Destroy the world before it destroys me
Mastered by @chriad

Lyrics:

1st Verse:
Lets take a deep breath
I been taking pills I don't know if I can take it
and I slit my wrist, bleed and shit
I don't know if Ima make it
love last long don't go far
I been up all night off a cab bar
I been up all night sippin Wok heart
I been up all night andddddd
runaway from me
cause I can not come to see
she say don't lie to me
but I take drugs too

Verse 2:
mags pass that shit cause I need it
she post a pic and delete it
she tell me lies and I believe it
you broke my heart so you can KEEP IT
don't let me goooo
cause I should knowwwww
when I move slowwwww

Verse 3: @omgemags
Please just go away
What my mind says but i want you to say
Bought you flowers, now you watch them decay
You owe me nothing, but i want you to payyy
So whatchu want now?
We- we barely talk now
You say you distance yourself thas my fault how?
My hearts thumping for me it gets too loud
It gets too loud
It gets too loud
I cant take it
I i cant take it

Verse 4:
He cant take it
don't know If I'm gonna make it
I pop pills like I'm so faded
fu** life like we cant take it
s o o o o o o
I don't know if she is gonna make it make sense
I don't know if I can take it you can take this
say this say that, break this break that
hate this hate that, you can have that sh** back

THANK YOUUUU

Keep it

Keep It w/Emags (xmichaelwarren)

glad this did so well because me n visions tried really hard >w<
time to disappear for 50 years

this guy bought the beat 4 me https://www.instagram.com/koffdrops1/
https://youtu.be/Ypo1w_i3kkk
lothy:
you was talking shit so we left him on the pavement
why u tryna hide we know where u staying
yeah i feel @ilyvisions when i stab him in the station
oh OMG i fucking made it

you was talking shit so we left him on the pavement
why u tryna hide we know where u staying (stop running)
yeah i feel @ilyvisions when i stab him in the station 
oh OMG i fucking made it (sike no i didnt) :'(

why u in our dms when u not one of us (get out)
ask me for a feature ik u not getting none (fuck u)
please excuse me while im switching up my flooow (wow im orginal) :O
can u shut up cuz im smoking on this doough (cough cough)
can shut up? (like please i have a headache mixing this)
bullet hit your throat >:)

(stutters make me happy) (i think this is what i said)
aahhh ahh ee eee ahh
bullets bullets hiiit
taste my taste my bullet
people people d-different
push it push it pull it
TR-TRG M10
go go go go go

feel like im @vixen2 make that fucker lose all hope (ily you beautiful furry)
couple bullets yeah right down his throat
yeah right down his throat

vis:
bodies in my green house, way they decompose
stop complaining bout ur problems pussy let it go

break his arm like chopstick
pussy boy been mad abt it
pop, goes the mopstick :O


seen that pussy runnin from the gold 
we are the gold!!!
y'all dont like us cuz we stay hittin our goals :D

couples G's, in my bag, like i came out of the alphabet
all hail on ur knees pussy im the baphomet >:) 

[gibberish that sounds cool]

lothy:
you was talking shit so we left him on the pavement
why u tryna hide we know where u staying
yeah i feel @ilyvisions when i stab him in the station
oh OMG i fucking made it

you was talking shit so we left him on the pavement
why u tryna hide we know where u staying
yeah i feel @ilyvisions when i stab him in the station
oh OMG i fucking made it

(stutters make me happy) but these are slowed omg :O

throat! + visions (prod. starboyrob x gokami x sai)

[please don't change

you're perfect just the way you are

oh i know i just like to write sad songs]

i don't know where i throw
it's like i never left home
couple of thousand times

asking myself now to see i'm okay
i'm waiting too long for the better days
riding along now i fade away
i don't wanna call now i need some space

don't fall asleep i hold down my keys
i try to believe i don't want to see myself

farewell to a sad song
farewell to a
farewell to a sad song

to waste away
farewell to a sad song

asking myself now to see i'm okay
i'm waiting too long for the better days
riding along now i fade away
i don't wanna call now i need some space

farewell to a sad song
farewell to a

farewell to a sad song
farewell to a
farewell to a sad song

to waste away
farewell to

produced by flynsober

see you again flynsober, you had a good run, farewell.

farewell to a sad song

Lyrics Video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHkCVbVnGVo&t=1s
Official Audio : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FnOt2RdXWO0&t=2s
Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/0VtRuWGfyLI8kkbXkfFXAb?si=abdd6bef771a4b5b

