@taylor
@4evrgone
@emorave

leap of faith, fuckin jump yea
tat my face, fall in love yea
ran a race, 81 yea
at my place, shawty fun yea

rip it til im fucking numb yea
standing on helix money
talk alot, thats enough
ran a race that i won yea

ran a race, brand new rari
fucked ur girl, im not sorry
dare you to try and stop me
all these hoes it gets lonely

bands like elastic 
so do the patek
man ur bitch all plastic
helix tears im contracted 

hey give it up
whip wasnt fast enough
2 12s on my wrist bitch i was stackin up
in Philadelphia 
n she want pics w me too
u love me but i hate u

leap of faith +emorave (taylor morgan 4evr)

prod @kojowav and @5vexe

fuckin pipe down
molly roll make me bite down
soma pill turn to miltown
ur a bitch jus like millhouse

im addicted to pills now
really think ur a bitch now
i took more so im blissed out
ur so fake u got kicked out

illegal shit in my back pack
milligrams in my system
dirty money in my cashapp
when i speak they wan listen

molly rolling like a kickflip
mix a couple downers now im limpin
nodding off   tryna write this
shotgun foil smoke i like kissing

im light headed
cant take back what you said
take more till im almost dead
ur just like all the rest

take bars so i forget
im way too high feel blessed
im way too stuck in bed
you think im more, im less

ill take any pill i can get
i cant leave my house without some meds
real oxy it take my breath
off to much i feel nothing in my head

millhouse prod. kojo & 5v

prod @remghost

maybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgustingmaybe it’s just me but nothing feels the same 
the way u look at me idk what to say 
The way u make me feel I can’t really explain 
yea I need u here there’s just no other way 

I can’t make it up to me, theres so much I didn’t see 
Baby really all I need is for you to come with me 
Watch the world falling apart, don’t care as long as I got you 
baby wherever we are, I know we can make it far 

I got used to exhaustion, but backing off ain’t no option 
I guess I got what I wanted 
I feel like nothing, turned to something 
I’m on my knees, need you to carry me 
I feel like a bunny, the way I’m jumpy
I love money, it’s disgusting

Bunny (remghost)

This song is really meaningful to me and marks my move from NYC to Denver
Produced by me and @youshowedmewhatloveis 
thank you for the guitar!!

lyrics

[@sprigtek]

There was Peace before…
Can we go back
our world is waning, 
I’ve been feeling trapped
With these memories
Breakfast and tea
Movies we watched
And the way you held me
Everyones leaving
How can one last?
Its awfully uncommon
Given my past

Cranberry oatmeal
Watching you read
Books that I gave you
and books you gave me

Friends you had shown me
Ones ill forget
Biding my time in a half empty bed

In a Forest of trees without leaves
at a corner where we used to meet
at a flower shop, flipping a coin,
at the airport, missing the point.

[@youshowedmewhatloveis]

am i wasting my breath?
it starts to feel like it i guess 
let the words spill out my chest
i wish we could lie here instead
(ooohhh)
it wont be long and u know 
i claw at my skin and it shows 
(just) a break in my step not a fall
though not far from the ground below

i scratched my arms ceaselessly
u blame it on my compulsivity 
but then say something sweet 
and everything disappears around me

[both @sprigtek and @youshowedmewhatloveis]
so ill take some time 
with you to watch the world spin around 
while we still can

end

missing the point + gosha

said it

@yureiclub
@prodblackpoint
@zuuloh
@sunrisess

lyrics:

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

not my friend 
yea u is jus a fed
u a fake 
yea u not gettin bread
all yo friends 
not real like ted
u want her
i was also in her bed
u dont call the shots
this is not a game
ion wanna talk
lil bro u lame
they all love to stalk
its jus for the fame 
love the way i walk 
yea they love to scream my name

ts gettin hard to handle
but so what?
not much else to do
lets jus go up
gotta show in france
no im not gone show up
too locked in
off the pill up in my cup
what u said
now i feel dead
yea i bled
i cant get u out my head
i wanna fill myself up with lead
i wish i could b wit u instead

instead (zuuloh + sunrisess)

r u there [bloodcryY]

prod. @5vexe + @ruuuuuuuuuuush
art by instagram.com/yoruseh

lyrics:

u dont notice
i feel worthless
i cant bring myself to say its hurting
dont think i ever had a purpose
tattoo my skin with all these curses
breaking down cant bear this weight
think ive become the thing i hate
i cant handle it but so what
how u looking at me like i give a fuck
oh my god
i cant keep healing
i just cant stop
cant stop this bleeding
i miss that feeling
the way u treat me
dont think i need this
take my heart and keep it
cant decide on what to wear too much designer
#vamplyfe i stay inside my lair just like a vampire
wish i was faceless
know i wont make it
wish i was faceless
know i wont make it

spotify

tattoo (5v + ruuuuuuuuush)

sunrisess - клиентура (zuuloh)

prod @rubbishrubbish

lyrics:
aye im so fucked aye
she draw blood aye
nother bad day
let it roll aye
i like gettin paid
geeked up outer space
dont een know my name
make it go away

we aint on broadway
we on broad aye
we in philly aye
i dont be okay
i be lonely
shawty bad tho
scene like boxxy

molly roxy 
geeked up out my body
walkin round the toy store off a fuckin oxy
crawling thru the dark web do it thru a proxy
funny how they hate me but they never block me

rollin like a trolley
nobody can stop me
suddenly im popping
yea the fans they stop me
i stay hella sleepy
i jus love the feeling
shawty wanna keep me
she a cute lil scene queen

i be feelin bad yuh
i be sad yuh
u so mad yuh
im so back yuh
cut me slack yuh
get on track yuh
fuck up bad yuh
im so last yuh

blowin gas yuh
got some rax yuh
goin fast yuh
she so bad yuh
im a fag yuh
gettin cash yuh
u get passed yuh
u so trash yuh

broad street broadway prod. rubbish

It's never hard to notice you but you been feeling lonely again.
And after our love it ends, dont hurt me again.
It's too much again. It's too much in my head. I shot it's nothing said.

And it's starting to get me again. And I know it's only the start to the end.
And I struggle to give in my sins.
Over and over I cannot pretend.
I cant deal with this life anymore.

Take me out, I've been done with this.
And you never want the best for me.
You said I was your everything.
Look at me now.
I cant get out.
Youre letting me down.
I cant just look around.

And it's starting to get me again. And I know it's only the start to the end.
And I struggle to give in my sins.
Over and over I cannot pretend.
I cant deal with this life anymore.

the give in...

credits are in every song description, mostly self produced <3