city of lies, in the city of lies

Lunaa - Jagger

lie2me + nosgov (dy.wsh)

produced by @5vexe

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
im feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

call out my delusions
oh you know that its weird
i could tell u many things i know you'd never wanna hear
the day i left, i'm on my own and never felt this free
they're hating cuz they're stuck here
wishing they could dream like me
u call me bitter but u know it aint sincere
its been working though
its been grinding on my gears
i dream to be enough so i can show worth to my fears
only going up been scouting 301 this year
i know ur deceitful
at the same time, less is more to me tho
cant begin to tell u what u mean to me tho
its on me, i keep holding onto the stress
that's on me

because u know it
u know what ur blowin' it on
yeah nobody makes you wanna love
all along and u don't wanna tell me
but i can say it

i call out for my bunny
face down, head down
looking for my honey
don't care if it sounds weird now
would u say u love me?
too many hating can u leave me on my own
i tried to take control cuz
i'm feeling at home when your touch is so sweet
distant, cope and you made me see that
when i wanna run you'll be hunting all week
peeling off the dirt that isn't there when you hold me

honey (prod. 5v)

@medusa9
cover by @boredinskool

Jsuis le odd one comme dans breakfast club
Jsuis avec justin et il a pour up
#DTI sur roblox jveux dress up
Pour up dans le bubbletea jsuis fuckd up
Quand on makeout jai le coeur qui bat a cent à l’heure
Quand on hangout tous les deux je calcule meme plus l’heure
Avant qu’on se connaisse jetais rempli de malheur

Jen ai rien a foutre j’en ai ma claque
Jdois continuer a grind cette merde je peux meme pas slack
Enfant des etoiles, chevalier du zodiaque
Posé a lausanne jme ballade au bord du lac

Qu’il pleuve ou qu’il neige, si tu m’appelle je serai la
Bb sort la camera, souris pour moi pas d’embarras
J’ai vrm peur de faire de la merde, il faut que tu me dises si je te deçois
C’est sucré comme une foret noire, jpense a toi, tous les soirs

Jsuis le odd one comme dans breakfast club
Jsuis avec justin et il a pour up
#DTI sur roblox jveux dress up
Pour up dans le bubbletea jsuis fuckd up
Quand on makeout jai le coeur qui bat a cent à l’heure
Quand on hangout tous les deux je calcule meme plus l’heure
Avant qu’on se connaisse jetais rempli de malheur

astralproject1on - forêt noire (prod. brknglss + jolst)

@45avast @820 @kiraiu @odel007

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive checkd out.

i been out of touch, need to know
can you save me from where ill go?
ever notice how i roll?
in silence, im alone.

i been thinkin how ill fly
with angels in the night
need a place to adress my side
cant be scared when ur up all night

its all the same
dont wash these stains
need to escape
just want to be saved

(nosgov)
i need some time away
its cuz things never changed
its cuz i cannot face
one reason i should stay

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

i could never change
im still waiting for the better days
i cant obey
i still wish it would stop
but ill never change
you still counting change
i been getting paid
put 10 on my name

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive been checkd out.

save me ft. nosgov (odel+kirai)

credits are in every song description, mostly self produced <3

is it just this?

sprigtek