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all production, vocals, mixing and mastering by me!
I've gotten a lot better at mixing in the last 9 months :)
Also, I will be performing this soon at an event called 
"Make America Scene Again" in NYC, at a venue called The Meadows
Thank you for listening!

🠟 lyrics 🠟

too hot
too cold
turn it off
i just needed a break

still want
to give you hope
to show you 
that
it was all for your sake


where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

 
just know that 
i will always
watch
and i carry that weight 

it gave me chills when u said
that for u 
its too late 

i’ve always wondered
on the other-side
of deaths gate

will we cross over to a better life?
and be saved...

or is it
just this

a world on the cusp of melting

catching 
the tail end
nothing is helping 

each day repeating
the world just keeps selling 

poison and sweets to
delay the rebellion

and we fall for it
cuz were made to be
part of all of it
so we can think were free

well i want more than this
and so do many more
but we can only guess
what else the world will have left
when its
all done and over

you're too cold

-
where can i
find those eyes

another time
in another face

where do they hide?

will i ever
hear your words

another time
in another mouth 

baby, please don’t 

lie to me
lie to me

ur prolly sickened
by the 
sight of me
sight of me

i know u struggle to survive
but please,
try for me! 

i hope u didn’t mean it
when u said
you’d die for me

is it just this

is it just this?

/// lyrix / //

(how could i)
serve u this when there's so much on ur plate?
keep it real when there's nothing u could say?
(say ur fine)
but i don't want u 2 feel disdain
how i feel when we keep things going this way
(wonder y)
on the bliss of a golden day
i can't feel ur kiss when it's so inane
(i can't live this life)
do i hav 2 kneel b4 this fate?
if destiny's sealed, who am i 2 blame?

got a lil fired up bby jus now
try 2 keep my guard up, u bring it back down
mayb i should light up bby smoke out
swear i try my hardest, i still let down

how could i [dgtl]

is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
x2
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you



is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame

i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

shes the nicest i learned to like it
different mindsets i learned to fight it
the way we connect its so mindless
i know what she thinks when its silent


is it true that u feel that way?
might take some days for my mind to change
we could try cuz i feel the same
i think its all for myself to blame
i can take a loss its nothing new
all they do is gossip twisting the truth
get the way i want it im forcing it to
have to feel ur touch im honest with you

twisting the truth [with3r+rippo+sochi]

WHAT YOU TELL YOURSELF FEAT. D1V + DAN LARKIN

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

prod @sh1nky and @wh0d

dilaudid:

let me down softly girl i can take it
hydromorphone, fall asleep girl think i wasted it
when i feel alone i turn to drugs man im embraced in em
i got what i want cant go back i got a taste of it

i turn my back i take a breath
i hope this breath will be my last
forever lasting on this earth with nothing keeping me on track

my body is empty
my skin imperfect
i need u to tell me im worth it
im worth it
its working
im building
myself up
i crash down
i wake up
i repeat it
stuck in the past now

im fine now i look in the distance
i need u to be what im missing


poison:

i cant stand it
i feel inbalanced
i  stay so silent
girl u should try it aha
i pick my posion
like which pill u think i took?
i become frozen
why u gotta giv me that look?

i look around i see u
they look at me im see through
i dont wna b me wanna b u
wna be 1 of the things that u do
 
i exist jus to b wat u want
ill lie here wait lke a dog
no need for u to fawn
im urs in case u forgot

dilaudid / poison

senses - victim (avast)

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Behind These Hazel Eyes - RikiKore

@ reserrvv

sensation
on my finger tips
it reminds me i’m in love with this
in love with this
passive and plastic i can’t resist

resist
the temptations
that you present
all of my diary entries pertain to how you exist
watch you repulse when i try and kiss

the sparrow calls in the wind
but i don’t even know where to begin
the story is ever changing
to my every little whim

it surrounds me
you let me know i’m disposable
reach out toward me
both of ur eyes leave my body froze

Passive and Plastic

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description <3
most of my songs are self produced or co-produced