ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

beat: x10derrick
synths: grapemaster saxe

i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
why the fuck it’s you?
i bet you always wonder why the fuck its always you
cruising down a highway
with a chain on
where the racks gone
spent it on a fast car
boutta light up
with the ralphs on
imma goth star
imma goth star
got lotta pills taken,
bottle o decay
in bad lands
living off the poison in ma’ veins 
im in transit
yeah i know you never understand it
bandit, criminal offense you know i planned 
it
what you think you know bout me
ripped jeans whip a black limousine 
i got lots of plugs on me
i got all the drugs on me
keep a knife like american psycho
ain’t the life but i’m making it right tho
take a vico
turn the lights out
imma pass out 
imma die young
i’m broken but ma’ speakers bumpin’ 
the basement’s flooded
with things i left behind 
and nothing ever seems to work for you
i bet you always wonder why the fuck it’s you?

gothstar (prod. x10derrick)

Lyrics:

(Sample intro)
People look at you today, 20 years later, and they still have no idea what you’re about.
Tell me in a sentence who you are.
Nobody…
I’m nobody.
I’m a tramp, a bum, a hobo…
I’m a boxcar and a jug of wine…
And a straight razor if you get too close to me.

(Raze Chorus)
My back put in the corner
Bitch, pray to god I don’t be that
Never gonna repeat that
Back back-back when it was normal
To speak to you and get a god damn response,
and get a god damn response…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…

(Raze Verse)
…
It’s like a void
I can’t avoid
Asleep in my heart
Deep in my heart
Just like you were…
One time together became separated,
And now we’re just pieces with nothing related
My mother once told me to seek expiation,
Before I’m like father, before expiration…
…
Falling apart, falling apart…
(don’t save me)
Falling apart, falling apart…
So inviting, so exciting
I spoke to Viper and he told me
Death can be so inviting,
So exciting, so inviting…
Cos the shit don’t get no easier
I don’t know why, no, why?
I train my mind but it just seems to stay like that
No, why?
And I thought it would change
The more it changes nothing changes at all,
Changes at all, changes at all…

(Raze Chorus)
My back put in the corner
Bitch, pray to god I don’t be that
Never gonna repeat that
Back back-back when it was normal
To speak to you and get a god damn response,
and get a god damn response…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
Fade to Black black-black-black…
I can’t turn back now
It’s Fade 2 Black black-black-black-black…

(Raze Verse)
-1st line intentionally unintelligible-
You can never really know
I don’t know how to do what you do
I don’t know…
It’d be silly to run I know
Maybe it’d be fine just to hide
Just to hide…

(Sample outro)
Well I just thought you might not like what I’d done and wanna do something about it.
I don’t much care for what you’ve done, a lot of people don’t how do you feel about that?
Well…
A lot of people think you’re a monster Charles…
Yeah a lot of people think you’re a monster because you reflect this news media on us! Cult leader… I never had long hair before I got busted, I never had a beard before I got busted. I went to shave and the guy said, “nah, you can’t shave”.
I said I need a razor to shave and he said “nah, you can’t shave, you can’t get a haircut we don’t want you to change your appearance”
So when you put the camera on me, for the first time in my life I ever had long hair and a beard.
You wanna, you want a shave? I shut em off if you want a shaven haircut.
Am I telling him right? I’m not of this generation.
You want a shaven haircut right now? I’ll shut em down right now, if you want a shaven haircut.
I was trying to explain to you, man, that a lot they pushed off on me is not me!

xxx

Fade 2 Black (RG1) V9 MASTER

Fade 2 Black (prod. razegod x minimum wade)

I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

I could've followed your heart down
Wandering around like a ghost now
Same faces, lost in the same town
I know you don't like what I say now
Something tells me you think of me often
Wouldn't think much if you lost him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
Might of fucked up and just offed him
I feel the pain of the past
I feel the same if I can
I feel the love till the end
I miss my face to your hands
I see it all where I am

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

You're a stranger in the dark
My love fell apart
I wait in the dark
Until it all starts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Lights black, heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it

ICanScreamAlliWantNobodyWillHearMe

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Nicolas Sales: @nicolassales
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/LtUeTlERXQM

Lyrics:

[$LOTHBOI]:

