shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

"these tired eyes" produced by @shikaiii
Performed/Written by @counterxo

these tired eyes (!yukik0) #NES2WO

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

the mistakes that haunt me

the mistakes that haunt me (counter) #NES2WO

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@s0lemn
no Txt back,, Fuck it Ima Fall asleep ...
Im so Done. Cant even Die in peace ,,
I needa tell Uu but uU Will not Listen .--
i Got a problem In love w/ Prescription"":p
y Tf r U callin Me ??? ./}{||\\
Leave Me alone & Dont Bother me ., ,.
It Hurts if I say Ima b Like u+++
I gotta Feel cuz u nevr Do....

Im Feelin Like shit.
look in My eyez R u noticing This ??.
I think Ima quit,,---
Blood On the Floor ya i Did it Again -...
Im sry Ur rite .,, 
I wana Feel but im Constantly High.,,
Im Talkin Rn cuz im Sayin Goodbye ""''
im Sry2Say tht im Takin my Life<<./33
i Promise its Fine .||}

4get me++ I stg Ima Die ina Bentley ...
Take 20 pillz js so Heaven Wont get Me)))
I'll Go2Hell & I'll tell em U Sent me <<</3 

Kill Me now I'll Take wat I Can..
I 4got Who i even Am ;[[
Shut me Down i Js took A Xan ;:
Dope on The Table ,,, Im fryin Again>..

I wna Live But I swear tht I Cant]]\\
Look at MyFace u Can tell tht im Dead//||\
bb Ur stuck in My head ,, ,,
Im gona Rot In My bed. ,. . . . ..

@counterxo
I just can’t go, I have nothing else
I was solo when I went through hell
Life is hollow in an empty shell
I might have to throw these memories inside a cell

Don’t wait for me
Blinded by a future that I can’t see 
I know that the truth hurts but lies aren’t free
cause I made things worse, couldn’t let them be

Just listen to your heart, even if it tears me apart
I’m wishing from afar 
For a world where we both can restart
You never forgave me
Did you just want to hate me?
It’s better to betray me, knowing you can’t save me
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How could U say tht ??? ,, , 
wen i Aint hear u ., ,
bae Ima junkie - -
but I can Feel uU . .. 
Do  U understand u Dont kno me Like dat .. .?
U dont give Afff u would Take it all back : [[ '/

Im tryn 2Change ,,, u Stay the Same . . .
Carve 0ut My skin ||| Do it In Vain . .,
gun2My head like U wanted me2 __+++
u Start 2 care wen Its bettr 4 U .. .

throw It all Away we Dont even Feel tha Same .. . 
tell A Lie or 2 ,,  Maybe u Could get ur Way -_: 
I Stg ,, Im better Al0ne .. 
Ur always right . ,,  Im always Wrong . ; p

Shattered . .. Broken2Bits Like im tattered ---_
how in Tf do I matter ?? ; ;.?
tell Me the truth I get Sadder .  ;;
Takin A Xan 2feel Better .;; ;

ik U dont Even Fw me .
FUck 0ff . .. U said ur the one4 me . . ;
u Were not There .. 
never I Swear . .
dont Look back  .  ;;;_
U Do Not care  ..

u Say its The Same but its Not . ..
U cannot let me js Be wat I want : - [
i h8 Myself n I feel tht A lott . . .
im Already dead ,,,  -- so Js let me rot 
ya ,
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we dont feel the same [ssj5 + flojy]

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happy ending

w/ @s0lemn
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maybe its all in my head , maybe u dont hate me
its so hard to piece together all those things u said to me
i cant b by ur side cuz i js know id set u back
i can feel ur terrified , all my shit is fckin wack

set u back ,, i dont wanna do dat
im having flashbacks , i cant accept that
please forgive me , i dont want u to cry
u know how much i hate saying goodbye ,,

s0lemn:
n I js Got high , ,
ion Wna tell U how i Feel inside .; .
but im sry I Tried [{
I can Stay the Same if u think Datz Fine .. .
come back2Me I dont Wna sit & Doubt ..;
Its Bad4me I cryY wen Ur not around / /
Pourin Up sum Drank ,, Ion wna Think . .
I should stay Away .. We Are Not tha same [[\

i Was feelin Uu but uU aint Wna say nun ..
I luv Drug abuse . . I js wna Feel numb [ '"
Heard Ur voice n I want it2stop .  ,, ,
Suuicide yaa I think dat Alot ./ ;

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