Vocals by $AVAGEKITTY & @funeral
Beat by Prod.byCian & ayoleybeats
Mix by $AVAGEKITTY & @funeral
Master by addmixx
Art by that_mink

$AVAGEKITTY's part:
right now i know that i'm not good for you
even though we've been through a whole lot too
can't lie, i love the way you treat me, uh
what a shame that i'm too bad for (you, yeah, yeah)

you tell me you've been down one, too many times
i'm bad influence, do not cross my line of sight
eyes locking with each other in a clear night sky
you tell me you've been down one, too many times
i'm bad influence, do not cross my line of sight
eyes locking with each other in a clear night sky

eyes locking with each other in a clear night sky
while we shredder in each others arms
it felt so nice, it felt so nice, while we die tonight
hope we don't die tonight
baby 'cause i know now that i'll be better now
i'll be better now, i'll be better now, yeah
no more stressing out about the shit thats been going on
everyday, everyday, it's a fight in my head it's a fight with my heart
and i'm scared that someday i might just disappear into ashes
will you remember my name ?

right now i know that i'm not good for you
even though we've been through a whole lot too
can't lie, i love the way you treat me, uh
what a shame that i'm too bad for (you, yeah, yeah)

funeral's part:
i like the abuse, it's too much, you control me
anytime that i talk, it's like nobody knows me
every time that you lie, yeah i know it's enough
of the same shit, i'll never say it again
i like the abuse, it's too much, you control me
anytime that i talk, it's like nobody knows me
every time that you lie, yeah i know it's enough
of the same shit, i'll never say it again
i like the abuse, it's too much, you control me
anytime that i talk, it's like nobody knows me
every time that you lie, yeah i know it's enough
of the same shit, i'll never say it again

influence

Spotify

influence w/ funeral (Prod.byCian x ayoleybeats)

prod and mastered by @chriad
mixed by me

lyrics:
i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

set him down at the bottom of the barrel
leave me lone, yea i’m feeling like a scarecrow
break my phone, don’t hmu, reap what u sow
break my bones, don’t fmu, bury me in blow

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last
i’ve been reaching for the stars, so u can’t put me back
you got me closing up my heart, i don’t wanna see u last

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

just let me free now
yea i saw u at the store, u watched me bleed out
yea i’m sick of fucking trying, clear to see now
yea u love 2 beat me up, i had 2 break down

can’t put these pieces back together 
i can’t play no jigsaw
so now u play with his jaw
if u have a problem u gon get it knocked off
u a fucking bitch bruh, we get it, ya u fell off

i left a part of me
you got me sitting up
counting all the casualties 
like are u listening?
i don’t even wanna be
just another part of u
cut the bars and set me free

and now i gotta go, cover me in paint
everyday i wake up, ya it feels the same
ofc u luv 2 point ur finger, can’t take blame
ofc yr gonna paint a picture, build a frame

scarecrow

scarecrow (chriad)

self- produced

Lyrics: 
[Oh well.]
Either way
I'm unreal and afraid
Oh please don't tell me
Oh please don't tell me
Don't tell me how to breathe
You had your chance and you lost it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
And I held out my hand and you mauled it
Now you don't even exist
I mean honestly
What you standing for
Act like you love yourself but 
You don't do it anymore
You put yourself in poor conditions 
That you can't afford
We're both part of the problem
I'm wondering just why you bottle me

I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

[thrml]

[Oh well.]
I can't even handle the heat 
But yet I'm burning here
Just let me help you
And I can't take the blame for the heat
But yet I'm burning here
Why won't you let me help you
Tell me tell me
Am I just a ghost or am I asleep
Cause I feel like I'm running in a dream
Stand in front of you 
But you see right through me
I'm just fucking invisible 
Like how'd I get this miserable
Tell me tell me
Can you hear this conversation
Cause in my head I'm slowly breaking
And all the events that led me here replaying
I'm trying my best but I can't stop from

