thanks for always supporting me, i love you all so much

i've been stuck here crying all by myself
i been waiting for too long to find my wealth
back to my roots, i hope you're doing well
beacuse i'm eight fucking seconds from goin to hell

lost all my friends from an argument
hours later and i dont even know what it meant
what the fuck does activity have to do
with being your friend? i dont care bout you

maybe it's worth it, just giving you up
it was way too draining for me to keep up
you'd always vent to me all the time
now i got a fuckin job, and i work full time

get out of my messages
(you already went and fucked up your last chance)
don't talk to me again
(i don't ever wanna hear your name again)

problems <yukiro>

Art, Music Video, Vocals and Instrumental all by me :p

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qlddIjBGhg&ab_channel=Jaddex

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0qYKUIlnfyDTgjFxxtCZ7C?si=fe6052a158154d2f

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/dial-tone/1573706465?i=1573706706

Discord: https://discord.com/invite/kzxQcmDRMC

Other links: https://campsite.bio/jaddex

Lyrics:
As the sun sets I will see another day
I'm stuck in this pit will I ever find a way
To face my stress, so just breath they say
But I turn them away, in the end Ill be okay

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

As one of the best you’ll hear me say
That this world is pointless, i don’t play
I just wanna tell the truth for today
Maybe then all my problems would just go away

But They really don’t, I'm alone
As I sit all alone on my throne
As I pack another cone
As I pack another cone

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Yeah, I just wanna go home
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yeah, so just leave it at the tone
Yeah, I wont pick up the phone

I've been falling through the void
Falling like an asteroid
I've been feeling like a droid
Dancing like I’m overjoyed 

Step back, let me take the wheel
Ill show you I got that steel
Cuz I'm real, I'm not fake
How much longer will this take

To prove my innocence
Too deep in this shit
Cant keep my resonance 
Too high to care a bit

I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone
I'm not picking up the phone

Phone

Dial Tone

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Dial Tone [Prod. Jaddex]

i finally got away from you

prod. drma vocals by me

lyrics

wow, i dont know what took you so long
tried to run away, fuckin cried when saying so long
its getting hard to stay like this
but i guess that's just how it is

you think i'm overreacting?
do you care at all? are you acting?
do you mean it when you wish me the best
cuz you always turn around and fuckin call me a pest

im getting tired of it all
left to rot, not a lot will be lost
fuck 12, ion care about the laws
i just wanna run away from you.

you let it all out to rot
you left me without a second thought
you never cared that we always fought
ion know, maybe i'm just stupid

got a lot to do today
dont want it to fade away
i dont got much left to say
thanks for caring anyway

always bringing up the past
go and fucking kiss my ass
cuz i'm tired of the bullshit

you think i'm overreacting?
do you care at all? are you acting?
do you mean it when you wish me the best
cuz you always turn around and fuckin call me a pest

im getting tired of it all
left to rot, not a lot will be lost
fuck 12, ion care about the laws
i just wanna run away from you.

fuck you too! <drma>

a song for a close friend

sample from the ragnarok online ost, written and mixed by me

lyrics:

wake up , 7:30 in the morning
don't wanna get out of bed
so i'll keep on snorin

but i'll wake up only 30 minutes later
so i guess i'll just get up instead

turn on the computer, wait for everything to load
log in, check forums, never questioning my morals
always living in my best life
even though shit was really hard

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i thought that nothin worked for me
i tried trying everything within the land n sea
just to find out that everything was fantasy
and it was always in the open, right ahead of me

i'm like a kafra, doin all the shit that i was told
never getting a say in anything until i got old
grow up, i was told to be like an adult
but i'm so fucking scared of what to do when i am alone