STARING AT THE SKY
LOOKING GOD UP IN HIS EYES
ANGELS ALL AROUND ME
BUT THE DEMONS STAY INSIDE

DANCING WITH THE DEVIL
IN THE CLUB I'M ROLLING DICE
REALIZE
DEVIL STILL AN ANGEL
BEAUTY NEVER DIED

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

LATELY I SEE CREATURES SHIFTING
VOICES IN MY HEAD BEAT
CALL THE ONE THAT SHARES MY MIND
MYSELF IN DIFFERENT MEMORIES

SIPPING WINE I FEEL ALIVE
ASCEND I SHINE IN STARRY SEAS

PALACE SO DIVINE I EXIT
FLASHING LIT THEM LIKE A SCENE


[NICOLAS SALES]:

RUN
RUN AWAY
RUN IN PLACE
I CAN’T RUN AWAY
AND I’M BACK WHERE I STARTED
MUST BE A BETTER WAY
INNOCENCE YOU’RE MIXING IT UP
CONFUSED WITH IGNORANCE
NOW I DON’T KNOW WHERE
ALL MY FEELINGS WENT
WHERE MY FEELINGS WENT
YEAH

[$LOTHBOI]:

WAY ABOVE MY HEAD B*TCH
I BE DROWNING IN THE SAND
FRAYED STRANDS
HOLDING ME TOGETHER
WISH I HAD A HAND
PLEASE
HEAD UP IN THE SKY
WITH MY MIND HIGHER IT ASCENDS
THE END
I BECAME WHAT IMAGINED I TRANSCEND

[NICOLAS SALES]:

SKY FULL OF STARS
LOOKING DOWN
THEY’RE ALREADY DEAD
YOU'RE NOT YOUR JOB OR THE VOICES
YOU HEAR INSIDE YOUR HEAD
YOU DON’T HAVE A NAME
YOU DON’T HAVE A PERSONALITY
YOU'RE JUST THE OBSERVER
TRYING TO SET YOU FREE

[$LOTHBOI & NICOLAS SALES]:

I SAW A LIGHT AND FOLLOWED IT
DO YOU BLAME ME FOR ALL OF IT
I’M SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT A BYE
BUT I BE TIRED OF IT

SIGIL IN THE NIGHT
I ABIDE
CAN YOU GUIDE ME RIGHT
EVERYTHING’S CONNECTED
SO IT MATTERS WHEN THE TIMES RIGHT

THROW ME IN THE FIRE
LET THE EMBERS FLOAT AWAY

LET THE FATES DECIDE
IF I’M GONNA GO OR STAY

BURN INTO THE GROUND
AND FEED THE EARTH A BIT OF PAIN

ALL THAT’S LEFT IS SMOKE AND ASHES
HALLOWED BE THE DAY

I SAW
ANGELS
KILL MY
FRIENDS AND
I SAW
GOD PRETEND
HE CARING

Painted Clouds

$LOTHBOI x NICOLAS SALES - PAINTED CLOUDS

backends | Jerm x Cmurda

☆ with @slothboipapi
☆ artwork by Aidan Netley - instagram.com/aidannetley
☆ produced and mixed by me. 

☆ lyrics:

Video<3

☆ Lie To Me w/ $LOTHBOI ☆

PRODUCED BY sketchmyname

Lyrics:

I thought of this earth, the way I see it it's getting much worse.
I wasn't really ever assured of it, walk through the night and I know what my purpose is,

I hope that you know the same, I'm with the stars and I'm playing this game, 

one out of billion trillions, focused on making my millions,
my emotions I'm not feeling em.





Float in the cosmos, and I've got no one to follow.

I'm lost in everything I know,and it feels like my center is hollow.



The sky is for boys, the clouds are for men, 
High on the planes, I soar through the mist,
lost in my thoughts, I hope this is it.
leaving my past, i focus within.



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2 



I know this isn't the place, no one wanna see my face
All of the people they try to come tell me that I gotta change, 

But I know that I'm not the same.

You don't wanna come and start us, everyone wanna depart us,
I know that everyone not us, I know I've gotta do what I gotta.



