@yaboistatic im going through my break up with this song

@yaboistatic i cant take all of the credit for something like that, you were strong enough to get through that all on your own, i wish you the best 💙

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin
big love to my homie: https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen

watch the image of me move slow
your angry voice always just makes me stow
the fear I held as a child deep inside
until the skin starts to break and I crumble

down down down in the undertow
friends rise above me as I sink below
into this hell that I made here all on my own
im sitting past rock bottom contemplating suicide yeah wheres my soul

you said id never be anything yeah so why try
floating inside of a capsule till panic subsides
a lack of serotonin so we take SSRIs
medicated by someone else to keep my life in a line

I stay high so I can just pretend that everything is fine
I still have memories of my father in the back of my mind
decide to ruin a family name so I can just pretend
That everything will be fine when the morning starts with the end

pop a pill to relate
cant connect it’s too late
digging flesh wanting more
making cracks in the core

hells above so below
you’re tethered in my soul
in reverse watch the lights
fade back and forth till im gone

I fucked up I cant change
wait a sec ill explain
slipping tongues in the rain
the best times I’ll never gain

the forest always yearns
I hear it calling concern
until I fade away
maybe my life is in vain

Skylarallen:

I can tell from your eyes
See the hate
Deep inside
I’m too late
Never mind
Feels like I can’t get it right

Fool me once
Fool me twice
I come back
Kill the lights
Curtains up
Show is done
I won’t bring you back to life

I learned from every mistake
Trust is not something you break
And when I got too much on my plate
I just remember its fate
Who knew how much it would take
When i got myself in the way

Watching these clouds turn to gray
I’m washing memories away


They told me you won’t be nothing except a let down
Ill watch this world burn to ashes before i melt now
When they turned their backs I was laughing with every step
I went from searching for what’s right now I’m taking everything left
Can’t shake this feeling inside
One minute I close my eyes
Then it’s right back to a life
Where I’ve got nowhere to hide
Try to pretend that I’m fine
When I feel so paralyzed
I feel your words in my spine
With every day I’m alive

Now my backs to the wall
I feel nothing at all
And I wonder how I got here
All the pain from the fall
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all
I feel nothing at all

The Fall Ft. skylarallen

Producer: https://www.instagram.com/disbl1nd/


Lyrics:


Each step I take I feel the Interference
As time is passing I see all the people disappearing
You know what the issue is but you're never going near it
Spent my entire life but I still can't find a cure.

This is where it all ends,
Caught between a tall fence
In the midst of violence and silence I guess it just all depends

had to just find the occasion again,
There was no use for erasing the past
Let it go through there's no taking it back

I let myself fade into black.


MOTHERFUCKER DON'T YOU EVER ATTEMPT ME
TURNED TO THE DEVIL WHEN EVERYONE LEFT ME

NOBODY GETS ME
GIVE IT A REST ALREADY

END EVERYBODY NO MATTER HOW MANY

YOU CALL ME A VILLAIN, BUT AM I?
IT'S EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE BAD GUY

 HOPE THAT YOU DIE IN THE PLACE YOU RESIDE
CHAOS IN SILENCE, COMMIT TO VIOLENCE.

YES, NOW I FEEL A LITTLE TENSE
DEMONS ONLY GET ASCENSION
TWISTED WITH EVERYTHING
FUCK YOUR PERCEPTION

SHOW YOU MY HATRED
NOT MY AFFECTION

I MOVE ALONG WITH THE COFFIN
HEAR THE NOISE OF THE TALKING
STEP ASIDE THEY'RE WATCHING
HOWS IT FEEL TO BE STARVING?




I'm out of ideas, blanket expression
Head is a mess, I cant pay attention

Are you talking to me or are you talking to them?
Neither? Just leave us a message

Every negative ideas feeding the vessel
Leaving my body i feel the distress

If only you feel what I feel in my chest, it's as real as it gets
I need to get checked up just from my neck up so they can see what's inside of my head

I feel like I'm dead it's been too many times that I've said it
It's coming to greet me if it wants to eat me I'll let it


my childhood is gone
I'm living life wrong
I can't see tomorrow
now i feel the starving


MY HEAD IS FULL, IT'S ALL PARASITES
THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
I SEE NO SURPRISE

GETTING CLOSER TO MY OWN DEMISE


THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER
I ALWAYS TRY TO PUT IT BACK TOGETHER
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T
ALWAYS HOLDING BACK


EVERY EMOTION, MY WOUNDS ARE ALL OPEN.

