Squeelist

wilrod

Collection of unfinished songs and covers I'm too lazy to complete 

Cash Machine

Hot and Cold

my those angel eyes
don't be surprised
when you take flight

my those angel eyes
don't be surprised
when you take flight

oh this aint my home 
oh this aint my world
this don't feel right

oh this aint my home 
oh this aint my world
this don't feel right

I don't care what I become 
I promise you it wont be long

I don't care what I become 
I promise you it wont be long

You're gonna break your heart
You're gonna break your heart
You're gonna break your heart

May not be here tomorrow
got too many pills to swallow
connect the dots 
until I can't keep carrying on

May not be here tomorrow
got too many pills to swallow
connect the dots 
until I can't keep carrying on

Angels

Save me I'm disconnected and weightless
I feel the pressure inside
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
and you can make it all right
If you just tell me I'm fine
If you just tell me I'm fine

I'm so tired, it's fine
I think I'll let you know
Boys so nice and kind
I think I'll kill myself

I'm so tired, it's fine
I'm just a silly girl
I don't mind this time
If you kill yourself

I'm so lost without you I must let you go
I'm so lost without you I must let you go

Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Baby come and let me know
Why'd you have to do that for

All night
All night

Weightless

Focus the pendulum resides
across the open sky
I'll scratch until I'll find that which you cannot hide 

Open, the cavity that lies
right underneath your eyes
I'll bleed until I'm tired
of waking up at night

Another Nightmare
White light inside your bedroom

I can lie there
as long as you want me too

Hemolysis

Delete the text I just sent you
I'm breaking down in my bedroom
My heads in knots when I kiss you
Forgive me now I can't help you

Brush out the sun from your eyes
I'll keep a chapter of the thoughts that keep crossing your mind
My body quivers when you bite down, so loud,
It's automatic when your eyes fade so well
I think I'll miss you when I'm gone

BITE DOWN 
SO LOUD
YEAH NOTHING MATTERS
WHEN YOU HIT ME SO WELL
LETS THE BREAK THE FABRIC OF YOUR PSYCHE
FOR FUN
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE 

BABY, YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I WANNA GET WITH YOU
TONIGHT, BUT I CANNOT, AND THAT'S THE ONLY ISSUE
GIRL YOU KNOW I MISS YOU, I JUST WANNA KISS YOU
BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW
SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

BITE DOWN 
SO LOUD
YEAH NOTHING MATTERS
WHEN YOU HIT ME SO WELL
LETS THE BREAK THE FABRIC OF YOUR PSYCHE
FOR FUN
YOU'RE GONNA MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE
YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE 

BABY, YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, I WANNA GET WITH YOU
TONIGHT, BUT I CANNOT, AND THAT'S THE ONLY ISSUE
GIRL YOU KNOW I MISS YOU, I JUST WANNA KISS YOU
BUT I CAN'T RIGHT NOW
SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

YEAH I CAN'T RIGHT NOW SO BABY KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE
KISS ME THROUGH THE PHONE

Kiss Me Thru The Phone (Cover)

(song about monster energy)
(I'm too lazy to finish this lmao)

I've seen some better days
right when she dumped me
got lots of energy for self destruction

pour up myself a drink
with lots of caffeine
I think it's time to die
so say goodbye
and say goodnight

pop that shit and party rock
I forgot my Adderall
suicidal chemicals
kill the cops and fuck the world

baby I'm on ritalin
tryna get us both a fix
overdose on pixie sticks
cut yourself before it hits

MONSTER

Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=Tqbk9Vj8BYV0jhg6

Cant take my mind off you
I think it's all I do
It's in the summer breeze
inside my empty room

take your time
to reply
before I kill myself

Don't think twice
I'm alright
Here sitting all alone

ooh baby, I know it's never ending those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

oooh baby, stuck inside the matrix
My voice is in the static 
that echos against the ceiling 

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

oooh baby-- I know it's never ending, those suicidal daydreams
that can't escape your memory

cause
oooh baby, your favorite connotation 
whenever we get wasted
and pray for our salvation

I'll never open up again
Cant fix the holes inside my head
pixies and poppers do the trick
when you go numb yourself with ____

The hope that nothings up ahead
Can keep you bundled up with sin
my face runs right between your legs
this summer never fucking ends

Summer

(Throwaway track)

it stings when you stick and poke
cant remember all those nights that we spent alone
your palm against my fucking neck when you start to choke
yeah it's your favorite spot when you get black out drunk
until you've had enough

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

you always wanna touch me
whenever you get lonely
you promise that you wont
but you're really bad at lying

I think about you all the time
I can't ever ask you why
I don't wanna go outside
I just wanna fucking die
when you tell me I'm alright
and I should do it or I'm high
yeah you're such a lovely guy
when you tell me I should die

I can write a hundred thousand words
I hate about you
travel down my chest & up my skirt
when I'm without you
point it to my neck
then by my throat
before I bite you
forget the stupid things I ever said
I never liked you

I never liked you

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

maybe I can hold your hand
think that I doubt it
when I see you walk across my lens
tell me about the little things that you still regret
the thought about you makes my cheeks go 
crimson red when you touch me there

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

I get weak when I look in your eyes
cant you see I'm ready to die
feed me pills and all of your lies
say your prayers and say your goodbyes

(fyi I don't support drug use, S/H, S/A, or suicide-- if you do actually struggle with those things please reach out to a professional)

Bored

(Demo)
I fear the gun
I break the law
my brains so numb
until I'm falling down
I wait so long, and on and on
so I'll keep falling down

down
down
down
I'm down
I'm down

cause baby when you look my way
I wanna tell you about the things I shouldn't say
it feels like every single moment is a test of fate
when I weigh you down, when I weigh you...

down
I'm down yeah
I'm down
I'm down yeah
I'm down

down

(Demo)
This summer time, I need you
wait one more night just to see you
your worn out eyes are getting fickle
blink once or twice

make up your mind 
this summer time
I wonder why
you can't be mine

this summer time
I wonder why
you can't be mine
you can't be mine 

this summer time
this summer time
this summer time
this summer time

time
don't waste your time
don't waste your time
don't waste your time
on me
don't waste your time
don't waste your time
don't waste your time
on me

make up your mind
this summer time
I wonder why you can't be mine
this time
I wonder why
you can't be mine
this summer time
this summer time

The Worst Breakup Ever

(Demo)
Pain
It's all I really want
It's all I really want
It's all I really want

Take all your time
another day inside
I can't decide
whether to take you out

The clock ticks 5:00
& cast's a shadow
you wonder why
I slouch

can't ever look in your eyes
I might betray you
It's shooting up in my spine
against my taste buds
there's nothing left to hide
I know it's stupid
you know I'm stupid 
so fucking stupid

I'm dumb
(I'll keep fucking it up I swear it's nothing)
I'm dumb
(my body's in pain at least it's something)
I'm dumb
(yeah gimme 12mg I swear I'm better)
I'm dumb
(fuck if the pain doesn't stop, I think I'll suffer)

Sunday morning
the time keeps ticking by
nothing effects me
I can't even try
pacing over
there's nothing left to do
I'm already dead
I'm already dead

YEAH

don't you forget me
when I turn to dust
don't you forget me
when I turn to dust
I'm thinking about the future
and it's looking pretty grim
I'm thinking about the future
and it's fucking shit

FIX IT!

Baby I love you--
but I'm scared of change
baby I love you--
But I'm scared of change

SLUMPED

Summer Music Video:
https://youtube.com/shorts/mUiXzE-G7Ek?si=FHKBRUDaP8PmvxfP