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[ Lyrics ]

taking all my pills 
on an empty stomach

The side that has the plus, 
needs a wire dipped in blood 

How long should i try?
Im getting nothing from it.

Im frail and out of tears
but still not tired of your love 

REMOVING MYSELF
from every equation 
TAKING MYSELF OUT
OF each and every heart
And Im not worried bout the way 
that things have went for me at all
Cuz Now that ive lost everything 
At least i know its all my fault 

I realized
i cant stand myself
without you

i cant remove
each moment
it was all that i knew

begin to feel
the new world 
render in front 

begin to taste 
of freedom
but its not what i want 

What was the takeaway from this?
What did i takeaway from you?
What was your takeaway from me?
If you found your answer 
was it true?

you dont have to answer me at all
i dont have to answer you now
im not going to beg for one last dance 
im not going to ask to be found

removing myself

alone

here i am
suffering on a place i exist not by my choice

22 + jichu

cover of i wanna be a witch by teen suicide prod. @silversxo

i wanna get high with u in my room
i want it to rain 
i wanna stay in bed today
i will change my name

i’m counting down the weeks til you
until you come home
a miracles gonna come and save me
it’s the only way

i wanna build a place in you
where i can be made new
i wanna sleep until it ends
i wont make new friends 

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i wna be ur witch (silver)

I hate my life, why should I carry on?
I cannot stand how my emotions are so out of control
I hate my friends and the people that I used to adore
I don't see her anymore, there's nothing left of my love

i dont see her anymore

featuring vocals from @x_fujioka

lyrics:

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better
Can you Come Back, i think I'm Better

If you Do This, you A Blesser
like, Needa take a Pill From the Dresser
Nobody love me, cuz' I'm Lesser
If u got Beef come Apply Pressure
If u got Beef Put me On A stretcher, Try it
i aint Eating on that fuckin Pussy boi Diet
when they Fuckin hear my music Yea i Leave Em Silent
I'm way too high I feel like I'm Dyingg
Yea I Hate these fckin Bitches leave Me Cryinggg
iThink im2 Done with Tryinggg
I Might kill myself I'm not Lying
If u Meet me right Now it's Bad Timing
Head down, Trust the Process, Keep Grinding
issa Contest ill Play Grimeyy
By The River, Good View, Where ya Find me

@x_fujioka
this feeling give me more please, morphine gimme more please.
(407) in the pill mill, every time i try quit shit i dont feel well.
what the hell!? so down that i fell.
weed smoke i be chasing the smell.
pass that blunt 2 me u might not get it back.
your bitch she fuck with me youll never get her back.
running all my homies up tryna be famous
i remember howd she talk dont rember what her name is.
i needed you, you walked. Thats just what a lame is.
i dont really love u i just don't know how to say it.
im sorry. i know that you want me,
but loving u is too costly
too many want me now.
theres not enough time to take back

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better

change with the weather + xFujioka

love me now w/ rewind

excluded w/ creepybuggirl (shinju + taylor morgan)

i haven't healed

𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

do you want me by your side?
a love you can't deny
I need some medicine
why would i leave tonight?
and baby if the stars aligned,
then maybe I'll be here
but i cannot define
the reasons for all my fears

3am..
i was so alone
i cant put down the phone
and i just want you to know
I've always been here
and i always will
and no ones stopping that will
ill be trapped right in your veil

walk straight, hit my head
now I'm bleeding from my head!!
you just wish that i was dead
i cant really take it again
go ahead, and stay where you're at
I'm killing all of your friends
i got their guts on my walls
would you still stay in the end?

like oh my god
she's so perfect
but I'm not
i just really wanna die now
what was that?
you don't really wanna find out
you're the same
now i really wanna hide out
bring me down when I'm always on the high now
fuck my life, press restart, we're restarting now



removing myself

sprigtek