prodced @sheg1 @pools2001
mixed by sheg
encouraged by @momky

all this shit im goin thru i guess it could be worse
they keep tellin me i should go back to how it was
staring at my wall wishing i was someone else
im sick of the guilt i never feel no happiness

i feel sick and im upset
always feel it in my chest
and the way you roll your eyes
please just know i try my best
tried my best for quite some time
im not doin it again
im gon fucking lose it all
if i lose you once again

but i guess it could be worse
you can tell that im not worth
i feel sick and i need warmth
and i cry cause now it hurts

im not even all that mean i just like to follow words
thats something im tryna change
time to use some other words
even when im bound to change 
you still come and shock my world
i swear that im gonna change
ill find something that is worth
but i guess that until then 
im gon try my best again
i dont wanna waste your time 
but can you please call again 
i just wanna hear your voice 
but i dont wanna cry again

sick n upset (prod. sheg&pools)

springday