I've gained back my faith, now I'm losing my touch,
This is a feeling I cant get enough,
Now I'm 50 stories up high in the skies, see rainy days all up in the clouds

Look at my view, I'm lost in my mind, 
Shibuya block while I smoke out my lungs,
Now I'm dosing right off with my bro on my right,
Now it's the night-time, so I know I might, 



Darkness settles in the night, drunk as fuck i hit a light, 
walk this route like 20 times, hit the streets forget my life, 
all this time ive spent alive, ask myself what can i find?
walk this road so dead inside, please just dont forget i tried.   x2

tøkyø. (prod. sketchmyname)

"L \\ 2020""

{ \\"MRRY XMVS"< }

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
THIS PLACE IN MY HEAD
DARKEST THOUGHTS THEY WANT ME DEAD
NOW I'M LOSING ALL CONTROL
LETTING LOOSE THE BEST OF BETS AND STILL MY HEART JUST TELLS ME NOT
BUT I WANT THIS PAIN TO STOP
KILL THE //////// BRING THE //////
YESTERDAY HE WON THAT FIGHT
( AND HE CAN )
( X2 )

RAID MY HEAD
L'S ARISE
FOLLOW MY LEAD BACK INTO THE LIGHT
PUSSY, I KILLED FOR LIFE
AIN'T NO WAY YOU'RE TAKING THAT BACK WITH A KNIFE
I'M STILL GON' FIGHT THIS FIGHT
YOU GON' FEEL HELL WHEN THE METAL FROM MY BLADE SWING BITES
ORANGE EYES, SMILES ALL NIGHT
CUZ WE GON' EVOLVE FROM THE FALL TO THE ANGELS FLIGHT

THIS BEASTLY GOAT
WATCH YOUR TONE
FINESSE YA LIFE 
MAKES ME COMFORTABLE
I KILLED MY /////// NOW I'M THE HOST

YOU CALL ME LLIGHT NOW
I'M READY TO GO

BRACE
HOLD MY TONGUE FOR YOUR WILL
TAKE MY LIFE BUT FOR HERS, NO DEAL
SEPARATE LIFE FROM THE PILLS
MAKING A MISTAKE TAKING YOU OUT ON THIS GRIND FOR THE MILLS

I BE CONSUMED BY RAGE
YOU BE TELLING LIES
MAN I TRIED
THOUGHT WE ON THE SAME PAGE

I'VE BEEN IN THE DARK ALL DAY
REMINISCE ON ALL THE OTHER WAYS THAT I'VE BEEN BETRAYED
.....

 ̸̧̢̰̰̩̹̼͓͍͈̲̜͙͂̃̿͊͗̀͂̋͐͜ ̷̨̧̺̞̥̯̝͖̯͔̱̳͓̱͈̇̓͊͆̆́̓̓̕̚ ̸̡̨̪̺͖̬̪͎̯̫̱͇̤͙͐̇͗͌͌͂̓̅̚͜ ̸̤͌̈́ ̸͙̩̤̗̤̣͚̞̲̅͆̂̊̚ͅ ̵͎̳͇̥̈́̆̑͑̿̂̂̍̏̽̽͛̕͝/
̴̡̟͔̳͙̙̖̲͇̣͙̝̝̭͆̔̎

"LILITH"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cscu1d9DIZo

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/dogpeni

Lyrics

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect
Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

I’m forever lost I don’t know my way (Lately)
Just Sippin white in the alley ways

Fade away, decay my days (I'm hazy)
I been working hard with no damn pay

Life is rough but its okay (I'm shaky)
I seen the dark I got better days 

Lose the weight (Save me)
I gotta leave you babe
You been killing me
And it ain’t okay

I ain’t even know no more (no more)
Trapped in a room no doors (no doors)
Bleeding on the cold stone floors (stone floors)
Living while I think what for (what for)

Love seeing my face cry
Say pretty boy you best stay high
You like seeing my tears slide 
I’ll kill us both, and I aint mind 

Never seen gold teeth
Tongue on the lips
Oxy underneath
Baby you ain’t seen this

Slummin in the alley with a bottle of white
You ain’t seen this life
You done caught the bite

Fast cars and I’m swerving
You love that I ain’t perfect

Never seen this side of life, excite you that I fight
You’ll never know what I’m bouta do at night

Never know, if I’m going die today
Fade away, pray I’m gunna make change
Escape my fate, baby why you pouring drinks
You love me cuz I love to drink
Baby turn you into me

"LILITH"

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