am i gona die [counter]

WHITTLE ME AWAY (androidwardrobe)

MV OUT ON INSTAGRAM ! 

shoutout @spaceboyry for tha fye beat and @s0lemn for the ft

@haunted_sad
popped an oxy when im feelin ##down
crystalized hearts u n me were fallin out
anotha pill ima ##PROFESSIONALLONER
running back lookin 4 some closure
i was a loser i was comin down
popped anotha pill everytime u come around
dont talk to me bby i think that im fallin out
i aint not givin u anotha fkn chance

all of the words tht u fkn said
all of the words that u nvr meant
wish i could forget me ya im wishin i was ##dead
i thought tht i helped u but u jus left me dead
my life that im retrying u left me hollow too
u left me like a tragedy 
and now its haunting me
all of the past bby like what was wrong with me
ima #PROFESSIONALLONER looking4 closure

@s0lemn
yuh feel like ichigo im hollow
yuh ion wna c 2mrw
tell me can u luv me back
ik im always askin dat

im top 8 like myspace
gtf up out my face
g22 like getsuga 
shoot dat btch dey wont c ya
do ts for my fam do ts for my friends
talkn sht on tragedy
all u hear is blam

i didnt wna go back
not2 my old ways
im takin all my sadness
and turn it into rage
if i catch u atta spot
ur life will end tht day
mfrs think im playn
til im smokin whyhaze

ipopthesepillstrynaforgetu w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry) *MV OUT NOW*

afk gtg [bloodcryY]

c wat i c [spaceboyry]

35E w/ ONEYEAR (maknae + spill)

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I was so wrong 
I can never listen
Trying to be strong in a battle of attrition
It’s been way too long 
Mistakes have been haunting me
I’m on the edge but just know I want peace
Everyday I wake up gasping for some air
You can’t say I gave up, you don’t know I care 
No, I can’t be saved
I just keep this faith for paths I pave
for when I clean up the mess I made

Can’t say that I didn’t try to put my name in the sky
I get too deep in my thoughts, my faults come out when I’m high
Used to be me every night, because I can’t see a light
I know I put up a fight
Still don’t know if I’m alright
So instead I fell for materialism
Instead I become a part of a system
It lead to me ditching all realism
They said that that’s all the help I could give em
I know I promised one thing I’ll never go broke
I got a taste for designer it shows
The car black and white like the cross on my clothes
I’ll pop a tag to subdue all my woes
Step into niemans mcqueen on me
New AF1s they’re as white as my teeth
Hide all my scars with a Burberry tee
Make sure my pain is so hard to see
Addiction is making it hard to leave
The pressure is making it hard to breath
I have no balance with wants and needs
Made myself a promise that’s hard to keep
But in the end what’s the use of finding out the truth?
embracing something new just to cut my old self loose?

the mistakes that haunt me (counter)

runner up [irby]

i can feel you
i can feel you watching me oh x2

yeah i saw you like right around the corner
messing with me with your gaze
girl yeah it's torture
huh, i don't wanna
i don't wanna
go back to the way i felt oh
huh, i don't wanna
i don't wanna
go back to that corpse in that bed oh
yeah i swear that i'll make it out
it's just me this time 
yeah i swear that i'll make it count oh

yeah i swear that i'll make it count
don't you hold your breathe with me
yeah you might just drown
fuck it pour the bottle out
fuck it pour my heart out
ima give it my all this time

like does it fill the void in your chest?
by the sound of your voice,
yeah you sound so distressed
yeah pick up your phone right now
don't get left on read
left on read
like i know it's not the right time
white hearts got me seeing red
seeing red x2

c wat i c [spaceboyry]

ssj5