Fading away into black 
Where you go and you know that
You'll never come back
Need to stop degrading myself
Stop berating myself
Since the 9th grade I learned 
How to hate on myself
But I need to let go 
All the weight off my chest
Makes me hypochondriacal
Shaking my breath
I'm afraid for my health
And I know I need help
But I'm part of the problem 
I won't let you help me let go
Let me help you
Why won't you let me help you

ghost or am i asleep (feat. thrml)

prod: @daywxtch
mixed/mastered: @daywxtch
written: @daywxtch
___________________________
lyrics:
i got big bands stuffed into my pants 
so i can leave town
got on me zirconium pants
loose so i can run around in
tbh i could go and take it
maybe fucking sell it
would you buy into it
cus' i'm flying through the roof
and i think i can top it

and i know it's hard you tried to warn me
but i see the sun and it's alarming
if i ever run off you gotta harm me

i can't wait till i pull ina foreign
(if i don't show) know that i'm bored
 shawty so crazy she taking my phone
i hate this party, i wanna go home
(i look crazy) no you don't, you look like that everyday
niggas haven't ever heard me rap
niggas haven't ever heard me say niggas
finger on the trigger
we maybe small rn but we always getting bigger
SWEAR TO GOD THAT'S A FACT
SILENT SOLIDER, IMMA MOVE IN FOR THE ATTACK
YOU'RE A HACK, AND EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID SHOULD BE REDACTED
dear god, you're attractive
i know i'm undeserving, yeah i know that i can't have this
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack it
because i wear my heart on my sleeve, you gon attack this

i'm sure you'd call it karma
i be smoking packs, in the pack, packing that paddywhack and
posted, i don't leave the house so guess that means that i'm
shut in
locked in
lonely till i login

it's a sad life that i surely live in
but imma live it up till i find the pieces
and when i make it work im gonna cap on it
and i don't mean to be such an american
but i need all of that
please, please, PLEASE!
i needa make my dream come a reality
if i don't make it work what else is gon be left for me
a 9-5 job working 120 hours a week i-
(DON'T) really want that
but at the same time, maybe it won't be that bad
i'll just move with class, move with class
flying to my subdivision, life is something i can't live with
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INSPO:
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/maduro
https://soundcloud.com/brokitz/you-better-go
@2hollis
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thanks for listening & reading <3

egotism

actual track slowed for copyright. original file here: https://dbree.org/v/c7ab76
direct download: https://dbree.org/d/c7ab76/f8bfe0d61fc08402b7d432bb619a7354

i wish i could but my mom would kill me

i hoped i could but my mom would kill me

ihatethistown prod maybe

[Verse 1]
We met on a rooftop, drinkin’ cheap wine
You said you’re “not lookin’,” yeah, that same line
But you were in my bed by the weekend
Talkin’ ’bout your ex like you needed revenge
I should’ve known better, should’ve stayed back
But you said “relax, I’m not like that”
Funny how the truth hits after impact
Now I’m stuck cleaning up the flashbacks

[Pre-Chorus]
And you were playin’ games,
Switchin’ lanes
Sayin’ my name
But doin’ the same old things that you blame
On everybody else
You fooled yourself
And yeah, I fell —
But not again, no way in hell

[Chorus]
So don’t call my phone at 2AM
Sayin’ you “just wanna talk as friends”
Don’t say you miss the way it felt
’Cause you only miss the version of me you built
No, don’t try to pull me back again
Heart ain’t a place that you can rent
You broke it once, won’t break again
So don’t, don’t, don’t — not again

[Verse 2]
You liked to run circles, keep me tied up
Acting like the victim when you’re wired up
Told your friends I was overreacting
But you were out late while I was asking
Where you at? Who you with?
Yeah, the stories never fit
You’d say “baby, don’t trip”
While you’re hiding every bit
So I cut the rope, let the tension snap
Now you wanna rewind — too late for that

[Pre-Chorus]
’Cause you were playin’ games,
Switchin’ lanes
Sayin’ my name
While givin’ somebody else the same
You call it “love”
I call the bluff
Had more than enough
And now I’m up — and you’re out of luck

[Chorus]
So don’t call my phone at 2AM
Sayin’ you “just wanna talk as friends”
Don’t say you miss the way it felt
’Cause you only miss the version of me you built
No, don’t try to pull me back again
Heart ain’t a place that you can rent
You broke it once, won’t break again
So don’t, don’t, don’t — not again

[Bridge]
You say you changed — cool story though
Funny how it comes when I let go
But I’m not tryna play your cameo
This ain’t your show, not anymore

[Final Chorus]
So don’t call my phone at 2AM
Sayin’ you “just wanna talk as friends”
Don’t say you miss the way it felt
’Cause you only miss the version of me you built
No, don’t try to pull me back again
Heart ain’t a place that you can rent
You broke it once, won’t break again
So don’t — yeah, not again

Keep It w/Emags (xmichaelwarren)

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