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UNTITLED VOLUME II

I. SOULBRANDT*ೃ༄
II. CLOUDS ༉‧˚
III. PARASITE .ೃ࿐
IV. GHOSTLY "
V. FANTASY PT. II.•°*”˜

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"UNTITLED, VOL. II"

lyrics

aye
all of the thoughts in my head
telling myself i'd be better off dead
lost in this coffin my bath turning red
coughin up toxins im already slupmed

i take a hit when im down in the dumps 
karma's been hittin like im gettin jumped 
stomping ambition 
im locked from my mission
im hittin it tons but im still feeling numb oh my days
i been erased 
far from my goals 
swappin my lanes
is it enough
must it be rough
finding my name
whys it so tough
im in my cage
not moving up
but its okay
im in my element aye ;)
she call me crazy i been that for days and there aint no more reasons for that to go change

sometimes
i hear these voices tell me kill yourself 

sometimes
i make these choices that ruin my health

:(

"COMET"

I've seen you at your worst
But you never doubted luck
Never struck me as the type who could give a single fuck
Before our minds have slipped away
Let's pretend we have a single name
Without your eyes I'm not the same
So I just run away

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see

Not a single thing has changed
In our abnormal game of greed
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And now nobody wants to see
Is that what you believe?
The time appears so fake
When all you think about is me
Oh I know what you need..
The world is not the same
And everyone's afraid of me
Is that what you believe?
Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Follow
Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

Your voice won't reach that far
Running out of time
My patience in the form
Of a scar
We changed so much, we lost our touch
Were scared of blood but had none
The memories of what got lost
And was it really that fun?

Oh I know what you are
Follow
Oh I know what you are

I Know What You Are

Falling / Apart

produced by ayazra

aye
im in the rain
look up in agony, 
suffering, hate,

i could be perfect and hurt less
i dont know my purpose 
theres no more in life but this pain

maybe she said
something about me that got in my head
wonder these thoughts while surroundings turn red
if i dont wake then my love will be dead
if i dont wake then my love will be 

rot is my brain
im so lost
i need love
theres no way
i can save you all
x2

x2

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FANTASY PT. II"•°*”˜ ( p. ayazra )

produced by neverforever

i done felt invisible lately its often im lost in the back
feeling so ghostly im mostly just locked in the past 
thought of a better me always inside of my brain 
and its something that gotta be part of me driven insane

rusted in my lungs as i cope by breathing in smoke
hang around these people that fuck me over to cope
i know i deserve it for never being that worth it 
and hurting myself is the only way to level the rage

hurting, im an addict
i thought i could have it
no one seems to notice 
in the cold without a jacket

knowing im a mess
waiting to be blessed
can i get somebody to help me
im all depressed

know im not alone
but its feeling so
waking up at 5pm and staring at a phone

waiting for a text to inspire but stuck at home
walk into the living room and feeling like a drone 
idk

im a ghost 
wasted and float
 pass through the glass
let the shards hurt to cope

brace any minute 
gone with no witness
hate for my face what i take to the finish

im a ghost 
x2

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GHOSTLY " ( p. neverforever )

produced by taymxru

say you love me 
im a mess
am i the reason youre upset?
i dont wanna lose again so baby please dont turn your head

you were always on my mind
x3
something like a parasite

am i at fault for broken hearts 
i wanted nothing but you here
now im alone and want nothing more than to disappear

i reach into the sky
and pull the stars from where they fly
i'd give you all the world
cuz you were always on my mind

3..2..1 GO!

say you love me 
im a mess
am i the reason youre upset?
i dont wanna lose again so baby please dont turn your head

you were always on my mind
x3
something like a parasite

something like a parasite

you were always on my mind
x3
something like a parasite

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PARASITE .ೃ࿐ ( p. taymxru )

produced by nevrfall

living with this pressure and its
weighing me down its something like im always drowning in this
sizable crowd and they all need for me to be somebody else that i could never be
im fearing that i may be lost in doubt cuz i could never please
the audience that i been growing
its not their fault i have this ever looming fear of falling
i wanna let you in but i cant stand to be on call when i feel in my head
and i dont wanna let you down but by stressing 'bout it, i do instead

i hope i made somebody proud of me with all this effort
exert all the voices in my head in through this pen first
my head hurts
reaching my way through dirt 
unless there someone left
to ease my breath i guess i'll just do what i can
damn
damn
damn
im feeling the pain in my hand
writing too much and its messing me up
i got something to say but i cant
never the right words that im putting down and im starting again
never the right stance and im right back to the start of a trance

drowning in the darkest clouds
everything is falling down

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CLOUDS ༉‧˚ ( p. nevrfall )

produced by kizutsuku

walk 'round
face down
overcome my demon's sounds

hard ways, i cope
hearts ice, stay cold

bitch im tragic
dead inside
say you love me
tell me lies

might i fold, this ends my time
dont you love me when i've died

hard ways i cope
hearts ice stay cold
x2

selling my soul just to keep up my hold
these voices screaming i might have to fold
x2

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SOULBRANDT*ೃ༄ ( p. kizutsuku )

close 2 end

Flinch

Yeah, yeah

flip a coin and lay it on my eyes
I can tell that you're not surprised
little bones just overgrow
and you think that its fine to just cheat

I guess it’s true that loves bittersweet
think of him when you're just on me
it's like my fingers snap and start to break
this is just more than I can take

im pacing back and forth inside an empty room
where the door is always closed until the ghosts are going home
where the devil on my shoulder says I look pretty lost
as he gives a big grin my stomach fills with disgust

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

I stay alone in my bed
I guess that's just for the best
don't go out I don't eat
I can't take it, I just sleep

wake up again, don't exist
bury the shame in my head
I just sit there I don't breath
I just smile now I can't leave


every day it starts, the doubt becomes a hole
always stay at home but scared of being alone
and when you open up you find your let down
smother up your face so you can't make a sound

when reflections come through,
and the distance between us is unfathomable
when the mental states true,
and I hate this existence, it's unexplainable

so where does that leave me, I don't know
the emotions are crushed down, below
so then it's bottled up inside 
scratching at the walls where it cracks and I find I can't hide

but I gave in, and I let him 
and he tormented me again
so I came home to nothing 
yeah what was there to expect

Wake Up Again

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Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

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( lyrics )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
I'm not worth it 
( x2 )

Imperfect
So worthless
I'm nothing
Feel so worthless

Imperfect
So worthless

I feel so worthless

"IMPERFECTION" ( prod. trapcode )

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FANTASY PT. II"•°*”˜ ( p. ayazra )

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