I WANNA FEEL, WHAT IS REAL
LET MY HEART, JUST HEAL

I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST, I'M LIFELESS

THINKING OF HOW, I CAN GET OUT THIS CRISIS?

NOW MY HEADS IN THE CLOUDS, CANT COME BACK DOWN
FEELING THE CHANGE OF CLIMATE

THROWING THE DICE, I CAN'T DO THIS TWICE
NOW ALL I CAN HEAR IS SILENCE.

Paranoid Love and Demons (prod. DISBL1ND)

Girls That Bite

Lyrics:
Every day I just feel so much, god fuckin dammit i just bleed so much,
I know i plead too much but i need your touch, cause without it I wont be someone


Wake up I wish I was dead, you were there when noone cared,
now my lifes full of despair, shaking and scared, i wasnt prepared,
THESE DEMONS ARE ALL IN MY HEAD


NEVER EXPRESSED, IT'S ALWAYS CONSTRAINED,
THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST HAUNTING MY BRAIN, I JUST CANT EXPLAIN
All of this pain, going through each and every single one of my veins


The past is done, I cant change that,
I think it's time for me to just face facts,
All red is gone, my heart aches black,
I might just go and blow my brains blank, 


 why cant It just end? 
STOP, STOP IT, JUST GO AWAY, PLEASE!


pain...pain...pain..pain....pain...pain..NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME



I CANT ESCAPE, THIS IS MY FATE, 
WHY CANT THINGS JUST BE SO SIMPLY EXPLAINED,
WHY ARE YOU FADING, FLOATING EVADING, GOING ESCAPING,
YOU KNOW I CANT TAKE IT,
I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, I JUST WANNA LIVE WITH EASE,
I JUST WANNA LIVE AND BREATHE, I JUST WANNA LOVE MY QUEEN.


Original beat, Aestral- Miran

Pain (prod. aestral)

TAPE XIX TRACKLIST:
1  GVLLOW X KILLSTATION - ORCHID [PROD. JO$HEATN]
2  DHALSLIM - RETROFUTURISTIC [PROD. DHALSLIM]
3  ANONYMUZ - VICE (FEAT. MADI LARSON)
4  OASIS BLUE - STILL AROUND [PROD. RO$EGOLD]
5  JOUE$ - MONOPOLY [PROD. TIBE]
6  H E A L - IF YOU DONT SMOKE WEED IN 2018 YOU'RE A FUCKING COP [PROD. HEAL X MELLO]
7  MULTIPLEXES - RETURN OF BABYLON (FEAT. RIVERKINN)
8  ROACH - RATCHETSHIT [PROD. EXINTOZ]
9  FOUR FING - CHIA SEEDS [PROD. GRIGORYAN]
10 DXDDY MXCK - BILLY MAYS [PROD. KILLRAFAA]

GVLLOW X KILLSTATION - ORCHID [PROD. JO$HEATN]

prod: @tangent-beats
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass 
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last 
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas 
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor 
Wanna matter any more 
In my bag I’m feeling sore 
tryna work it out n sort 
Demon knocking at my door 
Asking me the time of day 
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey 
It’s the pain I’m in 
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within 
 I got people to fill in 
On the steeple growing thin 
Pray to god I get a gift 
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind 
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim 
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win 
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back 
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad 
and It’s a 
fuckin problem 
Finna get it finna solve it 
idea of me I dissolve it
There’s Anxiety in the solvent 
Cleaning it up I’m upon it 
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic 
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic 
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip 
When I crashed that shit shit 
Reminded me of this this 
So I Subsist on uplift 
Member them days on Sussex 
All of them days I was kid 
All of that shit a past life

i wanted to be someone (prod. tangent)

Title: Dead Boy Status
Produced by: Sace
Track: 1

Lyrics:

Verse:
dead mothafucka walking feeling like I never been free, I been searching for a somebody,
look down upon me, why you fuckin scared of me, bitch one day you finna see the le goldmane reality.
I was young when I found out who the fuck im finna be, fuck an empty glass, full cups of hennessy, 
in a gold case let these bitches bury me, 
young boy with a vison I been busy in my sleep

