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im actually done (tenoji)

w/ @glitter_throat
prod: @prodmelik

@anti-light
this passing of time
i’m missing months in my diary
this passion aligns
with your indifference entirely
i keep coming back to your comfort
chains ‘round my heart
you’re the cracks in my walls
think i’m a breaking a promise again
don’t gaslight me i’m not your toy (ah)
wrapped around your finger (ah)
i’m torn inside my mind is light no more (ah)
cut deep my sight lost to your thorn (ah)

@glitter_throat
bloody hands, bloody legs, bloody heart
feel the pressure of a valve
that’s about to give out
i’m dying, pulling out thorns
i’m trying
(it’s never enough)
even on the floor, bleeding
but i always suck it up, i can’t get enough
i’m a victim to myself, i just play it out
if i’m dead and gone
do my wounds play a song?
so you know you were wrong?
even when i’m dead, i’m playing along

@anti-light
this passing of time
i’m missing months in my diary
this passion aligns
with your indifference entirely
i keep coming back to your comfort
chains ‘round my heart
you’re the cracks in my walls
think i’m a breaking a promise again
don’t gaslight me i’m not your toy (ah)
wrapped around your finger (ah)
i’m torn inside my mind is light no more (ah)
cut deep my sight lost to your thorn (ah)

Spotify

Thorn w/ glitterthroat (melik)

prod.
@0k1ro
@012207

notes:
w/ the goat @bburgs
craziness soon!
<3

//

[shiro]
yh
coming home to a hard day
u dnt wna talk to me
nah bby its ok
got the racks now
at what cost was it, to see u gone now?

you dnt wna speak to me
bby girl, yeah u know i get it
workin 9 to 5, got me down
yeah, finna spend it 
all
on my new drip
u wna talk shit
u on some fuck shit
yh yh
2x

yh
u dnt wna talk my bad
i get why u sad, and u mad
im going far w/o u lately now
uve been going in my mind
cant seem to get u out of my head
the thought of u was all i had
i gave u all i had

[bburgs]
5 am and im missin u
no replies now im feelin blue
gave me a chance that i already blew
what ab the things that we've been thru?

like, i could still smell ur hair in my jeans
on the jeans that im rockin on me
its like everythings not what it seems

but u already knew that
ur the one for me
babygirl why cant u see
i just hope that its a dream

[hook]

//

at what cost! + bburgs『k1ro/baz』

Cover art by prdsjas (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
prod. tracyxo & waystalker
Music video: https://youtu.be/YtMOH1UGfy4

Lyrics:

One step just to fade in reality 
One step just to lose my insanity 
Yea, you never 
You never 
Yea, you never 
Yea, you never cared

I can see your eyes glowing red like a demon
Take another hit love the the buzz now I’m fiening
Looking for the love that I want and I needed
Look up at the stars up above and I’m dreaming
Counting up these bands with my bros and I’m scheming 
Hop up in the car hit 100 now I’m speeding 
When you look at me now I’m shining yea I’m gleaming

Hold up.
Take a second to observe it
When he running up cut him up like a surgeon
Margiela stepping got you nervous 
Stepping in my trues, never lie and you know this

Fade in reality (tracyxo x waystalker) *mv in description*

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring one of da ogs @jichuuu
happy early birthday gift for jichu <3
produced by @recyclexbin & @lewisgoing
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
yeah, wish I could talk 2 u normally
yeah, wish I could show u the best of me
yeah, wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u
[akayai]
theres so much love in my heart
but its overflowing
i feel nervous when u smile
it has me floating
theres heart on my eyes
but u just don't know it
i get jealous cause of u
but i just don't show it
yeah, your love and affection it gets me going
yeah, the way your hair moves when the wind is blowing
can't stop staring at your eyes i need to focus
me and jichu really care but we just ain't show it
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
wish I could talk 2 u normally
wish I could show u the best of me
wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u

overflowing

overflowing + jichu (recyclebin x lewisgoing)

tysm to @jichuuu and @pw4prez for the help!!

firework

thx for all the plays recently im rlly humbled by the support :>
prod @prod_dxvi
TYSM FOR LISTENING
//
lyrics:

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

i think ill lose myself
and i know i cant fix my health
all these pills that i take
they cant ever make me feel the same way
not as i did back then

i cant make this end
wish i could but i cant pretend
ill lose my mind when you look at me again
(look at me again, look at me again)

every time i look in your eyes i just want to die
too much in my mind every time, think i'll lose it now
feel it building up, i cant talk, i cant do this now
gotta give it up, i cant walk, i cant leave and go
i just feel the same, feeling lost, dont know whats up next
i dont want to run but im done, cant put up with this
tell me where to go i dont know what im doing now
pick me up and choose, i cant fix myself, never could

lost

lost (dxvi)

@jichuuu ✧ ⋆ . ⁺

i’m sorry, for the everything i thought
u are my everything
my anything
my whole world
i thought, u dont even know my love
its like everything that u said is a lie
like its a lie 

come with me
like we’re not enemy
u gave so many pain to me
carelessly, like i’m just fantasy
oh, baby, what can we be?
tiring my soul
heart got broken for sure
oh, u dont know what u do
lonely, i know
but u dont wanna know
so i just rest for now

like its a lie (jichu)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5fupbERiM040lFtbPIyuAb?si=iUbr2iVWSpSwr36nQrWlXw

prod @daisuki120

lyrics:

u lit up my heart w the promise u made
i felt so embarrassed when u asked me to stay
girl idk why but u chose me
my heads a mess im blushing

my heart in a rush omg
dont know if i can handle it but i dont wanna leave u

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u
idc abt the things in my life i only want u
never gonna leave u
ima stick beside u

tired of faking smiles
told u that its gonna take me a while
all of our problems keep stacking a pile
kiss me thru the phone bby its been a while
they keep stacking a pile
i said its been a while

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u
idc abt the things in my life i only want u
never gonna leave u
ima stick beside u

tired of faking smiles
told u that its gonna take me a while
all of our problems keep stacking  a pile
kiss me thru the phone bby its been a while
they keep stacking a pile
i said its been a while

kiss me thru the phone (luvinner)

@waitfortaika

n it hrts a lot 2 walk away fm u
n it hrts a lot 2 walk away fm u
n i lost my mind believe me grl its tru
n i lost th way so brng me bck 2 u
i ws in luv w that
still felt alone
i gt designer on
i still feel cold :(
i bn so fragile lately
i feel so broke
i wna luv u tho
id luv u whole
proms 2 luv u
honst 2 god i wud
if u dnt need it
thts ok wre still gud
n i feel nothing
dk if thts a prblm
i feel disgustng
tk me up out of hre
tear me 2 shrds n piecs
tll me til i belive it
i gt sum #BadIdeas
m shy i dnt like speakin
gt feelings i delete it
idk wat im seein
or y they keep n leavn
i gt the silnt trtment

confession [prod taika]

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