breathe
let it all go
gone now is the world we used to know

and all around
there's not a sound
nothing but the closeness of our hearts

this
darkness lit by 
embers of distant dying stars
i'm drifting across the universe 
with you

fears and worries
are dwarfed by the vastness of outer space
the sorrows of earth haven't left a trace 
on you

searching through the galaxy
for a planet to call our own
somewhere to make a home
with you

witness to the grand design
splendor and beauty and size and scale
i'll hitch a ride on a comet's tail
with you

trillions of suns and moons
couldn't compare to your worth
i would give all of the universe
for you

Spaceflight Serenade

oh i can't help it
i'm so stupid
silly words spill out my 2 lips
it's all nonsense
we both know that
but in the morning you'll see my text
your so funny
when your talking
bout other guys that you were fucking
i'm still thinking, thinking bout judy
i hope your happy
that i'm still obsessed
no 2 words can leave an impact
except those words
WE SHOULD STOP TALKING

WOAHHH

JUST KNOW THAT I
DID IT FOR YOU
I NEVER REALLY WANT TO HURT YOU
IT'S JUST BETTER
STAY AWAY NOW
JUDY HOPPS YOU CAN LOVE NICK WILDES

(super cool solo)

Friends+

I Luv Judy Hopps

Save me I'm disconnected and weightless
I feel the pressure inside
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
If you just tell me I'm fine
If you just tell me I'm fine

I'm so tired, it's fine
I think I'll let you know
Boys so nice and kind
I think I'll kill myself

I'm so tired, it's fine
I'm just a silly girl
I don't mind this time
If you kill yourself

I'm so lost without you I must let you go
I'm so lost without you I must let you go

Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for

All night
All night

Weightless

Delete the text I just sent you
I'm breaking down in my bedroom
My heads in knots when I kiss you
Forgive me now I can't help you

Brush out the sun from your eyes
I'll keep a chapter of the thoughts that keep crossing your mind
My body quivers when you bite down, so loud,
It's automatic when your eyes fade so well
I think I'll miss you when I'm gone

BITE DOWN 
SO LOUD
YEAH NOTHING MATTERS
WHEN YOU HIT ME SO WELL
LETS THE BREAK THE FABRIC OF YOUR PSYCHE
FOR FUN
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE 

BABY, YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I WANNA GET WITH YOU
TONIGHT, BUT I CANNOT, AND THAT'S THE ONLY ISSUE
GIRL YOU KNOW I MISS YOU, I JUST WANNA KISS YOU
BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW
SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

BITE DOWN 
SO LOUD
YEAH NOTHING MATTERS
WHEN YOU HIT ME SO WELL
LETS THE BREAK THE FABRIC OF YOUR PSYCHE
FOR FUN
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE 

BABY, YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I WANNA GET WITH YOU
TONIGHT, BUT I CANNOT, AND THAT'S THE ONLY ISSUE
GIRL YOU KNOW I MISS YOU, I JUST WANNA KISS YOU
BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW
SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

Kiss Me Thru The Phone (Cover)

(song about monster energy)
(I'm too lazy to finish this lmao)

I've seen some better days
right when she dumped me
got lots of energy for self destruction

pour up myself a drink
with lots of caffeine
I think it's time to die
so say goodbye
and say goodnight

pop that shit and party rock
I forgot my Adderall
suicidal chemicals
kill the cops and fuck the world

baby I'm on ritalin
tryna get us both a fix
overdose on pixie sticks
cut yourself before it hits

MONSTER

ik that been so cruel
you seem to think im some type of fool
you start stab me with your cold words
you start to hurt me like im some fool
tell me why im so cruel
na na 4x
tell me what do you wanna die 
tel me just what you see inside

naerobi
my face melt
like its hot out here

don’t rest my
case yet
im not done right here

oh bitch
you’re brain dead
acting with no fear

i bet you’re brain dead
i bet you’re brain dead

yeah

oh
i bet you’re brain dead
fucking walking around
doing god knows what

a zombie, dead girl

i fucking hate you
im gonna fuck your whole world up
bitch say thank you


i fucking hate you
bitch say thank you
im gonna fuck your whole world up
schizo fake you












when you look me at me gage your eyes out
im i so ugly you hate me
do you love me do you love me now
its so cruel that you dont want to see me
tell me that you really love me
beat me hurt hurt me tell me that love me
ouuuuu
ouuuu
ouuu
ouuu
beat me hurt me tell that you love me
just tell that you really love me
just tell me that you love me
just tell me that you fucking love me
beating that im crazy
tell that fuck 
AHHHHHH
HHHHH
HHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHH
HHHHHHHH
HHHHHHH

tell me how im so cruel /naerobi

drug bug - dont talk to me or ill kill myself :3

wallowin

(Demo)
Pain
It's all I really want
It's all I really want
It's all I really want

Take all your time
another day inside
I can't decide
whether to take you out

The clock ticks 5:00
& cast's a shadow
you wonder why
I slouch

can't ever look in your eyes
I might betray you
It's shooting up in my spine
against my taste buds
there's nothing left to hide
I know it's stupid
you know I'm stupid 
so fucking stupid

I'm dumb
(I'll keep fucking it up I swear it's nothing)
I'm dumb
(my body's in pain at least it's something)
I'm dumb
(yeah gimme 12mg I swear I'm better)
I'm dumb
(fuck if the pain doesn't stop, I think I'll suffer)

Sunday morning
the time keeps ticking by
nothing effects me
I can't even try
pacing over
there's nothing left to do
I'm already dead
I'm already dead

YEAH

don't you forget me
when I turn to dust
don't you forget me
when I turn to dust
I'm thinking about the future
and it's looking pretty grim
I'm thinking about the future
and it's fucking shit

FIX IT!

Baby I love you--
but I'm scared of change
baby I love you--
But I'm scared of change

SLUMPED

Day For Night

feat. Augie Deimos on guitar/bass

mean no disrespect when I say that I’m probably not getting off this shit this time
no matter how much I need to, it’s not enough for me to fight through my
whole life is just repeating the same thing, never getting better unless someone makes me and
hating myself more than anyone could possibly hate me as i
burn through my brains doing everything that can sedate me

how long will you believe that I’m still trying my best, as I do everything to show that I just gave up on this
it feels so weird that I’m so free to die whenever I want, while parents, friends, and strangers need me to still carry on 
guess it’s cool as long as I still get to get messed up, that’s the only thing I love and it’s fucked 
and it sucks that I’m spitting on everything that I don’t deserve 
all this love and support just enforces this misguided hurt

I don’t know but I don’t care and I don’t know cuz I don’t care
And I don’t know what’s out there or what comes next or why I’m scared

Circles Of Care

Summer Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=FHKBRUDaP8PmvxfP

SLUMPED

Squee