Break:
dirty bitch gimme that gimme gimme that heart attack they say that they got morals but bitch, they aint got like nothin left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

they gon start to believe in you when you come out the fuckin trash
they say that they got morals but bitch they aint got like nothin left, nothing left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

The Legacy Of Le Goldmane

Dead Boy Status

Feed The Legacy

Dead Boy Status (Prod. Sace)

righthere

"L \\ 2020""

{ \\"MRRY XMVS"< }

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
THIS PLACE IN MY HEAD
DARKEST THOUGHTS THEY WANT ME DEAD
NOW I'M LOSING ALL CONTROL
LETTING LOOSE THE BEST OF BETS AND STILL MY HEART JUST TELLS ME NOT
BUT I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP
KILL THE //////// BRING THE //////
YESTERDAY HE WON THAT FIGHT
( AND HE CAN )
( X2 )

RAID MY HEAD
L'S ARISE
FOLLOW MY LEAD BACK INTO THE LIGHT
PUSSY, I KILLED FOR LIFE
AIN'T NO WAY YOU'RE TAKING THAT BACK WITH A KNIFE
I'M STILL GON' FIGHT THIS FIGHT
YOU GON' FEEL HELL WHEN THE METAL FROM MY BLADE SWING BITES
ORANGE EYES, SMILES ALL NIGHT
CUZ WE GON' EVOLVE FROM THE FALL TO THE ANGELS FLIGHT

THIS BEASTLY GOAT
WATCH YOUR TONE
FINESSE YA LIFE 
MAKES ME COMFORTABLE
I KILLED MY /////// NOW I'M THE HOST

YOU CALL ME LLIGHT NOW
I'M READY TO GO

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
.....

 ̸̧̢̰̰̩̹̼͓͍͈̲̜͙͂̃̿͊͗̀͂̋͐͜ ̷̨̧̺̞̥̯̝͖̯͔̱̳͓̱͈̇̓͊͆̆́̓̓̕̚ ̸̡̨̪̺͖̬̪͎̯̫̱͇̤͙͐̇͗͌͌͂̓̅̚͜ ̸̤͌̈́ ̸͙̩̤̗̤̣͚̞̲̅͆̂̊̚ͅ ̵͎̳͇̥̈́̆̑͑̿̂̂̍̏̽̽͛̕͝/
̴̡̟͔̳͙̙̖̲͇̣͙̝̝̭͆̔̎

"LILITH"

Lil Peep - "Star Shopping" (osias & Kiraw Remix)

Prod. Yung Venxm
Artwork: Tom Verse

Lyrics:

KiD KURL
(You are now entering the pits)
There's gonna be a murder tonight
Blood dripping off my scythe
I told you once I told you twice
You cannot run you cannot hide

BABY GOS
Smoking blunts to the face
Blood on my blade but I won't catch a case
Moving too fast 'cause my life is a race
Pardon my anger, my heart and my chest have been filled with this rage
I spill out my heart but you take it and run
I ring over Jonny to borrow his gun
I wanna love but I only feel numb
Honestly momma what have I become?
I sit here in silence don't care about shit
Ain't had no guidance I sit here and sip
So what I might slip?
And empty the clip
And end all your tears i'm sorry for this
The pain it run deeper, say hi to the reaper, he calling your beeper, you don't know What's next
He's here to teach ya, no gospel he preaching, it's hurting me deeply, can't escape in the End

Can't escape in the end

Can't escape in the end

KiD KURL
There's gonna be a murder tonight
Blood dripping off my scythe
I told you once I told you twice
You cannot run you cannot hide

NAMES NOT ANDY
They call me the reaper
The way I be killing these features
My name is Andy, nice to meet ya
(Uh, yeah)
I sneak up inside of your dreams when you sleep
And triple six delete ya
Back in the flesh there's no stopping it
Relax and lose all your consciousness
Messing with me and my bros
Little bitch I will cut off your oxygen

(The way I be killing these features my name is Andy, nice to meet ya)
(I sneak up inside of your dreams when you sleep and triple six delete ya, nice to meet Ya)
(Back in the flesh there's no stopping it, relax and lose all your consciousness)
(Messin' me with me and my bros little bitch I will cut off your oxygen)

Spotify

REAPER ft. KiD KURL & NAMES NOT ANDY

˜”°•.˜”°• \\< •°”˜.•°”˜

"LILITH"

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