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

all my eyes see is crimson, the red of day
not sure if i slept at all yesterday
was never told that everything would be okay
now i'm left here to watch it all fade away

crimson

☫ @POPSTARPATCH - Chuzzle Talk™ ペニス

i lost 5tb of data recently
prod @swiftslash-300403458 , written and mixed by me
follow my main: @squiblers

lyr:
got me fucked up
windows xp on my laptop
cuz i never wanna upgrade from memories i once got
even though, i just found the iso, i don't know
where to go, how to back it up, i'm lookin high n low
scrolling through websites that fuck with my mental
ion really give a fuck if anything's experimental
if they ever try to fuck with me, they call it accidental
if i tell you who it was, you'd have to keep it confidential

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

but i still don't even know how the fuck i'm here
thought i would make a song n then just disappear
but i'm stuck within this file system
i miss my brother, i need his wisdom
but i can navigate just fine
i swear by google, so i stay online
and i know that it's unhealthy
but i've yet to find someone to help me

and i'm still confused on how my life can change upon a single fucking click, makes me fucking sick
and if you told me that i would okay if i logged off then i'd agree, you're gonna set me free

x86 <swiftslash>

don't wanna see myself

lyr:
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, my mental state is damaging my [wait]

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
been thinking bout where i should be
away from home sounds good to me
but i don't think that's possible
cuz my life became so hostile

and i don't know where i'm goin now
why do i feel like i'm going down?
i've been waiting for too long, i've been waiting for too long
just to see your face
and you're not how i imagined it
i kind of wish that i abandoned it

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages

i've been waiting for too long, i've been waiting for too long
just to see your face
and you're not how i imagined it
i kind of wish that i abandoned it

don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages
don't wanna see myself, i'll break my fucking mirror
it'll cost a lot in damages, i'm running out of bandages

mirror

prod, mixed, and mastered by me

thank youu @bandanabloom and @REYGWEN for the vox

lyrics:

bandanabloom:

You good to do what makes you happy for the hell of it
Hard pill to swallow I used to follow the yellow brick
Mind body seperate there’s nothing much I’d like to say
Posted on a corner waiting for the fucking light to change
Fits all black like the sky this time of day
Head spinning like the inside of a microwave
Man I’m just taken this all in
Been so long since I lost that it’s getting nostalgic
Pressures on but I ain’t new to it
Whole crowd starin like they in a movie Kubrick did
Some shit that I would do for kicks the next dude couldn’t do with months to prepare
And his ass thought that something was there
Hard pass 
Ball cap 
it’s a tall task to ruffle my hair 
Worried bout what I’m doing that boy moving how a loser act
If his ego took a bruise it’s probably cause his music ass

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

bandanabloom:

But as for me think you just alright 
Sleeping through the bullshit I really ain’t the alarm type 
I was making music money ‘fore I was parking a car
Boy I’m used to bumping fists that won’t getcha far in a bar fight 
Thought he was up but he just a son
Me REY GWEN and RAYGUN turn his most played song to an archive
Scoffing often at options that I did not select
Flow like a faucet but I’m still hitting bottlenecks
It’s not easy being the sharpest knife
Breaking bread with brothers from improbable walks of life
And why the fuck he talk like it gets to him when responses dry
2-0 sweep tell the janitor leave his mop behind
We step in and it’s party time!!!!!!!
In and out do my thing and take off again
With real shit to say it gets harder to fake confidence
Chin up looking clouds dead in the eye
Making friends with the sky no matter the when or the why, I’m

REY GWEN:

Making friends with the sky
The rain dries away
I say I'm over it 
Cause I want my life to change
Faking weekend alibis
You know i'm OK
I think you're so cool cause you know just what to say

so cool w/ bandanabloom & REY GWEN

lyrics:

spend the day like we did the last time,
spend a couple more reminiscing
so it goes, as it goes

does this mean anything?
do you smile through the pain like me?
does this mean anything?
do you smile through the pain like me?

im depressed, you’re unrelenting
unimpressed, i don't give a fuck

unimpressed

The Last Honest Verse

the clouds looked pretty today
vaf ++ rf ++ @digitalbunkercc
more music: @fisherdog

problems <yukiro>

naku