2x
eyes roll back im no longer here
my only chance to make it - lost

feel like im frozen to the ground theres no way around 
i cannot move cant make a sound ill never be found 
and i dont kno who to trust its so hard for me
they never stay at all only take my heart from me 

your so cold im freezing to death, so cold i cant catch a breath
u got me so obsessed and now theres notging left
i cant tell if im in the wrong or right 
but i know 4sure that i cannot win this fight
i think i learned my lesson 
if you love something then you should never let it go 
or you will never get it back
took me time to accept it but i might never make it
never take things for granted or you will soon regret it 

i wanna run away and dont look back 
need sum time to get things off my mind 
need sum time to realize that ive been blind for so long, blind for so long

lost「sp00 + craves」

all audio by me / coverart also by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

In each attempt...

Your symbol laid in the view of my path

And with every step that I took, with deft

If you weren’t beside me, I knew it wouldn’t be the last

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew
You see
Through me

I knew you could see through me...

You see some things that i cant see
Ohhh

Although sometimes,
You tire my mind

Im worried sick
Will she survive?

Just one more night
Just one more try

To grab this rope
Attempt to climb

Its yours to take
Your choice, not mine

Its not the end
You still have time

I see you’re trying for yourself this time,
And thats a better start

Trust me, no matter where we are
I'll hold your voice inside my heart.

Well, do you care if I bring it up?

Your presence weighs on me and its tough to look away

And when I sing of something else...

You keep on coming up,
No matter what i say...

Ohhh,
Well maybe thats okay

Where do you believe were from?
And where do you think we’ll go, from here?

I wanna hear it all from you,
So tell me how you feel...

Don’t act like you know how this will go,

Will you leave me alone, when I need you close?

I knew you could see through me

"caring hurts, but i cant turn it off..."

in grey

all audio by me no samples <3

this is the first song under my new name, sprigtek!

i had the name patient for like 4 or 5 years even outside of this page,
but its time for me to turn a new leaf :,)

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@medusa9

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

maybe im just to nice nice nice nice
maybe i should take your life life life life life
i wont let you make me cry cry cry cry
thats the last time you will tell me lies lies lies lies lies
oh my- oh my god! now everything i see is blood
i think i might have went too far but idc cuz now ur gone
what?? did i do something wrong?? i dont remember at all
you better leave me alone or you might b the next one

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

delirious「astralproject1on 」

prod @blackwinterwells

this is very old i think from 2020 or something

sad song (blackwinterwells)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OarnNAUe_U4

is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

i cant believe im sitting here
and im waiting for a text back
you said ur hanging with ur friends i shoulda guessed that
cause when im near you my hearts beating out my chest
and im not too good at anything but you r what im best
can we go on a date?
ill pick u up at 8
we'll take it slow i wouldn't have it any other way
when i look at your face
i dont know what to say to you...

but is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

Is That Such a Bad Thing? (mv out now)

https://soundcloud.com/7senss
https://soundcloud.com/sprr00w
https://soundcloud.com/sshinju

guide ft senses (shinju sp00)

senses - keep going (kojo + emorave)

w/ @emorave
prod me @stellathepixie

(pixie)
she’s a sea storm
battered in love 
she is something
2 be afraid of
swallow oceans
feel the soft pain
salt in my throat 
gasping her name 

i’ve done what i had
let go of my hand
sheath the blade
walk the other way
watching my skin tear up in the storm
from this lethal war
orchid eyes and rope across your wrist
selling false existence 
to pale and painful puppy eyes
innocent demise
call my bluff and stab me where it stings
you are everything
everyone lucky enough to touch
you can feel the rush
feel adrenaline the fear of care 
this body’s unfair 
im afraid there’s nothing left to want

leave a light on
i feel hints of trust but im not faithful
nightmare love maybe its just exhaustion 
when i get home i’ll feel dark and haunted 
i hate my head

her love’s grizzly
lurking in the gore of every heartbeat
speaking backwards grotesque hospital highs 
lurk with me and and maybe we’ll be alright 
ill bide my time

(emo)
i made this mess
its all my fault i know
can’t deal w the stress
i feel time moving slowly

dont know whats best
my selfish thoughts control me
fever in my chest
wish i could kill the old me

what u doing now
(i don’t know anymore
lying down on the floor
let the pain run it’s course)
look it’s snowing out
(outside it’s freezing cold
feel like a ghost
wish i could float away)

when i get home w/ emorave (pixie)

u dont mean to [prod. NIGHTCLUB20XX]

Up Above - Hip Hop Instrumental Beat

@spazzteamonline
production credits are in every song description !!! 
majority of my songs are self produced
or co-produced

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sprigtek

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