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tongue tied + mitsu (shinju kojo)

w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4RLuPXDBrihzYqlZWUovw0?si=0b2b136c3b464c12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
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blackwinterwells - plainswalker w/ luthien & chach (prod. lovbug)

@lb66 @zvanz tyyy fo 10k n 2m playss

giv a fk bout a lame,, hw u luk u luktha same 
hella odd,, u derangd *~*
mk it js2thro awy ##buhbye
dnt u kno tht u2blame
cldnt giv a fk bout fame
mk it flip,, giv me tha ##stage
cnt stand2c it lik u maced

swervn intha ##v,, i cld nvr evr stp 
kickn laid back,, buh i onlee wnt tha top #0.p#
u wtchn frumda sidelines,, actn lik an opp
buh u ain strappd up u b playn cod 

buh u is a trick ion evn wna fk dx.xb
cleen ya act up u nd2tidy up #.@
u nd yh hair did buh u lukn buhm 
bt whn u c i gt it,, y u ask4sum ?

i dnt nd anybody,, dnt nd no coup no audi v.v
buh its gtn rowdy,, dnt nd2say sum ;X
buh u kno al ab it,, u cld tally it up
buh im upn countn x.o

yo girl alwys lukn@me <#3_<#3
i cnt blam her tho she lik wht she c 
##rmc jeens lukn lik a feen
iv bn movn fast sinc a lil buh

u ain ##jugg nthn bt ya whol ##swag
talm bout sum u ain gt,, whts ther2brag :|
nah thy ain say tht ab u,, nah,, nah,, who said ?
is it dis,, or is it dat,, dnt kno wht u meant 

[btfl noise]

na na na na,, i wnt say shtt if u js dnt tlk2me
##bandage on yo leggg bt u wna run2me 
g-g-g-g-g buh gt off of me <<##33
dnt evn giv a fk yh its a lie2me

whn u die u cnt tk it with u ##fetty ##RGFisland
so i ain actn lik i ##liv4vr whts tha issue ?
bt dnt b grievn4me buhbae buhbae heres a tissu ##sicklee
n dnt b missn me cuz buhbae buhbae i ##cntmissu

[<<##33]

giv a fk bout a lame,, hw u luk u luktha same 
hella odd,, u derangd *~*
mk it js2thro awy ##buhbye
dnt u kno tht u2blame
cldnt giv a fk bout fame
mk it flip,, giv me tha ##stage
cnt stand2c it lik u maced

bandage ## [p. lb66 zvanz] [rmc island]

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most of my songs are self produced or co-produced